Thoughts: Write about the clouds that float through your mind
Even if your thoughts are like the wind, there are times when you stay.
Finally, let a heart enter the body calmly, and slowly return to its normal state. At this moment, no longer anxious, no longer confused, no longer hesitant......
I know that there are many things that remain unanswered; I also know that many things will never be answered.
The ancients had a saying: "The saint has no appearance, and the master is uncertain".
"Appearance" or "non-appearance" is not something that we can control. Maybe it's not superstition, but it's really that at the moment of birth, everything has been frozen.
I have never cared about my "appearance".
The miracle of creation gives everyone an innate function, that is: no matter who he is, no matter what his "appearance" is, standing in front of the mirror, he can study his own beauty in it. Wu Dalang is like this, Zhu Bajie is like this, not to mention Dong Shi.
I like to look in the mirror, not to "study" or "admire", but to "dress properly". Since I read Taizong Li Shimin's famous words in some year and month, even the idea of looking in the mirror has gradually faded. With so many people around you, mirrors become a superfluous thing.
As for "divination", it was once considered superstition, witchcraft, and later science, but as for what it is, I still haven't figured it out.
Once, when walking in the vast dark night, he couldn't find the direction, and he would input his name, surname, birthday, eight characters, constellations and even blood type into things like mathematical formulas, hoping to spy on the mystery of the future. As a result, there is often a big disappointment. Later, when I read the book to "Master is not divided", I suddenly had an epiphany, it turned out that my loss was caused by "not reaching". Although I know that I am not a "master"; I also know that I can't be a "master". However, since then, I have also been "uncertain".
Life is to be endured, whether it is bitter or happy, it is the taste of life. Just like spices, if you don't know the bitter and unpalatable taste of your mouth, you will never experience the sweet deep taste.
"Bu" what? Perhaps, the joy and meaning of life lies in its unpredictability.
There is a sentence in Zang Kejia's "Old Horse": "I don't know the fate of the next moment at this moment", which is probably a kind of realm!
In this normal life, in this smoke-like world, whether you want it or not, there will always be things that will happen to you. How to face it?
All I can do is to relieve all the people and find a way to solve the problem. When those unstoppable and overwhelming things fall on me, no one will give us a chance to be sad, angry, or sigh, all I can do is to face it calmly and find a way. When everyone around me is in a hurry, I even wonder if my calmness is a kind of cold-bloodedness. But if I'm at a loss, what about them?
In this way, day by day, he became this picture in the midst of the consumption of world affairs.
I still vividly remember that a long time ago, someone left a message on my blog, saying, "Your poems and essays are a bit too pretentious." "For this reason, I have privately written a long text in response." The unity of "Wenxin" and "People's Heart" is the realm of writing that I have always pursued. I'd rather my words be "posturing." If this is the case, perhaps everything will not be difficult, but flat.
The world is like this, and human affection is nothing more than the world. There will always be people who stay in life, and there will always be people who leave. Everything, too, is the usual view.
The world is impermanent, human feelings are impermanent, and the reason why we have a sense of "impermanence" is only because our hearts are "impermanent". In fact, everything in the world is treated with a normal heart, and everything is just normal.