After about ten minutes, the neighbors also dispersed, and Aya was still sitting on the ground, her face full of tears. I kept calling Lingling's name in my mouth, and I was stunned and in a daze on the side, I didn't know what to do, my mood was very chaotic, I kept pulling Lin Yang's hand tightly, I also felt Lin Yang's hand trembling, I don't know if I was moving or he was moving, we were in the same mood at the time. I looked at Aya, I saw her slumped on the ground, her face changed completely, the first time I saw at the skating rink was too different from the current one, the last time she was noble, mature, and charming; This time she was haggard, pessimistic, and hopeless; It hit her so hard that I knew how she felt and felt at the time. The loss of a loved one is not only a physical injury, but also a soul and soul injury.

At this time, Aya's husband kept hitting his head on the ground, and he could see that he regretted what he had done, and he knelt down and moved his knees to come and pull Aya.

"Aya, let's go in, it's all my fault, I really regret it, if there is still a chance, I am willing to compensate you." He pulled her, but she didn't move, her expression was dazed, and she was depressed.

"You get out of here, I don't want to see you again, I don't want to hear anything now, why do you want to do this to me and Lingling, I just want to live the life I want with Lingling." She had begun to get agitated, and she had gone from sadness to anger.

"Give me a chance, okay? We can do it all over again, as long as we can still be the same as before...", she was interrupted by Aya before she could finish speaking.

"It's impossible, there's nothing to say between us, you go, I hope you don't come to me in the future."

After saying that, she wanted to stand up, but she didn't need a little strength in her body now, she fell down immediately as soon as she exerted her strength, she was so sad just now, and now she didn't have much physical strength to support her, her husband wanted to go over to help him, and she pushed him away with one hand, and the moment she pushed him away, it seemed that she had strength again. She had a deep resentment towards him.

He slowly stood up, it was already an irretrievable fact, and he began to accept his fate. He didn't pick up the money on the ground, it didn't matter to him anymore. He slowly disappeared into the chaotic crowd, and in the tenth second he left, Aya turned her head to look at him, what was she expecting, maybe she really needed someone to protect her! For someone who has just lost a child, this feeling is extremely heart-wrenching.

The pain of losing a loved one was also experienced by myself, and I was making the final sprint for the high school entrance examination at that time. I remember very clearly that during physics class, my brother rushed to the classroom and said that my grandmother had passed away, and I didn't cry at that time, so I pretended to be very strong; I casually packed up my things and went back with my brother, a short distance, and the time to go back was so long, even felt that there were hours; When he was about to get home, he spoke, "Brother, don't be reckless, cry if you want to cry, you have always been strong, but you must remember not to take your grief to heart, it will only increase your pain." ”

When I got home, my relatives were already in the hall, they were already in tears, I stood in the middle of the hall and saw my grandmother's last photo, her face was still so kind, so clear, I was motionless, tears poured out unconsciously. I began to think back to everything about her, who was born in 1918 and who had experienced the most difficult days in China, and who would nagged about everything she had experienced every time she had a meal. What impressed me the most about my grandmother, she cherished the hard-won life, every time I finished eating, I would leave a lot of rice grains in the bowl, she would ask me to eat the rice cleanly, she said that this is a blessing, I have not experienced an era like her. One of her stories has been told dozens of times without stopping. Why does she always remember the past so clearly, but she forgets everything about what she has just done for less than ten minutes, and then she understands that this is a symptom that people will have in old age. Later, my grandmother's illness became more and more serious, and finally she had a stroke, and the whole family took turns to take care of her, and in the end she left us quietly.

"Huang Rong, what are you thinking about so fascinating! Help Aya. Lin Yang pulled my arm, and I began to come back to my senses.

Seeing Lin Yang helping Aya, I also went over to help, it was already late at that time, so we helped Aya to rest inside.

"Sister Aya, you're okay, you don't have to think too much, you must be in a sad mood now, but you still have to pay attention to your body." When I helped Aya to the position, my hand had already left her, Lin Yang still held her hand, and Aya needed someone to take care of and comfort today.

"I'm sorry, but I'll show you a joke today; But today... (hands over nose and start crying again) There was so much going on, I didn't expect it to happen, now I just want to be alone and be quiet so I don't think too much. ”

I looked at her, her painful expression, if I didn't know what to do, she said that if you are quiet, you don't want to think too much, I will never reach this state, maybe she is also lying, don't you think about it when you are quiet? When I calm down, I think a lot, and a lot of things that are not related to things in the first place will come to mind.

When I'm quiet, I like to look out the window, look at the sky, think about everything, think about my life, design my future, maybe someone who behaves like this is not what my age should be. Why did she become so sentimental and think so well, all because of her? I have never dared to talk about her and everything about her, I am afraid that I will hurt myself again, I am afraid that others will see through my heart, and you will see that I am just a "bruised and bruised" me.

"Or I'll stay with you today." Lin Yang said something that I thought was incredible, and I gently pulled his clothes with my hand, but he didn't respond.

"Thank you for your concern, I just want to be alone right now." She looked much better and our comfort gave her a little confidence.

"Alright then, let's go back first." It was Lin Yang who was talking all the time, and it seemed that I couldn't interject a word. You don't wronged me at all by calling me a guest.

We helped Aya pack up her things and then we were going to leave. When I was about to leave, Sister Aya stopped me, and I was shocked.

I asked Lin Yang to wait for me outside, and when I went in, I found Lin Yang watching the two of us through the crack in the door.

"Huang Rong, why didn't you come together, didn't you say you were going to come together last time? Today she came. I asked her why you didn't come, and she didn't answer me. ”

I know she's talking about Li Su, and it's strange why she asked me this question at this time, is there something that is stimulating her, and she wants me to change something.

"I know she's been here, and I met her today, so you didn't say anything to you! (Maybe this is the question I ask the most since Li Su and I met, I'm just afraid that she will mess around) I didn't come with her because I had something to do today, I have nothing to do with her, you should understand this. "I don't dare to really confess my relationship with Li Su, I'm afraid that Sister Aya will be unhappy now.

"yes, I don't understand? Maybe I don't know a lot about you, but I think she's a very good girl, and you shouldn't let her down. This is the second person besides Lin Yang who began to advise me to take good care of my feelings, and I stood in front of her and kept my fingernails with my hands.

"Thank you Sister Aya for the reminder, I know what I should do, if it's okay, I'll go back first." When I turned around, she stopped me again.

"Is there anything else?" I'm surprised that she has a lot of topics today.

"Don't tell Li Su about today, okay? I was still playing a game with Lingling today, and not long after she left, that 'bastard' came. It's as if it all happened in an instant."

"Okay, I won't tell her for the time being, then you have to rest well, I'll go back."

"Well, I want you to go back and think about what I said today."

"Okay."

When I went out, I bumped into Lin Yang's head, and I said you deserve it, who told you to peek. Lin Yang has been unhappy on the road, I know why he is like this, he cares about my conversation with Sister Aya, I think so, I usually don't have anything to say to her, and my conversation with her has become Lin Yang's biggest mystery. Sooner or later, he'll ask me. It's just a short way back to school, and we didn't speed up our pace, but we just felt that we still had something to say, and we all hesitated and slowed down. In the end, it was Lin Yang who spoke.

"What did Sister Aya say to you just now, does it have anything to do with me?"

"Do you care about that? What she said to me has nothing to do with you. I don't need to tell you! "I'm going to start hitting him and I want to see how he reacts.

"What else do you say good brother, it seems that you have a crush on her." He ran in front of me to get in my way, just like the last time I stood in his way and asked him if he liked Aya, and it just so happened to be the same question. I was going to ignore it, but this time I was like him, pretending to ignore it and looking at the tall buildings next to me.

"Don't talk nonsense, I didn't mean that, friends and wives can't be bullied, I'm not as attentive as you think."

'Really?' A friend's wife can't be bullied'? Then are you sincere to Li Su, don't you know that Wuwei has always liked Li Su, you should know! "I was stunned when Lin Yang said this, I don't know how many times I was stunned today, yes, how could I not think of it? Otherwise, why did he shoot so hard last time? My own emotional consciousness is too weak.

"Okay, let's not talk about this, anyway, Sister Aya and I have nothing to do, it's up to you what you want." I don't want to add a little more annoyance, so I'm not going to mention it.

"It seems that you eat hard rather than soft! Would you like to try my air-splitting palm? "After that, he put on a position to attack me.

"Okay, I've got it, don't mess around."

“......”

"Oh, I see, I'm worried in vain."

"What do you mean?"

"I said a long time ago that you are not as handsome as me, how can Sister Aya like you?"

"Can you not think of everyone as good as you do?"

I stood next to the school and asked him if we were wrong today, and he didn't answer immediately, but his eyebrows moved, "yes, if only we could stop her!" Why are we so stupid? We should know what will happen, she was crying so sadly at that time, if that was the case, maybe nothing would have happened, and Sister Aya would not be sad. ”

I stood motionless next to me, my heart began to become very chaotic, I can't say if it's our fault, I have a feeling of guilt in my heart, let a young life disappear in a beautiful world, Lin Yang comforted me and said don't be too sad.

I didn't move when he walked into the school gate, I was still standing, my eyes were surprisingly strange, he was going to pull me away, I said I wanted to stay here for a while, he told me not to think too much, everyone didn't want to do this. I nodded and he walked in.

At this time, I want to call Li Su, I don't know what the reason is, is it Sister Aya's words today? I started thinking about her.