She knew that she almost had a mistake, she shouldn't waste time immersed in self-blame, she had to be strong, otherwise how would she get into college. Tears fell again, and he said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" ”

Li Zifeng breathed a sigh of relief, hugged her distressedly, put his chin on the top of her head and said, "It's okay, your father won't blame you, let's go home and rest first, okay." ”

He Yingxue nodded in his arms, and Li Zifeng, a princess, walked out of the woods with her in her arms, gently and cautiously as if holding his whole world.

Li Zifeng put her in the back seat of the car, got into the car and said to Yang Yang, "Go and help her ask for leave." ”

Yang Yang nodded and said, "Don't worry, I will take care of it in the school, you just take care of the boss." ”

Li Zifeng started the car and left, He Yingxue leaned on his back, remembering that he would always appear in time when he was in pain, and reached out to wrap his arms around his waist to absorb the warmth on his body. Five years ago, when she learned that her father's illness was sad, when she couldn't find her direction at her father's funeral,

When her mother hid that she had a new life, he pulled her out of the abyss of pain again and again, giving her the strength to keep going.

That night five years ago, after He Yao left, she cried alone under the apricot tree, and her father didn't have much left in his life, and she didn't know what to do except cry.

He Yingxue was crying sadly, vaguely heard footsteps slowly approaching, she hurriedly covered her mouth and cried, but the tears flowed as if she didn't want money, the footsteps did not leave on the road next to the courtyard wall, and walked straight towards the courtyard wall, she wiped her tears in panic and looked at the gap in the courtyard wall, a tall shadow appeared there.

Through the light of his room, Li Zifeng clearly saw He Yingxue with tears on her face, and saw her look panicked like a frightened rabbit and whispered: "Yingxue, it's me." ”

He Yingxue heard Li Zifeng's voice and shouted worriedly: "Brother Zifeng." She didn't know what Li Zifeng was doing here, and she was a little stunned for a while, looking stupid.

Li Zifeng stepped forward and handed over a handkerchief, and said gently: "If you want to cry, you can continue to cry, if you want to hold me and cry like before, it's okay, or you can borrow my shoulder to lean on." ”

He Yingxue took the handkerchief and wiped away her tears in a daze, she couldn't cry because of Li Zifeng, Li Zifeng saw her like this and said softly: "Sit down for a while, you definitely don't want to go back like this." With that, he spread the other handkerchief in his hand under the wall.

He Yingxue knew that she would definitely be seen by her parents when she went back now, so she sat down obediently with her back against the wall, Li Zifeng sat next to her with her legs crossed, He Yingxue twisted around a little uncomfortably, after all, she and Li Zifeng were not familiar.

Li Zifeng's gentle voice broke the embarrassment again: "I'm busy sorting things out, your crying is really miserable, I really can't ignore it." ”

He Yingxue was really embarrassed by the two of him, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry." ”

Li Zifeng said indifferently: "You don't need to apologize, you haven't done anything wrong, you should cry if you are unhappy, cry loudly if you want to, don't be afraid of being discovered, no one will laugh at you when you are young." ”

"I'm not afraid of people's jokes so I hid and cried."

"Crying is a good way to vent, and it will feel better after crying when you feel sad. Some things can't change the outcome, but you can try to change the process. Cherish the present time and keep some good memories, and you will have fewer regrets in the long future. ”

He Yingxue nodded, knowing that her father didn't live long and she thought she couldn't do anything, but now she understands that she can still make her father's last time a little happier, and said to Li Zifeng sincerely: "Brother Zifeng, I understand, thank you." ”

Li Zifeng raised his eyebrows and said, "Sure enough, it is worthy of the smart and clever He Yingxue." ”

He Yingxue was a little embarrassed to be praised, after all, the person in front of him was known as the first genius in the village, thinking that he had just said that he was disturbed by his own crying, he apologized again: "That, Brother Zifeng, I'm sorry to disturb you." ”

Li Zifeng raised his hand and pointed to the window not far away and said, "Probably no one noticed that it was my room, you have been playing here since you were a child, and the sound was about to break my window, and your little sound just now is nothing." The gentle voice slowly soothed the pain in He Yingxue's heart.

He Yingxue realized for the first time that Li Zifeng was so close to them, she had entered Li Zifeng's room, but she didn't realize that the room was close in front of her, once they thought that he should live upstairs when he was obsessed with studying, just like he himself was high up and needed to look up, but he didn't expect him to be behind the inconspicuous window. He Yingxue, who was originally sad and sad, was distracted by Li Zifeng.

With some curiosity, he asked, "Are you there every time we play here?" ”

"Every day before I went to high school."

"So what are you doing?"

"Do your homework and read books."

"Can you still do your homework like that? Why haven't you taught us a lesson? ”

"Get used to it, you guys play with yours and I'll do my homework, it's good."

He Yingxue's slander is really incomprehensible to a mortal, if someone is so noisy when she is doing her homework, she will definitely beat that person up and throw it away.

Li Zifeng thought it was very interesting to see her speechless, although she had grown up a lot and was a lot more sensible, he could still see her thoughts at a glance, and raised the corners of his mouth with some pleasure and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

"It's not for nothing that I think you can become a god." Li Zifeng covered his mouth and chuckled, He Yingxue realized what he had said, and the corners of his mouth twitched and explained: "I mean to say that no wonder you can become the pride of the whole village, the idol of our children!" ”

Li Zifeng smiled for a long time before he relieved himself and said, "Sure enough, it is He Yingxue." ”

He Yingxue said with a confused face: "What do you mean." ”

Li Zifeng said with a smile on his face: "He Yingxue I know is very interesting. ”

He Yingxue is full of black lines, the two of them don't seem to be so familiar, right? But for a moment, she was attracted by Li Zifeng's smile, secretly thinking that Li Zifeng was probably the most handsome boy she had seen so far, and that smile was like a soft and warm spring breeze, which made people feel extremely comfortable.

Li Zifeng saw her looking at her face in a daze, similar to those girls in the school, and raised the idea of teasing her and smiled even more seductively: "Wipe your saliva." ”

He Yingxue subconsciously raised her hand and touched the corner of her mouth, realizing that she had been tricked with her fist, and waved it twice in front of his eyes and threatened: "Do you want to see my fist." ”

Li Zifeng stretched out his hand and touched her head and said, "Knowing that you are first-class in fighting, I am a weak scholar and willing to bow down." ”

He Yingxue had the illusion of touching Ah Huang by herself, and she was not a pet touching her for Mao, so she could only be indignant in the bottom of her heart.

Li Zifeng saw that He Yingxue's mood had recovered well, and got up and said, "It's late, do you want me to send you back?" ”

He Yingxue turned her head and saw that the lights in her grandmother's house had been turned off, so she got up and picked up the handkerchief on the ground and said, "No need, I can go back by myself." Looking at the two handkerchiefs in his hand with some embarrassment, Li Zifeng smiled and said, "Give it to me." ”

He Yingxue shook her head: "I'll wash it and return it to you, Brother Zifeng, thank you." ”

Li Zifeng smiled mildly and said, "You're welcome, it's okay if you don't return the veil." ”

The two walked out of the courtyard wall one after the other and went in two opposite directions, this was the second time He Yingxue talked to Li Zifeng in her memory, and it was also the first time she felt that Li Zifeng was Li Zifeng, not Li Ziyue's brother.

The car slowly stopped, Li Zifeng parked the car, He Yingxue let go of his hand and got out of the car by herself, looking at her own nest on the second floor, this small house was added for her by her parents and Uncle Geng, and it was a corner that belonged to her alone. Lifting her feet upstairs, she just wants to sleep quietly at the moment, she doesn't remember when she started, she likes to sleep when she is sad, and she is not so sad when she falls asleep.

Li Zifeng carefully protected her behind her, the door opened He Yingxue went straight into her room, slumped on the bed without saying a word, Li Zhifeng stepped forward and put the rabbit doll at the head of the bed into her arms, pulled the quilt to cover her, and turned around and walked out of the room. He knew how strong she was, and she would be fine with a little sleep.

looked at He Yingxue, who had her eyes closed, closed the door and sat on the sofa in the living room, since she changed her mind for her for the first time five years ago, she has taken root in her heart, her father's death made him finally see his heart clearly, and he chose to escape.

On New Year's Day five years ago, he couldn't go home and heard that her father was terminally ill, so he took the time to rush back, but when he got home, he didn't see her, he only knew from his sister that everyone was hiding from her, she didn't know her father's condition, he couldn't help frowning, she was so smart that she should guess it.

At night, he sat in front of the window in a daze, a beam of light into the room flashed by, he looked up and saw a person standing under the apricot tree with a flashlight, after a long time of careful look before he recognized He Yao, and after a while another figure approached from the gap in the courtyard wall, and he saw the people clearly in the light of the flashlight, and he probably guessed why they appeared here at this time.

The window was not far away, and it was silent outside, but the voices of the two were low, and he couldn't hear them very clearly, intermittent words plus Ziyue had mentioned to him about Father He's illness before, he simply guessed the whole story, He Yao left He Yingxue and stood in place, and after a while, he heard a low cry. I can't help but sigh at the stubborn girl, I always hide and cry alone when I'm hurt. Looking at the figure outside the window, after a long while, he sighed, opened the drawer, took two handkerchiefs, turned around and went out the door.