Chapter 149: Wishes
Qing Anzai's words hadn't fallen yet, and Qing Buregret couldn't wait to interrupt her speech.
"Daddy, don't believe her, she lied to you!" Qing said without regret.
But Qing Yan ignored her words, his eyes fell on Qing Anzai's face, and he fell into a deep thought.
It's just a slight change in Qing Yan, and Qing An didn't notice it.
She always lowered her head, waiting for Qing Yan's scolding: "The person is beaten by her daughter, and her daughter does not deny it, and she asks her father to teach her a lesson." ”
However, the scolding she waited for did not come, Qing Yan instead asked Qing if she regretted it, and said, "No regrets, tell me honestly, did you lie?" ”
When he asked, his tone was quite solemn.
For such a statement, Qing Buregret of course subconsciously responded: "I didn't, why should I ......" But after the words, when she felt Qing Yan's gradually cold gaze, the words were directly stuck in her throat and she couldn't speak.
Qing stood there without regrets, looking at Qing Yan in a daze, not daring to say more.
But even if she doesn't say it, Qingyan now already has an answer.
I saw a trace of loss on his face, and said coldly: "No regrets, you really disappointed me." ”
Being said like this, Qing's unrepentant heart became more and more uncomfortable.
She looked at Qing Yan angrily and said, "Daddy and mother, you know that the eccentricity is here, and I am your daughter!" I hate you guys! ”
Qing didn't regret that he couldn't stand the grievances of Lian San, so he pushed Qing Yan away at that time, covered his face and ran away.
Looking at the figure of Qing running away without regret, Qing Yan was originally going to chase after him. However, after noticing that Qing An, who had been waiting there, hesitated, and finally did not choose to go over.
Qing Yan looked at Qing Anzai, and his eyes became more and more thick.
He said, "Come with me." ”
Dropping these words, Qing Yan turned around and walked in the direction of the study.
Things developed a little suddenly, and Qing Anzai was unexpected.
However, not being punished is already a good thing for Qing Anzai.
She didn't say much about this, and then followed behind Qing Yan, and the person passed.
When Qing'an arrived, Liuli and the others were left outside, and she was the only one who walked in.
As soon as Qing An entered, he saw Qing Yan standing in front of a painting, looking at it intently.
Suddenly, he muttered: "I didn't expect it to be like this, more than ten years have passed." It's a pity that Aunt Gu has also been gone for more than ten years. ”
As he spoke, his eyes fell on Qing An beside him, "You may not know that your mother is not only beautiful, but also proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting." As far as I'm concerned, I probably can't have foreseen such a person in my life. As for this painting, it was also made by your mother back then. ”
Qing Yan looked at the orchid in front of him, his eyes were full of affection.
When Qing An didn't look at him, what Qing Yan said was just used to fool people for her.
But when she looked at Qing Yan, she was stunned.
That kind of regret and sadness in the eyes is simply impossible for people to deduce.
People's feelings come from their own hearts, and it is difficult to have such an expression if it is not for their own experience.
Could it be that Qing Yan's feelings for Aunt Gu are really extremely deep?
"I guess you must be thinking at this moment, why did I want to help you in front of Qing without regrets?" Qing Yan said.
For this question, Qing An is interested, and this is indeed what she has thought about all the way.
Qing Yan sighed and said, "Part of it is because your identity has long been different from what it used to be, and the emperor will issue a holy decree to make you a princess in the near future." When the time comes, you will be able to reconcile naturally. There was another part of it that I really realized how wrong I had been for so many years. ”
Qing An didn't respond, she looked at Qing Yan, waiting for him to continue.
Qing Yan said: "You know why I have been ignoring you in Hanlian Courtyard for many years, it is because I hate you in my heart. If it weren't for you, Aunt Gu wouldn't have fallen ill, and I wouldn't have lost her. ”
Thinking of this, Qing Yan's face was full of regret: "I hate it so much, I really can't accept this fact, I don't even dare to face you, I just blindly push all Aunt Gu's mistakes on you in my heart." But later I found out that you are too similar to Aunt Gu. ”
When he said this, Qing Yan paused.
He didn't say any more, and sat down in his chair in a dejected state.
Qing An Zai looked at Qing Yan and said, not feeling good in his heart.
Unexpectedly, the dusty past many years ago was unraveled.
"I think if she were here, she would have given up all means to protect you. It's a pity that it took so long for me to come to my senses. Qing Yan said remorsefully.
Qing An was looking at it, and he didn't know what to say, it was true that Qing Yan was a poor person. I'm afraid he doesn't know that in fact, such resentment has already killed her daughter alive.
For such a poor person, Qing Anzai remained silent and stayed quietly aside.
She is not the original owner, has not suffered the hardships experienced by the original owner, and is not qualified to forgive her.
It's just that many complicated emotions in her heart all surged up at this moment, and she couldn't speak.
Qing Yan eased his emotions and breathed a sigh of joy.
He looked at Qing Anzai and said, "Actually, relieving you is also for the sake of harmony." Selfishly, being a father naturally doesn't want you to marry so far. Once it's over, it could be goodbye. Of course, I can help you figure it out if you want to. ”
When Qing Yan made this request, Qing An forgave Qing Yan in her selfish senses.
In his own experience, Qing Yan really didn't do anything too much.
It's just that when this choice was put in front of Qing An, she still shook her head and refused: "I know what Daddy means, but I am not only Daddy's daughter, but also a national of a country." Since the emperor has decreed, if our dynasty changes its words, it will inevitably make the southern kingdom dissatisfied and think that my dynasty has no faith in its words. If the peace fails, then it means that the two countries will be at war again. I don't want to see such an outcome. ”
For Qing Anzai's opinion, Qing Yan was very shocked.
But he still added: "An An, but Nan Zhao is the youngest prince in the south, and he is also the least favored. You follow him, and you will have a hard time for the rest of your life, do you really want to do this. ”
Qing An didn't answer immediately, she stood there and pondered for a moment.
After some hesitation, Qing An looked at Qing Yan: "Yes!" To be precise, it's best because you're not favored. Otherwise, the strife in the court is only afraid that ten lives are not enough for a daughter, isn't it? ”