Why did I become like this? Am I willing to fall? Who can understand my distress? In the pain of fighting drug addiction, Mi Yufeng remembered some past events.

When he was a child, he got into a fight with a child from the same neighborhood, and the child pointed at his nose and scolded: "Your mother is a junior!" You're a badass! ”

He stopped his fist and asked angrily, "What is Xiao San?" "He understands the villain, but he doesn't understand what the junior means.

The kid rolled his eyes and thought for a long time before replying: "Anyway, the junior is a bad guy!" ”

Children are actually taught by adults. The adults in the same community are very repulsive to him and don't want their children to play with him.

He felt very aggrieved, so he went home and asked his mother, "Are you a junior?" What is a junior? ”

His mother slapped him in the face directly: "Who is the junior!" That was her answer.

His mom was always in a bad mood. He could see that it was because her father rarely paid attention to her, and she was always angry with her father.

His father loved him very much when he was a child, and he would talk and laugh with him when he came home, but as long as his mother was close, his father became silent. He didn't understand why. Mom lost her temper at Dad, and Dad hid, complaining and throwing things whenever she could.

He often heard his mother talking to someone on the phone complaining and crying on the phone. She doesn't care when she calls, and he plays next to him.

Four or five-year-old children can actually understand what adults are saying. He played with his toys, listened to his mother's phone call, and gradually understood that Xiao San meant that there were other men besides his father. Because on the phone, it was a man's voice. That's not Dad.

When he was in elementary school, he heard about Gu Ying. Gu Ying used to be a teacher at that school. He is very famous because of Gu Ying, because he is the son of the woman who drove Gu Ying away.

Isn't his mother aware of these things? Can't she see the effect her reputation has had on him?

Could it be that adults are too good at acting with each other? In front of his mother, everyone was polite and nodded politely to say hello. His mother has no self-knowledge, showing off her rich life everywhere, and in the eyes of others, this life should not belong to her at all, but she shamelessly snatched it from Gu Ying.

But no one pretends to be in front of him, they think he is a child, thinking that he does not understand anything, will look at him with nasty eyes, and even talk directly in front of him.

No one knows why he likes to fight, it's because he wants to vent, to vent his anger at being discriminated against.

Gradually, he looked down on his mother. In junior high school, he learned an idiom called dove occupying the magpie's nest. He thinks that his mother is the dove, which is why others hate her.

Time passed, his father became busier and busier, and his mother became more and more idle. Sometimes after my dad went on a business trip, she would dress herself up in a fancy way, take the man's phone, and say hello to him: "Feng Zai, mom has something to do when she goes out." ”

What can happen? He always thought about going on a date with that man.

So since childhood, he has a very bad impression of women. In this world, there are no real feelings, and many people are in front of them and behind them.

After going to the United States to study, he opened a meat restaurant. Women are the kind of drugs that make people feel uneasy and make people temporarily high, no different from marijuana.

He is not short of money, nor does he lack the love of his parents, nor does he lack a complete family, but he is lonely. This loneliness gnawed at his heart like a worm. He likes to anesthetize himself with marijuana and likes to do something maverick to get everyone's attention. However, after the noise, he became even more lonely.

Once, he saw a breath of freshness in a mute girl. He liked this girl, liked her pure heart and self-clean conduct, but he didn't expect her to be his sister.

He was not jealous that his sister took possession of the company's shares and became the majority shareholder of the company. He felt that his sister was the finch, and that it was time for her to return to the nest, and that he was not comfortable in this nest. He is the son of a dove, no matter how powerful he is on the outside, no matter how fierce he looks, his heart is very empty.