During that time, my life was a game of whack-a-mole, pressing the inside of the house, jumping up to school, pressing school, jumping up home. In short, life doesn't stop you.

Zhang Jing really didn't "break her promise", and did move back after being quiet for a few days, but when this woman returned to Cao's house again, everyone found that she seemed to be different from before. She has become less smiling than before, not as gentle as before, and has not been as affectionate and gentle as she was before in her treatment of the world. Maybe Cao Qi broke her heart? Maybe the world broke her heart? I do not know. In short, although she didn't regard the few remaining people in the Cao family as enemies, as she said, it was completely off topic, she just moved and went back to the Cao family to live, that's all.

She doesn't have much intersection with everyone, and she doesn't talk much. She didn't take Cao Chen with her, but came back by herself. Cao Chen was put at her mother's house by her. When I heard the news, I wondered if it was her mother's order. On second thought, it probably won't. How can it be said that this Zhang Jing is not a person who is at the mercy of others, and as an adult, even if she doesn't want to, what can her mother do to her? In the final analysis, it was her own decision to return to the Cao family.

On the days when she moved over, Xue Hao introduced her father to a person who was engaged in building materials and was in the field. So, my father didn't see this good show because he was on a business trip.

The days went by like that, and I don't think it's an exaggeration to say that it's gloomy and gloomy. The Cao family can no longer be described as vibrant. Sometimes I come home for dinner once in a while, and I even feel that my breathing is depressed.

In the days after Zhang Jing returned to Cao's house, her mother rarely went. Later, Cao Ge persuaded his mother that Zhang Jing's arrival would not affect the contacts between them, because her mother and Zhang Jing had always belonged to two different groups and worlds, and they should not think about the relationship too complicated, it would be difficult to handle. Even so, the frequency of her mother's visits to Cao's house during that time also decreased.

And I'm here, it's really a wave of unevenness, wave after wave. Remember the two changes I said the other day in the school? The second point is the microcomputer class.

The advent of the information age is bound to allow us, the flowers and plants of the motherland, which are full of fresh blood, to take the lead in entering the age of knowledge. As a result, all major primary and secondary schools have created microcomputer classes. At that time, ordinary children like me had never seen a computer, and some families with very good conditions, maybe there was a small computer in the house, which was old-fashioned, and it was still a bit possible. However, Cao Cancan did not.

When learning microcomputer classes, we need to wear shoes to go in. Drawing, typing, typing, typing, etc. After two or three lessons, I basically knew the basic operation process of this thing.

One day, a girl sitting back to back with me craned her neck and suddenly turned her head back to me and said, "Eh, did you know that this thing can go online?" ”

"Surfing the Internet?"

"That's right! You don't even know this! It's corny! This is on the Internet.,It's just to check information or something.。 ”

"Looking up information?"

"Oh, for example, whatever you want to check, you can find it above, and there will be an answer." As a result, it happened that in the middle of that class, the teacher of the computer class happened to go out to answer a phone call. In this way, we have free time.

I didn't know what it meant to be online, or what I needed to look up online. The classmate behind me saw that I was stupid, so he reached out and directly helped me operate the computer: "Look, just open this, and you can type it in by typing on it." ”

"Can you lose anything?"

"yes, you can write anything." I typed a few random words, and after pressing the enter key, I found a lot of information. I was very pleased and surprised by this simple and convenient way of acquiring knowledge, and I typed in one after another all the questions that I could think of and interested in my mind as if I had discovered a new continent.

On a whim, I wanted to find out about my mother's illness. In my memory, I once heard Xue Hao and Cao Ge mention a word when they mentioned their mother's condition, which is called cancer. At that time, the health knowledge and awareness of the whole people should not be as popular and sound as it is now. Especially if the family has not had this disease, it is even more difficult for children to acquire relevant knowledge. Also, cancer has always been taboo and silent, and no one has talked about it in a big way, so I don't know what it is. I don't even know how to write it.

I typed in from memory, I searched one by one, one by one, and finally, I found what I was looking for, but it was also something that pierced directly into my heart, a knife that faced death.

In the dense words on the screen, I didn't understand some chemical names and medical terminology and terms at all, but at first glance, I understood that this was almost a terminal illness. I looked up again to find out what the terminal illness was, and the answer was that it could not be treated. What does untreatable mean? Death.

After I checked it, the page just sat up. I sat on that little stool by myself, and instantly I felt my back sweat. I kept thinking in my heart, death? Untreatable? Is it said that my mother is dying of this disease? But then I thought about it, this death is something that everyone must experience, and maybe my mother will at least live to be the age of my grandmother. Suddenly, like grasping at a life-saving straw, I crackled on the keyboard and searched for cancer survival time. I've found all sorts of illnesses associated with this word, but it seems that each one has a demon's claw behind it. 1~2, 3~5. It seems that there is no more than 10 throughout the whole article. What does this mean? What does that mean? I can't spin my mind.

1~2 years? 3~5 years? I shut myself up in that cancer, and I didn't even know that the computer teacher had returned. The teacher tapped the blackboard hard: "The classmate sitting in the innermost, that computer, what are you looking at?" Hurry up and shut it down! Classes are classes, and internet access is not allowed. "I didn't even hear it. The classmate next to me pushed me: "What about you!" I was startled and closed the page.

When the blue screen of the old computer reappeared in front of me, I could still see the words beating on the screen. I left the computer room in a panic and forgot to take off my shoe covers. Kan Tao grabbed me from behind: "What are you doing?" You've taken off your shoe covers! ”

When I got home that night, I didn't even eat dinner and went upstairs. I kept asking myself, what does it mean to not have a long time? What am I going to do? Suddenly, I turned my head to look out the window at the plane tree, the shriveled and withered branches, as if they were like the face of my mother at that stage.

I tugged at the strap of my school bag, I didn't cry, I just felt a little pain in my head.

Philistines are well