Ouyang Lamei's invitation made Yang Qianfeng's mind have a fierce struggle, drove the car to the intersection to the side of the road in the direction of Jinshui County, stopped, said in his heart, he had a lot of things to say to her, he really wanted to turn the car around and go to her, but after the car stopped, after a few seconds of consideration, he quickly made the opposite decision, saying: "Lamei, I won't go today, I'm afraid of ......"

Ouyang Lamei immediately interrupted him and said, "Are you afraid of Chen Laixiang, or are you afraid that I will eat you?" ”

"Neither, I'm afraid it won't affect you well!" After saying that, I thought to myself, in fact, what she said was right, went to the boudoir where she lived, a lonely man and a widow, and she already had a weakness in front of her, if she frequently made what she liked, and then made a little more affectionate and ambiguous, then she would definitely not be able to stand it. And she thinks that she is too concerned about her mother who took the initiative to give up on him and has always felt guilty, and always wants to be kind to him, in the past, she endured everything with Wei Zhengtian, and now she has no scruples when she is single, and then she is impulsive again, and the two of them may have to do something, if something really happens between them that shouldn't happen, thinking of this, my heart trembles, so how can I be right? The second is afraid that Ouyang Lamei will be hurt, now she may be full of herself, she dares to do anything under impulse, and she can't give her any name, she will get tired of this relationship for a long time, and it will be very painful. Thinking of this, he continued: "You are already a deputy county-level leader, and you are also a good woman, you can't let my reputation be affected because of me." ”

Ouyang Lamei suddenly felt that Yang Qianfeng was estranged from her at this time, because the industrial and commercial work meeting was held for one day, and after yesterday's meeting, she asked him to go to the dance hall to sing at night, and he told a lot of reasons not to go, today he took the initiative to invite him to come to the house to sit down and did not come, and also found such a bright reason, recalling that after meeting the night before, it was only her who was hot, and he could only be regarded as warm, thinking of these tears unconsciously flowed down, the big statement said: "What deputy county magistrate level, what impact is not good, it is you who find a reason." After saying that, she said weakly: "Then forget it!" I just miss you too much, I want you to accompany me a little more, borrow your body to lean on, even if you don't say a word. ”

Yang Qianfeng also said bluntly: "I know that you are good to me, in fact, I miss you very much, you know, it is difficult for me to control myself in front of you, if I ......"

Ouyang Lamei knew that he had many scruples, so she immediately interrupted him and said loudly: "I'm not afraid, I am originally yours, as long as you come and think about it, I will never let you be responsible for what happens, and it will not affect the relationship between you and Laixiang." ”

Yang Qianfeng originally wanted to persuade her, but he didn't expect her to say these reckless words in a hurry, he calmed down and suddenly thought of her mother and said: "You listen to me, we can't do this, I know you still love me, but have you thought about it, there is no impermeable wall in the world, what if your mother knows that I went to your place of residence and got sick again?" ”

Ouyang Lamei heard Yang Qianfeng mention that her mother suddenly woke up, thinking that Yang Qianfeng was right, then her mother not only hated Yang Qianfeng more, but also might really be sick, thinking of her mother's pitiful appearance of illness, she had no interest, and said weakly: "Qianfeng, after seeing you from the villa, my mind is full of you, as if I have returned to the days of falling in love with you, especially when I return to this empty house, it is you when I am awake, and you are you in my dreams when I am asleep, so you teach me, what should I do?" ”

Yang Qianfeng was very moved when he heard it, but his mind was very sober and said: "You calm down first, you have to face the reality, we have all reached the age of maturity, and we all have different responsibilities on our shoulders, you see, I already have a wife and children, you have parents who love you, if you can't do it, you can forget me!" It's me who is sorry for you. ”

"What nonsense are you talking about? It's me who is sorry for you. Ouyang Lamei said it out loud and then sighed and said, "I know the truth, but I really can't delete you from my brain, the more I want to delete you, the more I miss you." ”

"Lamei, there are more people in the world who are better than me, let's find another one! Shi Lei may be a good candidate, you can definitely consider it. ”

"Do you particularly want me to marry out immediately, if you want me to marry, I have to marry if you want me to marry."

"Aren't you choking my breath!"

"Do you want me? Honestly, don't lie to me. ”

"Yes."

"Do you love me?"

"Love. But ......"

"That's terrible, no, but, it's enough if you want me to love me, don't urge me to marry again."

"Then I won't rush you, but you must jump out of the circle of thought as soon as possible, come out and look at the world, and you will find that in fact, there are many people you like in this world, but you don't pay attention to it, and there is your favorite."

"My favorite is you, but unfortunately I am not blessed, sometimes I really hate my mother, but what can I do if I hate her! It's my mom after all. ”

"Don't hate your mother, to speak from the heart, I hated you at first, but after I figured it out, I really understood and admired you, and I would rather sacrifice my own happiness for my mother and your whole family, which is not something anyone can do............"

"Needless to say, who let me meet a mother who loves me like this? Because of her, I did something that I was sorry for you and sorry for myself, which is the biggest regret I can't make up for in my life. ”

Yang Qianfeng said patiently: "There are many gains and losses in life, although you have lost some things you love, but you have gained the laughter and happiness of a healthy mother and the whole family, if there is nothing that happened to those losses, your regret may be greater." Many things are easy to say to others, but it is really not easy to do it yourself, in my heart you are a great woman. ”

Ouyang Lamei has heard many people's comments about her breakup with Yang Qianfeng in the past, but the more she listens, the greater the psychological pressure, she didn't expect to feel completely different after listening to Yang Qianfeng's words, as if a stone that has been pressed in her heart for more than ten years suddenly landed, and the whole person was completely relaxed, and then she understood that what she wanted was his few simple words, and these words could only be unloaded from his mouth The heavy stone that pressed on her heart could be unloaded after Yang Qianfeng finished speaking, and she immediately felt better after Yang Qianfeng finished speaking, wiped away her tears and said with a smile: "I am great, Why don't I think it's great that I can't even sell myself? She picked up the water cup on the coffee table and took a sip and said: "Thank you for understanding me so much, and have such a high opinion of my departure, this matter is really someone else who says 10,000 words without saying a word to you, although you didn't come today, but my purpose has been achieved, it turns out that what I want is your words, with your understanding, forgiveness and encouragement, I will soon walk out of the courtyard gate that I have circled, but ......"

Yang Qianfeng heard her suddenly say that he stopped talking for a while, and said, "But what? ”

"But when I get married, you have no chance at all, although I never want dignity in front of you, I just want to be a little woman, but you know my personality and principles, after I get married, you can't think about me anymore, you think about it, do I marry or not?"

"Of course you have to get married, how can you not marry someone if you are so young, beautiful and energetic!"

"Sure enough, what I thought from the beginning was right, you are really a good man with a sense of responsibility and responsibility, if I said this to others, he might have come to me quickly, you are like this to me, and even more so to other women, Chen Laixiang is really blessed to have a husband like you."

Yang Qianfeng was very happy to see that her mood had really improved, and said: "I'm not as good as you say, but I really want you to be happy forever, and I'm waiting to drink your happy wine." ”

"I know your intention is to think about me, okay, I'll think about Shi Lei, you just wait slowly!" Ouyang Lamei paused for a while and then said, "You are with Chen Laixiang, can I call your mobile phone." ”

"Don't worry, you can fight at any time."

"She won't be jealous and quarrel with you! I'm divorced now after all. ”

"She has always been grateful to you and cares about you very much, but she heard Huang Xiaofang say that you are divorced and afraid that we will rekindle our old relationship together, so she is a little worried."

"I see, then I'd better call you less and call her more. Alas! Go back! The mobile phone is hot, be careful on the road, and call me to report my safety when I get to Sunshine City. ”

The two ended the call after saying goodbye, and Yang Qianfeng was afraid that Chen Laixiang was in a hurry, so he immediately called her.

Yang Qianfeng put down his mobile phone, looked at this crossroads, and thought that there are many crossroads on the road of life, although it is his right and freedom to choose that road, but the right choice is only in the mind of the person who chooses. He started the car, stepped on the accelerator and got on the road to Jinshui County. I want to talk about "The Story of Police Officer Yang Qianfeng" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~