Chapter Ninety-Nine
Mo'er had already noticed the dead expression on my face, so she came over to help me, "Miss, is your head hurting again?" ”
I didn't look at Mo'er and didn't answer Mo'er, my eyes stared at the prince diagonally opposite, so far I still can't believe that he would do such a thing, he has no reason to put Chu Muxiu and die......
"Your Highness, tell me that Chu Muxiu has already returned to Tianyue, right?" My voice was a little hoarse, but the words were clear and clear.
His face didn't change at all about my sudden question, as if everything was expected by him.
I pointed to the big pit behind me that had been flooded with loess, and still kept asking, "Then you say, who is the person inside?" ”
I was so anxious in my heart but he didn't do anything, which undoubtedly verified my conjecture, I couldn't help but lift my trembling hand and pull his cuffs, and roared at him angrily, "Is the person who was buried alive Chu Muxiu?" ”
"Your Highness...... "The guards were about to come up and pull me away, but the prince stopped me with his eyes.
He lowered his head and whispered in my ear with some evil spirit of conspiracy: "I asked you just now, and you think he deserves to die, his life...... But if you say you don't want it, you don't want it. ”
I suddenly remembered how determined I had just been, and I trembled and loosened the prince's shirt, and the trembling mountain in my heart finally collapsed, and tears slid down like beads of broken threads, slashing across my cheeks and flowing into the corners of my mouth and then penetrating into my heart, gradually turning into bitter weeping and remorse spreading endlessly in my heart. It's not that I haven't struggled, but all kinds of things show that the useless struggle is in vain, and he still died for me after all.
I threw myself on the pit and cried like madness, digging with my hands at the loess, and there was not a single sign of life on the flattened ground. Mo'er came up to pull me, crying and persuading me, "Miss, don't dig anymore, it's not good if you get tired and your old disease recurs!" ”
I just didn't hear it, I could only see the piles of loess in my eyes, and I only thought about when I could dig to the end, but I was afraid in my heart of what would wait for me to dig to the end? Is it a corpse that has been blurred with flesh and blood, I may not be as lucky as the prince, at least Ling Yue also left him a token.
Seeing that I was indifferent, Mo'er went to beg the prince, knelt in front of him and cried, "No matter what His Highness's purpose is, but Miss is not in good health, I hope His Highness can find a way to make Miss stop." ”
The prince glanced at Mo'er, let out a long sigh, paced over and stretched out his hand to hold me, and said, "It's useless, don't dig it!" ”
I didn't want to see his vain face, but I shook off his hand and continued to play with the deep layers of soil, and continued to dig out the loess, I always believed that he would wait for me. The blood seeping out from between the nails due to excessive force gradually imprinted in the unpleasant loess, and a shallow smell of blood filled the air.
The prince was thrown aside by me, and he roared, "Even if you dig him up, it's a corpse!" ”
I exhausted all the strength of my body, my hands were already bloody and flesh and blood did not let the loess cut a layer, no matter how much effort was in vain, I cried on my back, tears finally blurred my vision, "I want to go with you, no matter where I go, I want to go with you." ”
"But he's dead." His cold words made my heart ache.
The so-called dead means that there is no after.
Tears formed beads and printed on my face, one by one, my eyes were as dark and deep as a dead man, "Ling Yue is dead, if you can't get happiness, will you take other people's happiness by surprise, I originally thought you were a righteous gentleman but I didn't expect you to be the same as them, the same sanctimoniousness, one thing in front of you and one thing behind the back, you obviously promised that I would let him go, why did you still take his life, and you want me to see all this with my own eyes, you are simply more poisonous than a snake, your heart is simply harder than a stone!" "The pity in my lifeless words has outweighed the anger against him, and at that moment I despise him in my heart, and I despise anything in him.
"You just said that I ruined your happiness, so you mean that you are happy with him?"
"Does it make sense to say that now? If he were still alive, I would definitely go with him, no matter what he had to face in the future, no matter how dangerous the road ahead was, I would definitely accompany him. ”
Only now did I realize that the hatred and deception of the past were no longer important in the face of death, it turned out that what I was more afraid of than leaving me was death, it turned out that the first person to leave in a relationship was the most free, and the person who stayed was actually miserable.
"That's what you said!" I was terrified, only to hear the crisp sound behind me like a clear spring hitting a stone.
I turned my head slightly, and what I saw was the high-spirited young man, his eyebrows as black as ink, a pair of dexterous eyes underneath, his skin like snow but revealing the spirit of a man, and his straight and straight posture could not be shaken. He was putting his hands behind his back and smiling at me with the most reverent smile, and I almost forgot how he laughed, just as we first met, like the boy who often appeared in my dreams. A glance at the city, red dust.
I couldn't guess the expression on my face, whether it was excitement or melancholy or something else I couldn't remember, I had forgotten to cry and laugh, I just grinned and asked him with a wry smile, "So you're not dead!" ”
He still pulled his hand behind his back and didn't want to take it out, but swaggered and said, "Not only am I not dead, but I am alive and well, and I have never forgotten your heartfelt words." ”
I glanced at the prince, and he motioned for me to come over, and I finally understood that it was all a play that they had directed and acted in order to force me to convince myself. The first time I wanted to fall into this conspiracy for nothing. I suddenly regretted that I had just hurt the prince by what I had just said, what a good man he was! I was speechless, just crying and laughing as he walked over to him, trotting as if he was in a hurry more than I was. I knew exactly how I was feeling to greet this hug, and his hands were big and strong enough to hold me tightly. I've been waiting for this day for too long, and I can finally enjoy this hug unscrupulously, and at the moment of the hug I suddenly feel that all the crying and embarrassment between us are gone, and I hate myself for being cowardly before, and always blaming us for all the faults that no one cares about, so that we missed so much.
I vaguely saw the prince smiling happily for us, but Mo'er on the side was a little crying.
The prince looked relieved: "I know you have him in your heart, and so does he, I don't want to beat the mandarin ducks, so as early as a few days ago, I secretly conspired with His Royal Highness King Yi in the prison to make today's matter, the purpose is to promote you, I thought for a long time and had to come up with this method that I personally experienced, it is rare that I have good intentions, but in turn I was scolded by someone to the blood." ”
I was about to kneel down, but was stopped by the prince in time, I said guiltily, "I didn't know the truth just now, I said a lot of hurtful things, and I hope Your Highness will not blame, in fact, Your Highness is a very affectionate and good person." ”
"Hahaha, it's the first time I've heard you say so much at once!" He turned his eyes to Chu Muxiu, who was watching the play beside me, "Sure enough, even the temperament has become different when I meet different people." ”
I stood with Chu Muxiu, and there were still many puzzles in my heart, "Your Highness, what's in the dirt pit?" ”
The prince said: "Don't worry, I won't take someone's life for no reason, what I just buried is just a criminal official." ”
I relented and sighed in my heart that it was finally all over.
The prince looked at the carriage not far away and said, "This carriage was prepared for you by the prince, so you can leave today!" ”
"Your Highness, if I leave, how will you explain to Your Majesty?" There was so much gratitude and guilt in my eyes that I almost didn't cry.
"Since the incident has happened, then I am fully prepared, and Your Majesty will not embarrass me if he feels guilty about me. I remember that I told you about me and Ling Yue, I don't want to fulfill anyone, I just hope that there will be fewer tragedies like me and Ling Yue in this world. ”
I knelt on the ground and said sincerely, "Ah Candle can have today all thanks to His Highness, Ah Candle has nothing to reciprocate, I just want to be a cow and a horse for His Highness in the next life." ”
Chu Muxiu knelt down on one knee, "His Royal Highness the Prince's kindness today, Chu Muxiu will remember it in this life, I promise that in my lifetime, Tianyue Iron Cavalry will never step into Zixu half a step, if His Royal Highness encounters any difficulties in the future, Chu will spare no effort to help you." ”
The prince lifted me up and whispered to me, "I didn't tell him about your poisoning, I think it's better for you to tell him about it yourself." ”
I nodded, glad the prince kept a secret for me.
We got into the carriage in turn, Qian Che carried the horse and caught up at some point, as soon as he came, Mo'er didn't give him a good look, maybe he was still thinking about the events of that day, but I could see that Mo'er's face was irrepressible joy.
Chu Muxiu and I sat in the carriage, he tore off the clothes and cloth strips on his body to bandage my fingers, carefully as if he was holding some treasure, he held up my fingers and put them on his mouth and blew gently, while blowing back, he said that you can't be so self-cherishing in the future, even if I really die one day, you will never be as desperate as today. In fact, there are too many words hidden in my heart, but now it is like swallowing the pine cake that has been digested, and I don't know how to open my mouth when I want to ask.
I asked him, "Does your wound still hurt?" ”
"It doesn't hurt anymore."
"Your wounds, I ......" I stretched out my other hand to see how well his wounds were doing, and the moment the knife pierced his body that day, I was not pierced through the heart.
He took my hand and put it in his palm, "You don't have to blame yourself, the prince has explained to me, you stabbed me just to save my life, I was still blaming you for being ruthless before, but now I think of such good intentions but I failed you." "His palms are rough and warm, giving an ineffable sense of security.
The prince is a wonderful man, he has everything in order, and he knows what to say and what to leave for me to say. A person as good as him will definitely have a woman like Ling Yue in his life in the future.
I lay in his arms, and he whispered in my ear, "We'll never be separated again." ”
I nodded with tears in my eyes, now I have nothing else to ask for, I just hope that God can be merciful, I hope he can give me more time, I don't know what we have to face when we return to Tianyue, the road ahead is difficult and dangerous, the wicked people stand in the way, I really can't bear to leave him and leave him alone.