Chapter 487: On the Verge of Collapse

Gu Wentao held Zeng Yirou's hand with his backhand, knelt down on one knee in front of her, looked up at her, and said with a sad and persistent expression: "Yirou, the problems you just said are not problems in my opinion.

If I can't solve the damage these problems do to you, I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life.

But, Yirou, look at me now, I've solved these problems.

My mom won't be a hindrance to us anymore.

Let's not talk about it, I have something in my hand that she can't act rashly and let her throw a rat trap.

Let's just say that we want to stay in Kyoto in the future, or whatever you like, I can leave with you.

At this point, my mother, who is busy with her own career in the provincial capital, cannot be with us.

You know my dad, he's a really generous elder.

He knew everything I had with you from beginning to end, but he never said anything against it.

My dad only said that it was my own choice and that it was enough for me to take responsibility for my own life and that of my loved ones.

My two sisters, my eldest sister Gu Wenyi is already married, and I will let her keep to herself.

My second sister Gu Wenya, like my father, only wants to learn, and will not be an obstacle to us.

Also, the uncle and uncle you said are very kind to me now, they and their families are as kind as my father.

They have always been laissez-faire when it comes to their children's love and marriage.

They believe that using marriage to strengthen themselves and their families can only prove a man's cowardice and incompetence and the imminent decline of a family.

What's more, I'm just one of their nephews, and I have my own biological parents, so they won't get past my parents and dictate to me.

Also, if I had known that you would have a grudge against me because of this, I wouldn't have done that useless work in the first place.

And, with Rejuvenation, I've thought about our future.

As for you, as long as you do what you like, as long as you want, I will do whatever it takes to get it for you, even if it is a star in the sky, I will find a way.

As for me, I will no longer engage in business, and in the future, I will take the civil service exam safely and steadily, with an easy job, various holidays, and a stable income.

This way, I can have more time to spend with you and more energy to take care of you.

You see, I've thought about our future, isn't what I'm giving you the simple, happy and peaceful life you've always wanted?!

Yirou, I can't live without you! ”

Gu Wentao took her hand and put it on his chest, with a little choked hoarseness, and said, "Yirou, you touch this heart, it has always beaten only for you alone." If you give it up, it will slowly wither, and eventually, it will stop beating.

Erou, you asked me to give up on you, you are asking for my life, you know?! ”

Zeng Yirou had already burst into tears, shook his head violently, shook off his tears, and said with sobs: "Wen Tao, you can't do this, you are threatening me with your life and maliciously imprisoning me."

If you really love me, shouldn't you set me free and let me pursue my own happiness?

Wen Tao, you are like this, it will only make me feel extremely heavy, even more disgusted, and hate you, you know?

You see you let go, how good is it?

We're all relaxed,......"

Gu Wentao felt that he was on the verge of collapse, and the calm self-control he had cultivated in the two lifetimes could not suppress the tyranny in his heart that wanted to destroy everything.

Fate, how can you be so harsh on him?

Obviously, he had already given so much in his previous life, and all he wanted in this life was a true person, so why did he torture him so much? Do you feel that his lonely life in his previous life was not miserable enough, and in this life, he still has to continue to practice?!

No, he won't give up, and if he can't get what he wants in this life, he's going to drag the whole world to hell with him.

So, at this moment, what is he going to do?

How can he make Zeng Yirou change his mind?

Even if it's just to get things back to square one, that's fine.

Yes, yes, yes, he wants to be calm, to be calm, to be calm......

He's going to think about the good.

Zeng Yirou chose to have a showdown with herself now, doesn't this already show that everything he did before has had a deep impact on her, and her position in his heart is so important that she can't ignore it?

He wanted to tell himself that he just had to get past today and continue to work hard in the future.

However, this perception has too much impact.

This is the result of his two lifetimes of longing, more than 60 years of hard waiting.

How can he be calm, how can he not be excited, how can he hold back the commotion in his heart.

He leaned closer, continued to hold Zeng Yirou with one hand, and raised the other hand, his already wide palm trembled, and gently, as if touching a fragile object, slowly stretched out to Zeng Yirou's face.

The big hand gently wiped the tears from her face, as if consciously, greedily trying to caress her face.

It took several shakes for his hands to reach the freezing temperature.

He had some inferiority and wanted to retract his hands, because he was too nervous about this series of simple actions, so his palms were full of sweat.

You can feel the dampness in the palm of your hand when you touch your soft skin.

However, how could he bear to let go?!

The last time he touched this little face, it was even colder than this temperature, no matter how warm he was, he couldn't change her temperature, and he couldn't wake her up to open her eyes.

Many times, in the middle of the night, he only remembered the blood-stained hands, and the sticky feeling seemed to follow him for a lifetime.

It's still so good!

It's better to be alive!

She is alive for him to have unlimited possibilities and opportunities.

She was alive before he finally felt his heart beating.

She is alive and he knows what it means to be beautiful and sweet.

Like now......

He swallowed his saliva carefully, and gently attached his hand to her face, his thumb caressing, and even the strands of his hair were trembling, like electricity, and the roots stood on end.

He got closer and closer, and he could feel her sweet breathing, and the saliva was suddenly too vigorous, and her heartbeat was as noisy as gongs and drums.

My mind went blank.

Zeng Yirou felt the temperature on her face.

Once upon a time, she was so greedy for this temperature that now, even if she is reborn, she subconsciously wants to snuggle up and rub it like a kitten.

She realized what she had done, and as soon as her body stiffened, she was about to twist her head.

It's just that for Gu Wentao, once with his gentle and small movements, they are being infinitely expanded. The moment she moved, he noticed her rubbing her palm, and a trace of attachment flashed on her face.