I spent some time in the hallway before returning to the classroom.

"What is the teacher looking for you? It's not that I miss you again, I want to be rare and rare for you! I glared at him and didn't speak.

"Hey! Cao Muxi, I found that you have been very strange lately, and I don't reply to you now, and I don't talk much. What, stimulated? Kan Tao chattered beside me. I was annoyed, so I simply didn't want to continue this topic of whether to say or not to say, so I directly changed the subject: "Cao Cancan specially instructed me in the morning and let me tell you that she came to school today." ”

"She's coming to school? Come on, huh? Tell me why? Kan Tao rolled his eyes after speaking.

"Tell you what? What else can you do when you eat? I said it angrily.

"Cao Muxi, how can I listen to you have thoughts and emotions about the two of us eating?" Kan Tao whispered in my ear with a grin.

"You're sick!" My voice caught the attention of most of the class. The squad leader turned around and yelled at the two of us, "Don't talk! I don't know if everyone is taking exams? To talk about the next class! "When he turned around, he gave us both a blank look.

Kan Tao stuck out his tongue: "Cut, it's not okay to make a joke." Cao Muxi, you have really changed recently. I ignored him, spread out the paper and began to write his name. Actually, I don't have the heart to do such a casual exam, and if I don't take the test, if I don't get a grade, it doesn't mean much to me.

But during the day, I was okay. I guessed later that it might be influenced by Cao Cancan, after all, in terms of mentality, I really can't compare to her. It is said that this environment can change people, it is true at all, this is true and false, especially in the environment, each person's different character and task three views, are always infecting other people around them.

That night, when school was out, it suddenly started to rain. I looked up at the sky, and the clouds that were sparse in the sky were completely unclouded and rainy, and even behind the individual clouds, I could see the intoxicating light and shadow left by the sun. With great curiosity, I trotted all the way to the car with Cao Cancan. As soon as I closed the door, the rain began to increase outside. Soon, the heavy raindrops fell on the car window, and I couldn't see all the lights and shadows on the street.

Cao Cancan shook off the rain from his hair and muttered, "What the hell is the weather!" In broad daylight, there are no dark clouds at all, and it is raining?! "I didn't reply. Looking out the window, I suddenly had mixed feelings. Of course, this emotion still comes from nowhere, and I don't know where to go. It is not clear what the sense is, and what is the intersection is not clear. In short, the washed out Nanjing suddenly reminded me of a song, tears of separation.

On this day, there was another unusual thing, that is, the driver drove the car almost all the way. This speed provoked Cao Cancan to urge impatiently several times behind him: "Oh, Uncle Zhao, is the car broken?" That's too slow, isn't it? It's not as fast as I am! I'm hungry! ”

"Isn't it raining? Slow down, safety first, safety first! Uncle Zhao was still moving forward at that speed, and replied unhurriedly.

"Rain? It's not raining much! Besides, didn't we go back with much heavier rain than this before? I haven't seen this speed! No, you see, just that tree, you can see that there are ant nests in that tree! It's too slow! ”

Uncle Zhao didn't speak again. Cao Cancan saw that the communication was fruitless, so he simply took off the schoolbag on his back, sighed, and leaned back: "Yes!" Today, I guess it's all black when I get home! After speaking, he took out a small mp3 from his school bag, plugged in the headphones and listened, and handed me an earbud, but I refused.

When the car drove into the courtyard of the Cao family, I subconsciously looked through the window at the hall on the first floor of the Cao family's house with the lights on. In fact, the light is warm and cool, and there is a double frost inside and outside the door.

Cao Cancan was the first to get out of the car, opened the door and entered the house. I followed her, and was about to lift my feet and step up the steps slowly, when suddenly the driver poked his head out of the car: "Mu Xi?!" "I subconsciously turned back." If you don't have anything to do, come and sit down for a while and talk to him. "Faced with the sudden invitation, I was suddenly confused. It stands to reason that it is impossible for Uncle Zhao, as the driver of the Cao family, not to know my background. There is a saying among the common people, that is, this driver is an eye in the head of the official, and there is nothing he doesn't know at home and abroad. So, because of this relationship, and Uncle Zhao and I usually don't have much intersection, and Uncle Zhao is already in his fifties, and I am a yellow-haired girl, it's not an exaggeration to be a granddaughter, talk to me? Weird.

I stretched out my finger and pointed to the house behind me, and Uncle Zhao understood what I meant: "Don't worry, they won't be looking for you now." If I can't find you for a while, I will naturally come out to look for you. Uncle Zhao said this, and I sounded confused, but it seemed that he walked straight to the car according to his meaning.

"Mu Xi, I like you very much, you are a child, you don't talk much, you are sensible. Uncle Zhao is old, as a person who has come over, Uncle Zhao tells you a few words, you have to remember. In this life, there will always be such and such things, and everyone's life is caught off guard. However, no matter how big it is, it will pass in the end. So, when you feel that you have a mountain that you can't climb, you have to tell yourself that it's all right, everything will pass. Got it? ”

I nodded inexplicably. Actually, what Uncle Zhao said made a lot of sense, but I really couldn't understand why he suddenly said this to me. Uncle Zhao looked at me and continued, "I wasn't a driver before. When I was young, I worked in a state-owned factory, and one day, my wife came to me in a panic and said that something had happened to my son. I ran to the scene of the incident and saw him lying like that at the crossroads of a road. In those days, there was no asphalt road, and it was a rainy day, and my son was lying alone in the rain, covered in mud. I don't know what kind of car the accident was or who it was. After burying my son, I quit my job, learned to drive, and started driving a big car for other people. Do you know why I want to be a driver? ”

I looked at him in amazement and shook my head.

"In life, there are too many man-made irreversible things. I only have one son, and I am very sad that he is gone. But I quickly came out of the gloom because I figured it out, what had happened, and I couldn't change it. But I can make myself a good driver and reduce the tragedy in this world. ”

Uncle Zhao turned his head to look at me and smiled softly: "Do you understand what I mean?" ”

I didn't answer.

"Bad things that have happened, especially not things that you can change, leave it to time. What you have to do is to know that your abilities are limited, and don't do useless work. Got it? Go, go into the house. “

After he finished speaking, although I didn't understand too much, I still put my hand on the car door, and when I was about to open the door, Uncle Zhao suddenly said again: "Push open that door with strength and bravery, and everything will pass." Uncle believes in you. I looked back at the old man, with a calm expression, with an indescribable determination as the night began to begin. So, I accepted Uncle Zhao's chicken soup for the soul and waved my hand, intending to push away the other half of Cao Muxi's life.

Those words made me vaguely feel a little uneasy, but that sentence everything will pass, and it gave me more certainty to move forward.