In fact, with my temper at the time, I was extremely disgusted by the public review and apology that the school demanded. However, having said that, after all, it was my own trouble, and I don't care who chases whom, anyway, the matter has come to this, in order not to cause trouble to Cao Ge and Xue Hao, I can only choose to accept it. So, when the dean harshly criticized and reprimanded me for my behavior, I didn't refute it at all.

That night, after the school's decision was issued, I wrote a review. As a result, the principal said that it was not profound enough, so I wrote a second copy, but it still didn't work, and later, I copied it directly on the Internet. In this way, I read my "review" word by word in front of all the teachers and students of the school. This kind of thing actually hurts my self-esteem to do, but I'm okay, maybe I've been thick-skinned and not bad in those years, besides, this method of calming people in school is just covering my ears and stealing bells, and it is basically impossible to kill chickens and monkeys. But then again, among my classmates that year, there seemed to be very few girls who were as violent as I was at that time, and I could count them on my fingers.

To my great surprise, Song Zitian's mother didn't trouble me again because of this matter, perhaps, in her eyes, I don't have a bad personality, in today's words, I may be a bit of a "tiger", and I can't talk about anything with a child like me. However, she didn't go to my house either. However, Cao Ge still took the money to go to the door to make compensation, and on the night I came back from Song's house, I was not allowed to wear the things that Song Zitian bought, for fear of causing trouble again.

Song Zitian didn't go to school for a week, and he asked his classmates to tell me, only saying sorry. A week later, I got the news that he had changed schools. It is said that after that "puppy love" was exposed, he was watched very closely by the family. It's funny to think about it now.,Generally for the matter of early love when I was a student.,Most of the women's parents are more sensitive.,As a result, when I came here.,But it's turned over.。 I don't know, because we were too young at the time and looked too simple about this love, or if the adults were too complicated and too nervous, to this day, I can understand his family's approach, but I still don't think there is anything wrong with the so-called "love" between me and Song Zitian, after all, we are two children who have never even held hands.

I said I didn't like him, but when he did leave school and was not heard from, I suddenly felt a strong sense of loneliness. I had a feeling of being abandoned again. During that time, except for a few little sisters around me, I was basically alone and didn't talk much. I would occasionally slip in a teacher's class, and I would think of Kan Tao inexplicably.

This oolong's "early love" incident made me pour a little cold water on the small flame ignited in my current life and extinguish it again.

Later, I thought that Song Zitian's existence partly reflected my inflated material desires at that time, and partly because I wanted to learn from Cao Cancan and have a certain sense of insecurity to rely on. As a result, after less than a month, the wall fell.

By the way, I always forgot to say that Cao Cancan was admitted to a university in Tianjin, which is a famous brand. On the day the results were announced, I saw Cao Cancan smiling fakely, and Mama Wu and Mama Liu prepared a large table of dishes to celebrate Cao Cancan, but she only ate two bites. Before leaving, she told me that she wanted to leave the Cao family, leave her father, and leave this place full of sad memories. However, when it was time to leave, she was suddenly at a loss. Because she has no next goal, and she finds that no matter how far away she is, it seems that there will still be things in this house that she can't let go.

I asked her, "Is it Daddy?" ”

She said, I don't know.

Compared with Cao Cancan, my life is decadent and lax. I didn't even have a goal, even though I wanted to leave, but with my grades, it was basically impossible to get through.

After Song Zitian's incident, I restrained a little bit at school, but the name of Sister Xi didn't disappear among my classmates for a while, but I also lost some of the little girls who hugged each other, after all, everyone has been promoted to the senior grade, and there are still a few people like me who don't know the importance of doing anything, besides, everyone has parents in charge, but I don't. Cao Ge didn't care about me studying, but he knew with his eyes closed that he had more than enough heart and not enough strength.

Convergence is convergence, but my mind is still not on studying. During the college entrance examination, Cao Ge and I told me that I wanted to apply for a school farther away. As a result, Cao Ge, Xue Hao, Cui Yu, father, Wu's mother, and even Cui Yu's mother, Grandma Li, all strongly objected.

"Cao Muxi, how old are you, can you have a longer brain? With your temperament, if you go out of Nanjing, you won't be able to go to heaven! Besides, if you look at your grades, there are also some schools that are not in the stream, and there are no good students, just like you, I can tell you, don't think Grandma Li speaks badly, you, learn from others in minutes! Hey, after all, this Lao Cao is just such a grandson, and he won't come back now, and then just the two of you, this Cancan has already gone out, and it is more worry-free than you. I, okay, take you as my granddaughter, my head can't keep up with the situation, but I can think of it, I have to help you put an end to it. Don't be there that day, when I get to the end, Lao Cao still has to quarrel with me, saying how can I do it, there are so many people, it makes a mess, and in the end, there is no one to give Cao Mu and Cao Qi a pension. ”

"Pension ~ end-off?" I looked up and frowned, asking suspiciously.

"Yes, you have all grown up, and we are naturally old! Heck, I don't have to let you stay in Nanjing, stay with me, I mean this. I don't speak well, but I've always been right about things and not people, you say, you got you to the Northeast, Guangzhou, Yunnan, so far from home, it's really a bit of a problem, we don't worry, after all, a big girl's family, and not a boy. ”

"Aunt Li, it's far away, and it's still about the end of the pension, I haven't reached that time yet." Father smiled and touched his nose.

"I'm just saying it casually. But ah, you think it's not a good day! Before this, when I went to the countryside with your parents to learn about the youth, it was as if it was in front of me. Later, I looked forward to Cui Yu getting married and hurriedly giving me a grandson. You see, isn't this all coming? Decades! Looking forward to it, everyone is looking forward to it, and they are all old. You and Xue Hao are almost fifty years old, half of your life is gone, and you still think that you are a young man! ”

"Don't Aunt Li, I'm younger than Cao Mu, I'm still a young man!" Xue Hao said with a hippie smile.

"Pull it down, the little face of the old little child, it's all out of the folds. Having said that, Cao Qi should be quite old when he comes out. Do you really expect his son to take care of him? Grandma Li said, waving her hand: "Don't worry, it's impossible." After saying this, several people were silent.

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