Chapter 468: Memories
"Really, I don't know why, the moment I heard your voice, my heart did have a stability that I have never had before, at that time, in such a small black house, there was only you, only you could tell me not to be afraid, and only you could comfort me so much to make me feel at ease, and later, that place was found, we were all rescued, and it was at that time that I really saw clearly, what you really looked like, and you have been imprinted in my mind since that time, As long as I close my eyes, my mind is full of you, and every time I hear your words, it is a little strange, at that time I was just a child, but I can really remember a person in my heart for so long, you have been remembered by me in my heart for more than ten years, and at that time I was thinking that I must meet that little boy again. ”
Su Yiqiu smiled, "So when I met you for the first time, the first time I saw you, the first time I saw the mole in the corner of your eye, I was very sure that you were the person I had been looking for, and then I began to approach you, at that time, because of the belief in my heart, I began to approach you, began to get along with you, and fell in love with you step by step. ”
"I haven't even had a chance to tell you well, you are lying here now, Qin Shengxing, are you good to wake up, you can give me hope and comfort at that time, then now I will also comfort you and give you warmth, will you also wake up, as long as you wake up, I will promise you any conditions, as long as you wake up."
As he spoke, a tear crossed his smiling cheek and landed on the back of Qin Shengxing's hand.
Qin Shengxing, why haven't you woken up yet, are you punishing me, punishing me for not taking your words to heart at the beginning, punishing me for ignoring your sincerity again and again, so you use this way to hit me and punish me, are you just to let me also experience the despair in your heart when I committed suicide, so you didn't want to wake up, but now I have realized it, I am desperate and collapsed, is it good for you to wake up.
Qin Shengxing, you are a fool, the stupidest and stupidest fool in the world.
"Is it really worth it that you're crying to him like this now, and he can't hear it?" Xi Muye didn't know when he came in, standing behind Su Yiqiu and looking at Su Yiqiu's appearance, he felt a little unbearable, looking at the woman he cared about crying for other men, he felt extremely dazzling, and his heart was as uncomfortable as if he was blocked, and he wished that he was the one lying on this bed now, in this way, at least Su Yiqiu would feel sorry for him.
Su Yiqiu turned around and saw that it was Xi Muye, his eyes stared at the man lying on the bed without blinking, and she hurriedly wiped the tears on her face.
"Why are you here?"
Xi Muye turned his gaze to Su Yiqiu's face, and when he looked at her red eyes from crying, his eyes were stunned, "I heard that Qin Shengxing had an accident, so I came over to take a look, and I recognized that the person on the online video was you, I was worried about you, so I rushed over, are you okay!" ”
"I'm fine!" Su Yiqiu shook his head, "It was Qin Shengxing who pushed me, it was he who saved me, because he saved me, he would be lying here now." ”
"By the way, you said online? What video? Su Yiqiu asked suddenly, since Qin Shengxing had an accident and was sent to the hospital, she had been staying in the hospital and didn't know anything about the outside world, so she didn't know anything about the online video when Xi Muye said anything.
Xi Muye's eyes darkened, and he took out his mobile phone and opened the news in front of Su Yiqiu.
"There was an accident car accident on Yinfeng Road today, one person was seriously injured at the scene, according to the investigation, the injured person is Qin Shengxing, president of Qin's Group, who has now been sent to the hospital, and is now in a coma Life and death are unknown, whether this is a man-made or car accident."
The big title is on the screen, and the video screen below is also on the video of the accident, which is a video of her hurriedly holding Qin Shengxing, although it is mosaic, but as a party, she still recognizes it at first sight.
"Now that Qin Shengxing's accident has been spread on the Internet, everyone knows about Qin Shengxing's accident, and Qin Shengxing has fallen because of Qin Shengxing's accident, and now the shares of Qin's Group have plummeted, and many shareholders have put forward the idea of higher-level people, and the Qin family has begun to be in danger." Xi Muye said in a calm voice, obviously all this was arranged by him silently, but he did make a look of nothing to do with himself, as if he was just hearing gossip.
Su Yiqiu took two steps back, and suddenly sat down on the stool, still holding the mobile phone handed to her by Xi Muye in her hand, "How could this be, why did it suddenly spread to the Internet." ”
Now this news will only make the guilt in her heart heavier, Qin Shengxing has been seriously injured and lying here because of saving her, now it's good, because Qin Shengxing had an accident, his company is also facing these problems, if Qin Shengxing wakes up and sees this, will he be disappointed, will he blame her at that time.
Thinking about it, the tears that had finally been wiped away slid down Su Yiqiu's cheeks again, "It's all because of me, if it weren't for me Qin Shengxing wouldn't have become like this, his group wouldn't have had an accident, it's all because of me, why did you push me away, Qin Shengxing, why are you so stupid, I'd rather the person who had an accident be me!" ”
Looking at Su Yiqiu like this, Xi Muye's face was slightly gloomy, "Since the incident has happened, you don't have to be too sad, it is his own choice for him to save you, if it were me, I would make the same choice as him." ”
Su Yiqiu smiled bitterly twice, "You don't understand, you have never experienced it and never loved, so you can speak lightly, it doesn't matter what you can say, because you don't understand this feeling at all." ”
Xi Muye's more than 20 years have only hatred, only the shadow of childhood, he has no feeling for this kind of emotion between the sexes, he doesn't understand it at all, how can he understand this feeling of loss if he hasn't experienced it.
"It's my fault, if I hadn't made trouble with him from the beginning, made him angry again and again, stayed by his side and knew how to stop in moderation, maybe this wouldn't have happened from the beginning, Qin Shengxing wouldn't be lying here now, I'd rather the person who had an accident be me, it's me." Su Yiqiu cried, her whole heart is broken now, especially when she can't do anything when she sees these crises with these news, her heart has to collapse even more, her heart is full of self-blame and chagrin and wants to turn back time, she must avoid all this from happening.
"But I don't want to." Xi Muye said suddenly, he walked over and pulled Su Yiqiu's shoulders and forced Su Yiqiu to look at him, "But I don't want anything to happen to you at all, I'd rather the person lying here is Qin Shengxing, as long as you're okay, no one is as important as your safety." ”
"Xi Muye, you...... What are you...... Do? Su Yiqiu looked at Xi Muye in a daze, she didn't understand what he meant at all, more because she was directly frightened by his sudden movements.
"I said, I hope that the person who has an accident is not you, you say I don't understand, but I understand everything, I love you, just like Qin Shengxing, I love you, so I don't want you to have an accident, I dared to come over at the first moment I knew about this thing just to make sure you had something wrong, you said I didn't understand, in fact, I understand everything."
"What nonsense are you talking about, Xi Muye, you let go of me first, let go of me......" Su Yiqiu struggled to get Xi Muye to let go of her, but Xi Muye's hand seemed to be clamped on it, so she couldn't struggle no matter what, but it was a little harder.
"Su Yiqiu, I like you, I have liked you since I was a child, do you remember the story I told you when I was in Sri Lanka? In fact, the little girl in my mouth is you, and that little boy is me, you have lived in my heart for more than ten years, I have been in love with you for more than ten years, I understand that I understand everything, why do you only see Qin Shengxing in your eyes, as long as you turn your head and look at me seriously, you will definitely find that I am better than Qin Shengxing, in fact, I am more suitable for you than him. ”
"Xi Muye, you let me go first......" Su Yiqiu frowned.
Xi Muye looked at Su Yiqiu's resistance to him, his heart ached, his hand loosened, his shoulder broke away from Xi Muye's constraint, and he immediately ran to the other side and looked at him vigilantly.
"I'm very grateful to you for coming to see me today, I'm fine, I'm fine, this is a hospital, patients need to rest, so our topic is still over, and that's just your childhood obsession is not like it at all, it's better for Mr. Xi to distinguish clearly, and I don't remember the incident when I was a child for a long time, Mr. Xi doesn't need to remember it for so long, it's better to put it down, it's better to find a girl who is really suitable for you earlier." Su Yiqiu's tone and movements were full of alienation and indifference to Xi Muye.
Su Yiqiu's actions stung Xi Muye even more, and he looked at her with hurt eyes, "What I liked when I was young was obsession? What about Qin Shengxing, haven't you also remembered Qin Shengxing's words until now, so why do you love him instead of obsession? Why do you want me to let go of me, what about Qin Shengxing, he has become like this and is lying here now, it is not certain whether he is dead or alive, if he really becomes a vegetative person, do you still have to guard him like this? ”
"Why is he, why can he make you fall in love with him, have you forgotten that he once hurt you like this, have you forgotten that he abandoned you for other women? Why do you still love him so much? ”