Chapter 320: The Cruelty of Fate
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The prince said yes, and then retreated, and the others also retired one after another, because the purpose of their coming was also for Nangong Hanmo, and they always suspected that his purpose was not pure, maybe he was here to be a spy.
Even so, they are happy to compete with this person who is known as the smartest person in Northern Zhao.
Nangong Hanmo's body has been weak since he was poisoned, as if he was like a tadpole that has been drained of his soul, it is getting more and more shriveled, and his consciousness is also very blurred, there are always many pictures in front of his eyes these days.
There are unknown memories from before to the future, which are always dangling in front of him, and he doesn't know what these are?
Some of them are his memories that are not, maybe they are memories of the previous life!
But no matter what, these memories disturbed him, and he always wanted to run away and open his eyes.
But there is no way, he knows that he is about to die, he can feel that his consciousness is getting weaker and weaker, in this case, what he wants to see the most is Yuehua, because Yuehua is the regret of his life.
Although he has dated a lot of women, he really treats only two of them, one is Yiyi and the other is Pei Yuehua, sometimes he uses Pei Yuehua as Yiyi's stand-in, because the two of them are really too similar.
And sometimes it regards Pei Yuehua as its own, and because they are so different, it is impossible to distinguish how many different they are and how much Hanmo they have.
Because this is a difficult thing, Pei Yuehua is a soul to rely on him, she has given him a lot of advice and a lot of warmth by his side.
And Luo Yiyi is the sustenance of his soul, because she has given herself too much help when she exists. I also gave myself too much support.
It is precisely because of her that he has come to this day step by step, without her, there would be no Nangong Hanmo today, so he is grateful to her.
As for who the two of them love more, I don't think even he knows.
If it's Yiyi, then what is Pei Yuehua?
If it is Pei Yuehua, then what is Yiyi, in fact, it seems that the two of them are equally important to him.
Because they have left indispensable memories in his heart, because they have been indelible help to him, and because they have given him indelible warmth, he is unforgettable to both of them.
He remembered that Nangong Wenyan once asked him, if one day Luo Yiyi and Pei Yuehua appeared in front of you at the same time, and confessed to you at the same time, and you could only choose one of the two of them, who would you choose in such a situation?
And he replied that he would choose to die.
Because he can't hurt the two women who love him, because he knows that whoever he chooses is a disservice to the other.
So he didn't want to do that. He can only choose to die, which may be the best relief for him, and if this is the case, then many things can be left to bear.
It can be said that he is timid, or cowardly, or that he is not manly.
Anyway, he just didn't want to take on too many things, because he was really tired.
Tired that he can't live in this world anymore, although he has had this negative thought, but now he won't have this negative thought anymore, because he wants to live.
Instead of Pei Yuehua's expectation to live, he knew that if he died, although there would be many happy people, he believed that there would also be many unhappy people.
He thought that there were still many people around him who cared about him, and if he died, those who really cared about him would be very sad.
So even for the sake of those people, he must let me live by myself, although he knows that Pei Yuehua, Luoyang and the people of the Western Zhou Dynasty will definitely find a way to let him survive.
But he also knew that this situation must be very slim, because he already felt that his life was being lost, but if he could wake up and say the last words to Pei Yuehua, then he would die without regrets.
And the first word of that sentence is me, the second word is love, and the third word is you, and the connection is that I love you.
Although he has already had a relationship with her, he doesn't seem to have said these three words to Pei Yuehua yet
Nangong Hanmo remembers never saying it to anyone, as if he was naturally with everyone, such as Xinlan one by one, Princess Mingji and her.
He didn't say those three words to every woman around him, but they were willing to give everything for him, and they were willing.
He remembered that Luo Yang had calculated a hexagram for him. He is destined to be married to a woman in this life, and the possibility of being helped by a woman will be very high.
He used to be disgusted by this, because it was a cowardly act.
He hated it very much, and it still still is, he would rather help those people than want their help, but unfortunately in the end he accepted it.
And Luo Yang also said that the destined things cannot be changed, if they can be changed so easily, then there will not be so many dreamers.
In fact, what they are chasing is not their dreams, but their own destiny, because fate is a cruel thing, because he is destined for you, which means that you will follow the path paved for you by others as soon as you are born.
It was very uncomfortable, and he had refused, but in the end he had become a slave to fate.
So he finally gave up trying to change his fate, because he knew it was very impossible.
It was at this time. A light suddenly appeared in front of him, and from this to the light slowly came out of a person, when the light gradually disappeared, this person gradually became clear in front of him.
And this person is not Pei Yuehua, not Princess Mingji. It's not Xinlan, it's the High Priest of the Star and Moon.
He didn't know how Xingyue appeared in his dreams, oh, no, it should be said that it appeared in his subconscious, did he use some spell?
Then the words of the High Priestess of the Star Moon answered his doubts, and she said, "I know you are wondering why I am here? Actually, I used the Soul Transference Book to appear in your subconscious, and you don't have to be afraid, I won't hurt you, I'm just here to tell you something.
That is to be careful of the prince, not your prince, but the prince of the Western Zhou Dynasty. Because this poison is what he did, as for the reason why he did it, I think you can understand it even if I don't say it, right?