"Yueyue, thank you for still thinking about me at this time, but I hope you can think about it again and don't give yourself another chance to regret it."

"I know, it's a deliberate decision I've been thinking about for a month."

"That's good, I respect your choice, I'll take care of Yang Yang's side, don't worry."

"Well, it's not early, you rest early."

"Well, you too."

After hanging up the phone, He Yingxue had an indescribable melancholy, lying on the bed alone, the things that were deeply remembered in the past began to be reflected in her mind, and she seriously examined herself for the first time.

Four years after her father's death, she and her mother coexisted peacefully and cherished each other for less than two years, after she and Uncle Geng lived together, the mother-daughter relationship froze day by day, and now I think about it as if it was more of a fault on myself.

Because she couldn't accept her father's death, she stubbornly felt that her mother should not accept the fact of her father's death, and now she thinks about it is really naïve. When she couldn't accept Li Zifeng's sadness for herself, she realized that people who really loved each other would want each other to be happy, even if that happiness was given by others.

From childhood to adulthood, Yang Yang and Ziyue have revolved around her, she always feels that this is the way it should be, and there is nothing in this world that should be. In the past four years, she has never gotten along with Geng Qianqian, but the little girl loves her as a sister silently, and waits for her silently like Uncle Geng, and she has never responded to them.

As for Li Zifeng, she found that she had never done anything for him, he had always been paying for her, and her heart ached for a while, regret turned out to be this feeling. She regretted it, why did she let him go so easily, why didn't she do what she could for him before he left, even if it was a meal, even if it was quiet companionship!

Suddenly found that none of the people who were important to her were cherished, she accepted everyone's goodness, but none of them received the same response from her, this life is really a failure.

This night, He Yingxue finally grew up completely, she learned to love others, had time to accompany her mother, and learned to talk to her heart. Begin to try to live peacefully with the two little ones, occasionally taking them around. Try to respond to Li Zifeng's concern, remind him to eat on time, and remind him to pay attention to rest.

After this night, Yang Yang also changed, no longer the young man who was in shape and had no shape, he often looked at the sky in a daze, and he no longer said a word about Li Ziyue. Looking at his deep look, she knew it was his growth.

One day he asked her on a whim, "Can't you comfort me?" It's heartless! ”

"What's so consoling about that, aren't you an expert when it comes to feelings? Who said that adolescent likes are called throbbing, and you don't know what you really like until you grow up! ”

"Am I a special talent?"

"Yes, but I saw an article that says that the throbbing of puberty is beautiful because it is the purest emotion."

"This makes a lot of sense, but the purest thing should be a secret crush, because the eyes are full of each other's advantages."

"I am speechless to refute, sure enough, you are the one who is very wise, come on, boy, don't let yourself have too many regrets."

"Youth is called youth when there are regrets, but one regret is enough."

Youth has regrets, youth has regrets, they all lost that pure throbbing in the last days of their youth.