There is beauty in loss, when Lin Yang said this, I was like a monk in the second zhang, confused. People are stupid, but after spending so much time with him, I feel that he has done a good job in treating people, and I appreciate his words, "A lover needs to be cared for and loved." "I am taking care of Chen Hua at the same time, but also in love with Li Su, once I have been admitting that my love for Li Su is the feelings of brother and sister, I found that I have a little impulse to her, what is it like, I will be happy with her, watching her sing, I will also be happy with her, she is lying on my knees and coquettish, I can bear it, from time to time I will help her correct the bad singing in the song, to find the advantages in her, she is charming, she is cute, she is simple, and she is also very likable. It's just that sometimes she will do things that ordinary people can't expect, but now I'm not afraid, since the last time she interceded for me in front of Chen Hua, she was not as "terrible" as I imagined. Gradually, I forgot my promise to Wu Wei, and I told him that I would not like Li Su, and now I am conflicted, if he knew, what would he do to me. When the time comes, it won't be solved with a fist, as Lin Yang said, he keeps saying that he treats them as brothers, but he has done too many things to be sorry for his brothers.

"Are you referring to Sister Aya, I'm right. You look like me, not very happy. "

"I'm a little unhappy, I know how you're feeling right now, but I can't stand it when you make fun of me like this today, you know? I went to see her during the week of the singing competition, and luckily she was home at the time. Lin Yang stopped after saying a sentence or two, as if there was something to hide from me, I was really bad, I didn't find out that he was different from usual today, usually if I made a big joke with him, he wouldn't be unhappy, obviously I was guessing that it was difficult to grasp the balance of other people's hearts.

"Why don't you keep talking, she's okay now."

Then I listened to Lin Yang talk about the general process of going to Aya.

"When I arrived at her house, the door of her house was open, and when I walked in, she didn't notice me, and she looked at the mirror alone (the big mirror for makeup, you could clearly see someone visiting from the inside, but Aya didn't notice it), I knew that she was in a daze, and her face was much better than the last time we saw it, maybe it was really time at work, and I understood that time was the best healing medicine; I didn't make a sound after I went in for a few minutes, and it didn't take long for me to deliberately clear my voice before she noticed, knowing that I was coming, she was very polite, took a chair for me to sit down, and then made a cup of coffee for me, her craftsmanship is not bad, and the famous café is the same, when she went to make coffee, I found that there was a table not far away, there were some pills sprinkled on it, the bottle mouth fell on the table, and a few were still left in the bottle mouth, I walked over and picked up the bottle, I didn't mean to look at it, I was startled, it was sleeping pills. I put the pills that had spilled on the table back into the bottle, and she came out with the brewed coffee, and you weren't surprised to see me holding the bottle, she just called me over for coffee. "

"Are you not sleeping well?" Lin Yang asked, blew on the hot coffee, and looked at Aya with one eye.

"No, I've been sleeping well lately, but I can't close my eyes sometimes."

"Still thinking about Lingling?" Aya didn't answer when Lin Yang said this. "You shouldn't take so much medicine, it's useless to you, you should try to give up something, after all, people can't be resurrected after death, it's not a way for you to torture yourself like this, you are older than me, you should understand this simple truth, listen to me, don't continue to take medicine, you can find us when you have time, next time my name is Huang Rong, Li Su, come with them, if you have time, we will go skating again, what you have to do now is to forget the past, forget all the unhappy things." Lin Yang's words seemed to be teaching his own children, unpretentious, so real, he cared about her from the beginning, and when he saw that she was unhappy, he was also unhappy with her. Sometimes he'd run out alone, as I did today, and then find a quiet corner and smoke a cigarette by himself.