It is true, and now he is full of good words for me because I have not chosen anyone, but when I do, he will also get married and have children, and it is impossible to put his heart on me anymore. He can love those women in the past, love Xinyan, and let go of them and let go of Xinyan in a chic way, so he will also let go of me.

It's because we won't end up together that I don't want to enjoy his kindness to me now. Because I can't repay him, I will owe him as much as I owe him to Optimus.

I want the affection between me and all the men around me to be equal, so that I dare to respond to the friendship between us.

Lunhai began to fall silent in my rhetorical question.

"Lunhai, I can't take advantage of you like this, I've already said that it's impossible for us, so don't waste your time on me." I confessed to him today because I felt sorry for them. I don't want to look at him or Qingtian anymore, pay on me, wait, waste their beautiful youth.

And Ou Cangming.

Whether Xinyan's words are true or not, they have also affected the relationship between me and Ou Cangming. He was more and more emotional about me before, and he became more and more emotional because of me, and he began to slowly confirm Xinyan's words. And I always thought it was because Ou Cangming regarded us as friends and developed a friendship with us that he didn't have originally.

But Xinyan's judgment, I still have reservations, I can't be sentimental, because Ou Cangming is a very special person, he has a high IQ, low emotional intelligence, and a very special cold personality, and the possibility of him falling in love with someone is very small, because he has to worry about a lot of things, which also makes his feelings full of impurities. Therefore, before he fell in love, he may have extinguished the flame of "love" in the depths of his heart.

Therefore, I still think that Ou Cangming has not loved me as deeply, but it is not as weak as friendship. I feel that I am more like a confidant with him, I understand him, he understands me, and my tacit understanding with him is deeper than that of Qingtian and Lunhai. Even if the flowers are crisscrossed, Lunhai, who knows a woman's heart, may not be able to read the micro-expressions on my face and know what I want.

I continued to look at Lun Hai seriously, he had lowered his face and didn't want to meet my gaze, and he would actually use evasion to solve our relationship. He is an old driver in the love field, what kind of woman he can't face? He wasn't even afraid of Xinyan who wanted to kill him, but he was afraid that I would push him away?

Qing Mu sat quietly on the side, just looking at the baby in the small bed, looking calm and peaceful. The conversation between me and Lunhai didn't make him embarrassed at all. I kind of admire his calm and mature, if it were someone else, I guess he would have quietly left.

I glanced at Little Wukong: "Can the following words help me keep it secret?" ”

Little Goku winked at me and gave me a OK. Little Goku is a reliable friend.

I touched his head gratefully, and then looked down again at Lun Hai, who looked down like he was about to pretend to be asleep: "The reason why I want to be the chairman is because I feel that no one can really protect me here!" ”

"How is it that no one can protect you?" Lun Hai seemed to wake up from a sleep, stretched lazily, and looked at me lazily, "Just one Qingtian can protect you~~" Lun Hai suddenly became a little depressed, making my chest slightly sluggish.

It's been a long time since he's been around me. His state was still when I was with Bai Mo, when he retired from love because of the blow of Xinyan, and never approached any girl again.

And he showed his original appearance again at this moment when I wanted to make our relationship clear to him thoroughly. And now, it is even more perfunctory for him to talk about Qingtian. If it was usual, he would have raised his face and said that he could protect me completely, and would never mention any other man who made him jealous.

It was I who hurt him, it was I who forced him to face the facts of the present and the future, it was I who made him have no way out, and could no longer gag in our relationship.

The more I value them, the more I don't want to be entangled with them anymore. Because they are my esteemed friends, we can no longer take advantage of them on their love for me. This is not my attitude towards life, and it is not what I want. I, Su Ling, never like to owe someone a favor.

I don't want to take anything from them anymore, I want to do something for them, that's what a true friend is. If Lunhai thinks I can't love him, then he won't even be a friend with me, and I'll accept it.

At this moment, I feel that there is no need for me and Lun Hai to continue talking, because his current state is not suitable for continuing this topic, he will only continue to escape, continue to pretend not to hear, and continue to be decadent.

I picked up the "You Will Find Me" next to the bed and flipped through it, and then I would find a chance to tell him later, it may be that I didn't express it just now, and I should tell him that I don't want to owe him a favor. His kindness to me and his love for me have made me feel deeply sorry for him.

The entire ward fell silent as a result. Originally, the baby longed for quiet when he cried, but at this moment, this silence is embarrassing and uncomfortable.

Lun Hai also took out his mobile phone and headphones, sat on the swivel chair, turned his back to me, leaned back in the chair and began to close his eyes and pretend to sleep.

It was Qing Mu, looking at the news on his mobile phone as usual, as if he hadn't heard everything that had just happened, nor did it happen around him, nothing would affect his steady heart, and he wouldn't feel embarrassed, he was as natural as if he was in his own home and his room at the moment.

"Sister Su Ling, did Baba's experiment make you feel uneasy?" Suddenly, it was Xiao Wukong who broke the silence in the room, but his words attracted Qing Mu's attention. The corner of his eye looked at us, but he only glanced at it, and then continued to look at his phone, but his finger on the phone screen never moved again.

I furrowed my eyebrows slightly, put down the book and was silent.

Little Wukong's image walked across from me, sat cross-legged on my lap, looked at me twice, lowered his face and was silent for a while, and then raised his face to look at me: "Actually, the research institute has been conducting experiments against you......" Little Wukong actually said.

Immediately, Lun Hai froze and slowly took off the headphones facing forward. He obviously didn't know what he looked like. However, the Institute has always been funded by their family, so he is free to come and go in the StarClan Islands, sometimes with more authority than the captain of the task force.

I still remember that before we pushed the tower game, he also asked people to bring us equipment and makeup artists, and this kind of treatment is only available to him in the entire Star Clan Islands.

Therefore, many of the scientific research projects of the institute should be known to their families, but it can be seen that he does not know.