Chapter 61: The bitterness of not being able to understand and not being clear
Listening to the suppressed and irrepressible sobbing echoing through the silent campus, my heart ached as if it had been torn apart with my bare hands.
A sour feeling welled up in my heart, and my eyes instantly became hazy.
My heart is in turmoil, and I feel like I am at a loss as if the five-flavor miscellaneous bottle has been knocked over, alas!
I walked for three minutes in a short distance of ten meters.
"Eiko......" Seeing her sobbing silently, I couldn't help but clench my fists.
"Since I was a child, I have always been a better and better person among my peers, and my parents call me "someone else's child", and I am a role model in the class.
I, I actually don't like this, because while being praised by others, you also have to put in more effort, and others only look at the results, not how many grievances you have suffered and how many tears you have shed on this road.
Countless times I couldn't sleep, countless times I was awakened by nightmares in the middle of the night, I got up and held a book to study, I know that behind the brilliance, there is endless sadness!
I really don't want external factors to affect me, although I am trying to restrain myself, but the huge contrast not only makes me feel heavy, but the strange eyes of my classmates are engraved in my heart like knives! Eiko raised her head, her red eyes full of sadness from crying.
At this moment, she has always been strong, as helpless as a lost child.
She really worked hard and really hard!
However, all the grievances can only be borne by oneself, and all the unsatisfactory can only be held in the heart, and can only be wiped out by the passage of time......
After all, there is a limit to what people can endure.
Some people usually seem to have nothing to do, but who can see the heart behind it that is already "full of holes"......
"This world is quite unfair, some people were born in "Rome", while others were born in slums and wandered around for food and clothing!
In this flashy society, only when you are strong can you feel free to protect the people you want to protect and love the people you want to love!
Before it again, a strong heart is especially important!
There is still a long way to go, but I can swear that I will always be by your side, even if one day we are separated, as long as you come to me for something:
Even if you break into Longtan and enter the tiger's den, you will not hesitate! I said as I stared at Eiko's tearful eyes.
"Ding Ding Dong Ding Dong Ding Dong~"
At this moment, the melodious class bell echoed throughout the campus.
But, none of us got up.
Looking at my serious face, Eiko couldn't help but burst into tears and smiled: Thank you, Yunfei, you, can you walk with me on the playground? ”
"Of course!" Watching Eiko's eyes regain their clarity, my heart that had been hanging slowly calmed down.
She tuggs at my nerves all the time.
When she smiled, I could be happy for a long time, but when I saw her crying, my heart felt as if it was torn, perhaps, this is what I cared about!
……
Walking side by side with Eiko on the playground track, looking at the starry sky, my heart was surprisingly peaceful.
Perhaps, enjoying the beautiful scenery with the beautiful woman is something that everyone yearns for!
"Yunfei, do you have any dreams?" Suddenly, a pleasant voice like a silver bell sounded in my ears.
"Yes! When I grew up, I wanted to be a writer, and I admired the charm of language and loved it.
It is a very fulfilling thing to describe the details of yourself in words. It has always been my dream to write articles that move me and my readers! Looking at Eiko's crystal clear eyes, I said naturally.
"Wow, your dream is great, I wish you success! We will all be each other's most solid backing! Eiko smiled at me, then stretched out a pair of small white hands.
"That's great!" A crisp applause spread under the silent night sky, piercing my heart and imprinting it deep into my soul like a heavenly sound.
Indelible......
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Reminiscing about the road of youth