902, vows
Chen took Zheng Zhiwen to repay his vows, but no one introduced him, and he couldn't see Mrs. Miaofan, but because Chen was generous and added a lot of sesame oil money, he was invited by another acquaintance to speak, Zheng Wanying originally wanted to take Xu Shu with her, but Xu Shu wanted to go to Mrs. Miaofan, but Mrs. Miaofan declined and went to Mrs. Miaofan alone with the scriptures.
Master Miaofan flipped through the scriptures copied by Xu Shu, glanced at them a few times and said, "Your heart is becoming more and more impetuous......
"Yes......" Xu Shu confessed, "even copying scriptures can't make me calm down!" ”
"Because you didn't copy it with your heart, of course you can't sink your heart!" Master Miao Fan said it in one word.
"I can recite these scriptures silently with my eyes closed......" Xu Shu wanted to explain something, but as if it didn't mean anything, she sighed and stopped.
"Being impetuous doesn't have to be a bad thing for you!" Master Miao Fan closed the scriptures, "At the age when you should be impetuous, your heart was like water too early, and now it is just that the necessary experience that belongs to you has come a little late!" Although your heart is floating, but you are finally living as you should be at your age, and it is not a good thing to grow old at a young age! ”
"At that time, I had to become more sensible, only by being sensible can I live well! A blind man, how can he be qualified to act willfully! The current life has made Xu Shu too comfortable, but Xu Shu still doesn't dare to relax in the slightest.
"So it's not a bad thing for the teacher to say, kid, after so many years, you finally live the life you deserve!"
"But this kind of life still makes me feel uneasy...... "The vigilance and suspicion formed for a long time make Xu Shu always think of danger in times of peace even in a stable day, and do not look forward to such a quiet life.
"After thinking about it for many years, you should learn to let go, even if you don't do anything, some things may not happen!" Master Miao Fan glanced at Xu Shu deeply, "If you don't do it, someone else will do it!" ”
"Division...... Master......"
Xu Shu's heart trembled, and a trace of blush suddenly appeared on his face, did the master know something?
Seeing this hint of redness, what else does Master Miaofan not understand?
"Child, since you have chosen this path, you must learn to trust each other, trust each other, and not be suspicious, your scheming is not used in this!"
"Master......" Xu Shu was stunned, these words were not like the words of an elder who had been immersed in Buddhism for a long time, had six pure roots, and was highly respected.
Master Miaofan seemed to see through Xu Shu's surprise, "As a teacher living in this world, naturally he must also understand the truth of this world, a wall in Hanxi Temple is isolated from the temptation of the world, but not the truth of the world!" ”
Xu Shu frowned and thought about Master Miaofan's words, but she was still a little confused in her heart.
Master Miao Fan smiled faintly, "Add a furnace of incense to the teacher, you haven't burned incense for the teacher for a long time!" ”
"Yes!" Xu Shu rolled up her sleeves and took out the incense cake from the incense box familiarly, she used to make it often, but then she was no longer Xu Shu, and she did less, but she never forgot it.
Mrs. Miao Fan looked at Xu Shu burning incense and said, "You looked calm and calm when you burned incense, do you know why?" ”
Xu Shu pondered for a moment, "Because this incense can calm the mind!" ”
Master Miao Fan smiled and shook her head, "Because burning incense is something you are used to doing, you know what you are doing now, and you also know how to take every step next, so you can remain calm and calm!" But once you encounter something that you have not encountered, you will worry that you will not be able to control it, and if you are suspicious, you will feel uneasy, because you have never encountered such a thing, you are afraid that things will go out of your expectations, and sometimes you are too worried! ”
"But I've always been like this, after so many years, I've become accustomed to this kind of life, and suddenly I let go, I always feel that something is missing in my heart, and I have never tried to trust someone wholeheartedly...... I'm used to relying only on myself......"
"But you're not alone now...... "Master Miao Fan smiled lightly, "You have a home, you have relatives, and you have someone you can rely on!" ”
"Yes......" Xu Shu nodded heavily.
"Proper downing is also good for your body!" Master Miaofan looked at Xu Shu's face, and her expression was quite solemn.
Xu Shu unconsciously touched her face, sighed, and then smiled, "I think my body is much better!" ”
Master Miaofan only smiled lightly and didn't speak, Xu Shu could only deceive herself and reluctantly bit her lip, "I'm content!" ”
At this time, Huikong suddenly knocked on the door, "Master, Huiyuan and Ah Lian are here!" ”
"Got it!" Master Miao Fan said lightly.
Huikong understood that this meant not seeing, and hurriedly sent people.
Xu Shu said curiously, "Does Huiyuan come often?" ”
Master Miao Fan nodded, "I always come once or twice a month, and every time I come, I will add some sesame oil money to the temple, and sometimes Ah Lian will come with me!" When she came alone, she kowtowed outside the meditation room and left, and when Ah Lian came with her, she would ask to see her! ”
It seems that asking to see Master Miaofan is what Ah Lian meant, Ah Lian wants to come to show off her might, because a person who was swept out of the house by Hanxi Temple actually took away the apprentices around Master Miaofan, what a thing worth showing off, and Ah Lian came to Hanxi Temple so frequently, and she also added sesame oil money every time, and she also wanted to show off that she was doing well now!
"She's still nostalgic!" Huiyuan will come to Hanxi Temple alone, and he is also grateful to Master Miaofan for his kindness in accepting him back then!
Master Miao Fan smiled faintly, noncommittal to Xu Shu's evaluation of Huiyuan, but he did not deny that Huiyuan was indeed a pure-hearted child......
The smoke rising from the incense burner faded a lot, and when the incense was exhausted, Master Miao Fan said, "You should go back, your family should be found!" ”
Xu Shu stood up and hesitated for a moment, Master Miaofan pointed to the scriptures sent by Xu Shu today, "You don't have to copy it again in the future!" ”
Xu Shu nodded, copying scriptures is to seek inner peace, since it is no longer possible to maintain inner peace by copying scriptures, then copying scriptures has lost its role, since it has lost its effect, there is no need, there is really no need to copy in the future, sometimes, since some things have changed, you have to learn to accept.
Xu Shu said goodbye to Mrs. Miaofan and met with the jade beads waiting outside, and the words to Mrs. Miaofan did not make Xu Shu feel better, but became more and more worried.
Seeing this, Yuzhu was about to ask curiously, when suddenly a voice sounded in the oblique ground, "Sister Shu'er......"