"You want to sit with me so much, you said it earlier, cough cough ......." He Yingxue pretended to be relaxed and stepped forward and sat beside her.

Seeing that she was coughing violently, He Lu asked worriedly, "Are you okay?" "So cautious between the words.

He Yingxue smiled at her and covered her mouth and said, "It's okay, it's just a cold, if you have anything on your mind that you can't tell others, you can tell me now." Looking at this girl who usually doesn't even dare to say anything, with sincere eyes.

He Lu looked at her encouraging eyes, plucked up the courage to begin to pour out her distress: "I'm too tired to live, suppressed at home and bullied at school, I actually don't want much, I just hope to get along with my classmates, I hope my mother can see my efforts, but the more I want to do well, the more I can't do it, I really don't know what I can do." ”

Downstairs, the public security and fire department were afraid of irritating He Lu, so they parked the car outside the school gate, came in quietly with various rescue equipment, and installed an inflatable mattress directly below the two. He Lu's parents arrived and were stopped, and the police who led the team told them about the situation, and they promised to wait calmly before being taken to the roof. In the classroom, the teachers of each class restrained the students from going out of the classroom, and the school was silent.

He Yingxue suppressed her cough, and when she finished speaking, she opened her mouth and coughed: "Ahem, you are so stupid, ahem...... Everyone has strengths and weaknesses, don't magnify your shortcomings and cover up your strengths. ”

"If you're not feeling well, go back......"

"I'm fine, it's normal to cough when you have a cold, you say it, I'll listen." He Yingxue hurriedly suppressed her cough.

Seeing her serious look, He Lu looked at the night sky in the distance and continued: "Where do I have any advantages, my studies have been declining, my classmates bully me if they don't bully me, and I am also a superfluous one at home, no one needs me." ”

"Ahem, how can you not have advantages, you are very kind, you will bring food to the stray dogs outside the school gate every day, your face is very cute when you talk, you can also do handicrafts, the bear doll I gave me last time is much better than the one in the toy store, ahem."

"Aren't these my shortcomings too? If you don't study well, you can't take care of yourself and run to care for a group of wild dogs, you blush because you're timid, and it's a complete waste of time to make dolls, and you can do a few more questions when you spend that time studying. ”

"Who said that, cough cough, although studying is important, you can't study 24 hours a day."

"If my grades can get better in 24 hours of study, I am willing, my grades have been stagnant and even regressed, and every time I see my mother's disappointed eyes, I hate myself for why I don't work harder."

"He Lu, academic performance is not the standard to measure everything, ahem, no one is perfect." He Yingxue tried her best to suppress her cough.

"Who said no, you are, you learn to fight well, and the blackboard newspaper you make is very beautiful, you are perfect."

"Ahem, I'm actually not as good as you see, and I have a lot of shortcomings. Ahem, I'm not a good student because I love to fight, ahem, in fact, I don't have any friends like you, and my classmates are more afraid of me than they like me. ”

"But in the eyes of my parents you are perfect, and in my eyes you are perfect."

"That's because your parents don't understand me, ahem, you don't know how much my mother hates me, and every time we meet, I wish I hadn't given birth to me."

"Why, you're so good, why doesn't your mother like you?"

"Ahem, I don't know, if you don't like it, don't like it, I'll just do my own thing, ahem, I don't have to like me to live."

"I, I'm not as brave as you, my mother's dislike and disappointment weigh on me like a mountain, and I can't breathe."

"Ahem, why doesn't your mother like you, is she very demanding of you?" He Yingxue looked at her face full of loss, maybe this was the reason why she climbed onto the rooftop.

"She used to like me too, but my grades dropped in middle school, and she was too busy to take care of me when I had a younger brother at home, and then my grades got worse and worse, and I was no longer an excellent child. Originally, everyone in my hometown knew that I had good grades and said that I would definitely be able to go to a good university in the future, but now I may not even be able to get into college. ”

He Lu tears crossed his face, and his eyes were empty and said: "Every time I see my mother's disappointment in me, I can't breathe, I think more than once that if I were you, my parents like you, my mother is smiling every time she mentions you, just like when I was a child, I talked about me when I was a child." ”

"Your mom probably didn't know that doing that would put pressure on you, ahem, and her motivation might just be to want you to work harder."

"But I've worked very hard, I study until two or three o'clock every day before I sleep, and I get up at six o'clock in the morning, but the results are even worse, the last time I found out, I dropped ten points, my mother was disappointed and said that it went on like this, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to go to the college entrance examination for three books."

"I want to go to college, I want to be recognized by my mother, so even if I was bullied in school for so many years, I have been gritting my teeth and persevering, but my current grades are ...... I really can't hold on anymore. He Lu hid his face and cried bitterly.

He Yingxue stretched out her hand and hugged her and didn't know how to comfort her, after all, her relationship with her mother was not good, and she really couldn't deal with this. Ban Xiang waited for her to calm down a little before speaking: "Have you discussed your stress with your parents?" ”

"No, I don't dare. Let's talk about my mother's personality, she must be angry when I talk about pressure, she said that where does a student get pressure, if she doesn't work hard now, she won't be able to eat until she knows what pressure is. ”

"Ahem, He Lu, you even have the courage to die, cough cough ......, why don't you have the courage to sit down with your parents and talk, cough cough, your father is so open-minded, he will definitely understand you, cough cough ......" He Yingxue coughed so hard that she couldn't stop.

He Lu looked at her coughing face and asked urgently, "Are you okay?" ”

"I'm fine, I'm really fine, ahem...... Ahem, I'll just drink some hot water, ahem, that teacher Li Zifeng is my brother, let him help me send some hot water, okay? I promise he won't stay to bother us. Ahem......"

He Lu looked at her with an anxious look and a warm heart, sure enough, she was worthy of being her idol, when everyone didn't care about her, only she still cared about her, seeing that she was indeed coughing too uncomfortable, she nodded and said, "That's good." ”

"Okay, I'll call him." He Yingxue breathed a sigh of relief and called Li Zifeng.