73 Growth

"How can it be okay! You're all getting weird one by one. Li Ziyue said without warning and left tears.

He Yingxue was stunned when she saw her sudden tears, and asked puzzledly, "What's wrong with you?" Why are you crying? ”

"It's not you yet, you've all changed since New Year's Day, my brother seems to be very busy after he arrives in Nangang, I call him and he doesn't have time to connect the phone, Yang Yang hangs up on me as soon as he mentions you, and you, you haven't taken the initiative to contact me since New Year's Day."

He Yingxue saw Li Ziyue crying pitifully, thinking carefully about the last time this girl was so bitter was because she graduated from middle school, she stepped forward to hug her and comfort: "We're fine, don't be so sensitive." ”

Li Ziyue muttered: "Why is it okay, I already knew that a problem between you and my brother would affect our friendship for more than ten years." ”

"Yueyue, I still love you as before, Brother Zifeng and I are not what you think, we used to be friends and will always be friends in the future, I didn't contact you because I was too busy with revision to take care of it."

Li Ziyue pushed her away and glared angrily, and said categorically: "You lie!" ”

He Yingxue choked, Li Ziyue said that she couldn't hide it anymore, sighed and whispered: "Yueyue, my father and aunt's illness is hereditary. ”

The expression on Li Ziyue's face froze, and she looked at her blankly and asked, "What...... What do you mean? ”

"It means that I may get sick one day, and I can't get married and have children like normal people, because my children will have the same genes."

"Even if you get sick, you can live healthy until after the age of thirty, aren't your father and aunt almost forty years old?"

"Yueyue, you forgot that I also had a second uncle, who was only twenty-one years old when he died, and we were just born at that time."

"Are you saying that your second uncle is also suffering from the same disease?"

"After so long, who knows, twenty to forty is the onset period, and my dad and aunt are lucky, they don't get sick until they are forty."

"You ......"

"Don't worry, I'm fine, life is not about length but depth, I will live wonderfully."

Li Ziyue was shocked indescribably, looking at her best friend with a calm face, she suddenly felt that they were all growing up, only she was still in place, she should be brave and learn to grow up by herself.

He Yingxue looked at Li Ziyue's complicated eyes, thinking that she was sighing for herself again, patted her shoulder and said calmly: "Okay, I'm leaving, Yang Yang will remove the plaster next week, if you are bored at home, come to play with us." ”

"Got it, I'm graduating next year, and I have a lot of preparations to do for an internship next semester, bye." Li Ziyue said goodbye to her bitterly.

"Bye-bye, call us." waved goodbye to li ziyue and left after a long time she asked herself if she found out something wrong with li ziyue today, would yang yang and ziyue not be separated, but where in this world are there so many ifs.

This year's winter is particularly cold, He Yingxue stays at home every day except going to the martial arts school to practice boxing, Li Zifeng sends her a message on time at seven o'clock in the morning and ten o'clock in the evening, remembering that Li Ziyue said that he was too busy to answer the phone, and finally mustered up the courage to reply to him.

Chinese New Year's Eve, she finally walked out of her small world, Huang Zicong was sent by the hospital to study on the other side of the ocean, Zhao Zhen walked a lot of spirits, as the head of the Zhao family, He Yingxue, the thorn head did not talk back to her mouth, Geng Zhongjun's pharmacy was on track and began to make profits, Grandma Geng could get pocket money from Zhao Qin every month to calm down, and the reunion dinner of the two families ended for the first time.

At ten o'clock in the evening, she didn't receive a text message from Li Zifeng, and she was worried that he had something to do and couldn't sleep. Early in the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, she was relieved to receive Li Zifeng's message, and it was so easy for some people to let go. Geng Zhongjun took their mother and daughter to sweep He Xingguo's grave, Yang Yang excitedly removed the plaster cast to find Li Ziyue, she envied that they could be together carefree, and secretly made up her mind that when she went to college, she would talk about a love affair like everyone else, without hurting others or herself.

Standing in front of her father's tombstone, watching Geng Zhongjun busy placing sacrifices, and looking at her energetic mother on the side, she smiled with relief and said softly: "Mom, if I am sick and die one day, don't be too sad, after all, there will be plenty to accompany you to old age in the future." ”

Zhao Qin looked at her daughter with a calm face, her eyes were slightly red, and she said in a cold voice with a hard mouth: "Don't worry, it is said that the scourge will last for thousands of years, and your stinky temper must live longer than mine." ”

"I'm always angry with you, what if you live too long and make you angry? I'm afraid Uncle Geng will blame me. ”

Geng Zhongjun turned around and said heartily: "Little girl, I don't participate in the war between your mother and daughter, but you can rest assured, I can coax your mother to be angry again." ”

Zhao Qin glanced at He Yingxue, who was a head better than herself, and was pleased to find that her daughter had really grown up, and she was no longer a little girl who would hide behind her father when she made a mistake when she was a child. Sighing and asking softly, "Will you and Li Zifeng have a future?" ”

"Mom, if Man Man marries a woman who is sick and can't have children, do you agree?"

"Haven't you liked him since you were a child?"

"How can you be a child?"

"After your dad left, you listened to him the most, no one can do anything about you, as soon as he opened his mouth, you are better than a kitten, don't you like what?"

"What about liking, whoever rules that you like it will be together."

"If you like what you can't be together, he just wants to, and his parents know how to communicate."

"To put it simply, can you communicate with each other?"

"You're only eighteen years old, what's wrong with falling in love with someone you like, everyone else can do it, why can't you, your father won't get married and have children, and besides, you won't necessarily get sick!"

"I didn't say I wasn't in love, don't worry, I'll enjoy life when I go to college."

"Why can't Li Zifeng?"

"He's been so good to me that I can't bear to harm him."

"How do you know he's not willingly letting you be a scourge? Don't you feel that it is unfair to him to make such a decision unilaterally? ”

"Is there one?"

"Hmm!" Zhao Qin nodded very affirmatively.

Geng Zhongjun on the side also echoed: "Yingxue, you are indeed a bit selfish in doing this, and you don't respect Zifeng's thoughts at all." ”

He Yingxue looked at the two of them blankly, but if Li Zifeng was sad for her, she would be even sadder.

Zhao Qin stretched out her hand to hug her daughter and said, "Okay, everyone has been driven away by you, what's the use of thinking about this, if people come back in the future, don't be so stubborn, give people a chance to speak." ”

He Yingxue looked at her mother, they hadn't been so close for three years, and nodded with a smile: "I know, I will seriously consider your suggestion." ”