After dinner at the old man, Xu Wanwan was ready to go home.

Jin Hongxin sent a driver to send Xu Wanwan home.

He dropped her off in the car.

"Grandpa, I'm leaving." Xu Wanwan waved her hand, "Happy New Year." ”

"Okay." Jin Hongxin nodded kindly, and there was a slight sparkle in his gentle eyes, like tears. He stretched out his hand, hugged Xu Wanwan, and sighed slightly, "Wanwan, you are a good girl, you have to be good!" ”

Xu Wanwan: "......"

For some reason, she always felt that Jin Hongxin seemed to know something. But she didn't dare ask, in case he didn't know.

Xu Wanwan had no choice but to continue pretending: "Grandpa, you and grandma should also be well." ”

"Yes, we'll all be fine." Jin Hongxin nodded with moist eyes.

He opened the car door for Xu Wanwan.

Xu Wanwan got into the car and waved to Jin Hongxinxiao.

Jin Hongxin also waved his hand and watched the car leave.

After the car drove out of the garage, the smile on the corner of Jin Hongxin's mouth faded slightly, he sank and muttered to himself: "Thank you for all this for Xiaofeng." ”

There were some tears in his eyes, but soon Jin Hongxin suppressed it with perseverance.

After being a soldier all his life, he has not experienced anything......

The next day was Chinese New Year's Eve, and early in the morning, children set off firecrackers in the alley.

rang after sound, waking up Xu Wanwan.

She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling, so fast, a year had passed in the blink of an eye. The situation of talking about Chinese New Year's Eve last year is still vivid, and on that day, Jin Juefeng rushed back from M country thousands of miles away to meet her.

That day, they hugged each other for the first time and slept together, excited, excited, wanted to do something shameful but were afraid, it was the purest time between them, covered with a quilt, but just simply sleeping.

That was the first time she knew that nestling in his arms was so stable and warm. Even if the world collapses at this moment, she knows that he will protect her in his arms.

But now, the embrace that gave her peace, warmth, happiness, and throbbing is no more......

Tears slipped irrepressibly from the corners of Xu Wanwan's eyes, she pulled the quilt to cover her face, and cried lowly.

Back in City A, her heart was actually heavy.

Everywhere is Jin Juefeng's voice and smile, every place is laughing with him, and every place is a sweet and piercing memory.

She was suffering from pain every minute and every second, but she still had to pretend that nothing had happened. Only in the dead of night, in this small world that belongs to her, can she take off her disguise, cry quietly, and quietly release her thoughts about Jin Juefeng.

If she can't join the special forces, she really doesn't know what to expect from being alive......

Without him in this world, what is the point of her living?

Parents, she has been with her for a lifetime. In this life, she just wanted to be with the man she loved the most, but God summoned him back early.

Xu Wanwan pulled down the quilt and looked at the gray sky outside the window.

Wind, are you in heaven?

You're so good, you must be there.

You must be looking at me, I am crying, you must be distressed.

I know you want me to live well, but I really miss you, I miss you so much...... When I think that my whole body hurts, I think that my heart is full of despair......

After Xu Wanwan calmed down in the bed, she struggled to get up. She picked up Jin Juefeng's mobile phone and sent a message to all his relatives and friends - Happy New Year!