Ran Congwei sent him to the airport, and the conversation between the two did not attract his attention, or he was unwilling to face that possibility.

"You're just leaving? Does Liu Ling know that you are going back today? ”

"Didn't have time to tell her."

"The girl named He Yingxue is in trouble?"

"Her father's condition deteriorated and he was about to pass away."

"You're anxious because her father is still her." Ran Congwei asked knowingly.

Li Zifeng frowned and said: "That girl is strong on the outside and weak on the inside, she doesn't contradict anyone when she looks at it, but there are very few friends who may really be put into her heart, my sister is probably her only best friend." When his father found out that he was sick, she hid and cried alone, and if his father was gone, she was afraid that her mother would suppress the pain, and she would not be weak in front of my sister, I really don't know what she would become. ”

"The last time you were restless was because of her, and after sending that package, you slowly regained your composure."

"At that time, he just knew that his father would not live long, and I was a little worried when he heard that her personality had become silent."

Ran Congwei said with a serious expression: "Zifeng, I have never seen you flustered about anything, have you ever thought about why?" ”

"I'm just ......," Li Zifeng hesitated, not knowing how to explain his actions.

"Just what? You like her! Ran Congwei was blunt.

Li Zifeng panicked in his heart and said: "How is it possible, I just feel that her life is too difficult, there are so many children in the village that only her family has the most things, she has protected my sister since she was a child, I just treat her as a sister." Li Zifeng seemed to be persuaded by his own reasons and strengthened his thoughts.

Ran Congwei looked at this smart friend, a little didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, this emotional intelligence was also amazing, raised his eyebrows and said firmly: "I'm waiting for the day when you slap yourself in the face, don't forget to invite me to drink when the time comes." ”

Li Zifeng smiled helplessly and said: "That little girl is only thirteen years old, how can I like her, we are too different, it is impossible." ”

"Do you think it's impossible for you to be too much of a year apart, or do you think it's impossible for you to like her?"

Li Zifeng said a little irritably: "Don't be joking, it's not funny at all, it's not like you don't know that I have a girlfriend." ”

Ran Congwei pouted and said: "It's hard for you to finally remember that you have a girlfriend, how can anyone fall in love like you, you have no passion at all, and only Liu Ling can stand your indifferent temperament." Your girlfriend is also going back, and you are going to explain to her how you plan to explain to her when you leave alone. ”

"Explain what?"

Ran Congwei couldn't help but shake his head, he would actually accept that Liu Ling didn't like it, but he didn't hate her plus he and the other two roommates were coaxing, plus his lack of emotional intelligence, it was a mistake.

Li Zifeng was in a daze at his pager, he felt as if he was crazy, he actually fell in love with an underage girl, he couldn't face himself, let alone He Yingxue and his nominal girlfriend Liu Ling, the bone-eating guilt tormented him and made him uncomfortable.

Li Zifeng just sat in his room all day, he smiled bitterly, no matter how good it is, it is impossible for him and He Yingxue, after all, she is still so young, bury this emotion in her heart, this is his secret, he can't hurt two innocent girls because of a fruitless emotion.

In order to escape his sincerity, Li Zifeng returned to Nangang City the next day and lived on the second floor of the 'shape', Ran Congwei looked at Li Zifeng, who was a little less gentle, and didn't say much, Li Zifeng even took the other three things over to do, buried himself in a pile of work, and went to a nearby fitness club in his spare time, venting his exuberant energy.

A week later, Ran Congwei, who couldn't stand it, stopped Li Zifeng outside the door of the fitness club, he bit a cigarette on his mouth, and put a song on Li Zifeng's shoulder and said, "Dude, let's have a drink together." ”

Li Zifeng smiled bitterly and said, "I'm in for a treat." ”

Ran Congwei raised his eyebrows, shook his head angrily and exclaimed: "It seems that you have seen your sincerity clearly." ”

"Let's go, drink, don't get drunk and don't go home."

The two went to the bar they had been to before, Li Zifeng drank one cup after another, Ran Congwei couldn't stand it, took the wine glass in front of him and asked, "Dude, this is not like you." ”

Li Zifeng shrugged and said, "What do you think I should be?" ”

"Be calm and rational, know what you want, and if you decide, you will do it seriously."

Li Zifeng smiled a little bitterly: "Yes, if you decide to do it, you will do it seriously, but you will still feel uncomfortable in your heart." ”

"That's why you chose Liu Ling."

"I just don't want to hurt anyone, that girl is not yet fourteen years old, not even the age of the first love, my feelings will only become a burden to her. I was the one who accepted Liu Ling at the beginning, and I couldn't just abandon her. After Li Zifeng finished speaking, he picked up the wine bottle and continued to drink.

"Little girl will always grow up one day, why should you embarrass yourself, I believe that if you are willing to wait, you can wait until she grows up."

"Don't say it, I made a decision with great difficulty, don't shake me."

"You never thought that your decision was unfair to Liu Ling?"

Li Zifeng was stunned, he had never thought about this problem, and when he heard Ran Congwei say this, he also realized that he was still not thoughtful enough, and after thinking about it, he sighed and said, "You are right, I will find a chance to make it clear to Liu Ling." ”

After that, he broke up with Liu Ling and buried himself in his studies and work, Ran Congwei also joked that he lost a love and made their business a good success, and hoped that he would lose love several times in the future.

thought that he could let go of his feelings for that girl, but going home for the Spring Festival that year made him understand that it was difficult to forget someone.

Since he knew his heart, he went back to Nangang City, and he had to return home until the Spring Festival, there were a lot of people sitting around the stove of the Li family, lively and smoky, Li Zifeng, who couldn't stand the smell of smoke, went out and stood outside the door, looking at the locked door of Grandma He's house in a daze, and heard someone mention He Yingxue from a distance to attract his attention.

"Xingxia, I just saw Yingxue, are they celebrating the New Year at your house?"

"No, my mother is at my sister's house this year, and my sister-in-law will take her back to her parents' house,"

"I just saw her go to the grave mountain alone."

"Probably to worship her father, that girl is getting more and more sensible."

"Yes, we can't find a second one in our village for such a well-behaved child."

Li Zifeng told himself that he didn't care, she would be fine, but he still couldn't help worrying, afraid that she would be sad and sad if she went, and after standing for a while, he still raised his feet and walked towards the grave mountain in the village, he told himself in his heart that he would take a look at it and come back after confirming that she was okay.

When Li Zifeng arrived on the mountain, he saw He Yingxue sitting in front of her father's grave with her hands on her knees and her head resting on her knees, which made him feel distressed, and he warned himself over and over again in his heart that he could not get close to her again, he looked at her from such a distance.

She didn't get up to leave until sunset, she didn't know that Li Zifeng had been with her all day.

In order not to be discovered by her, Li Zifeng waited for her to go away before he set foot on the way home. Looking at He Yingxue's back from afar, he understood that forgetting a person is not something that can be done by thinking, as long as he sees her and hears her name, he has no way to ignore her. So he chose to go abroad for further study after graduation, he thought that he would be able to forget her, but within half a year, he heard his sister say that she was missing, he came back desperately, at that moment he understood how much he cared about her, and after three long waits, he finally returned to her.

Li Zifeng retracted his thoughts, glanced in the direction of the bedroom, and went into the kitchen to continue preparing lunch.

He Yingxue was lying on the bed, her mind was full of memories of her father and her, but she was a little horrified to find that in addition to her father's sick and thin appearance, she couldn't remember what her father was like when he was healthy. She trembled as she held the rabbit in her arms.

An hour later, a table full of delicious meals filled the small table, and he walked into the bedroom. He Yingxue closed her eyes, and her trembling eyelashes told him that she was not asleep. He stepped forward and crouched on the edge of the bed, looked at her emaciated face and whispered.

"Light snow."

He Yingxue opened her eyes and looked at his handsome face.

Li Zifeng looked at the shadow of himself in her eyes, raised his hand on her head and said gently, "Is it okay to eat something?" ”

"I don't have an appetite."

"Okay, I'll talk about it when you want to eat."

He Yingxue opened her eyes and looked at Li Zifeng's eyes full of distress, and a tear from her sour nose slipped on the pillow.

Li Zifeng looked at her red and swollen eyes and was distressed, and asked gently, "What's wrong?" ”

"Brother Zifeng, I can't remember my dad's healthy appearance."

"I don't blame you, you were too young at the time."

"My dad fell and was paralyzed in bed, although he was in a wheelchair, but he was mentally and physically so good that I can't even remember that time." Tears flowed like a stream and disappeared into the pillow.

Li Zifeng pulled her up, he understood that she would let her think crankily again, she didn't know how sad she would be, sighed and put away her distress, and said with a serious expression: "Xiaoxue, your strength and your optimism were all taught to you by your father, how much your father loves you, you know, have you forgotten?" Because he is not worried about you, afraid that you will affect his studies because of his illness, he holds his breath until he sees that your grades have not been affected, and then he swallows his last breath with confidence. ”

He Yingxue cried and said, "I know, I know, but I'm just very uncomfortable, I'm afraid that one day even I won't remember my father." ”

Li Zifeng took her into his arms and slowed down his tone: "Xiaoxue, no, you remember his love for you, remember his expectations for you, and he will always be in your heart." ”