Chapter 284: Guilt Deserves
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After a pause, the Emperor continued: "His body can be said to be incomplete. There's no good skin left on your body, you know? Although his condition is much better now, it is inevitable that there will be some scars on his body, and these scars are proof of the humiliation he has suffered. ”
Speaking of this, the emperor sighed: "I don't know what his parents are like? But when I picked him up, he was not only covered in bruises, but he was still wearing so little, and it was winter, can you imagine a boy less than five years old huddled outside the purple gold gate shivering? ”
"If I hadn't happened to be out of the palace at that time, he might have frozen to death or had been thrown away by the guards of the Forbidden City, in that case, a life would have disappeared because of this, I don't know how there are such ruthless parents in the world, who can be so ruthless to a child."
The Emperor said.
Even though he has been an emperor for so many years, he has never seen anything cruel.
But when I saw him, I couldn't help but be startled and surprised, because the child was so pitiful.
Pei Yuehua said sadly: "I know that Ling Che has told me all the truth when he was alive, but it's a pity that he can't tell me who is behind the scenes of manipulating him, otherwise I will definitely not let that guy go, if it weren't for him, Ling Che wouldn't have been forced to be so tragic at all." ”
After a pause, Pei Yuehua said with a crying voice: "He was originally such a kind and simple child, but now he has become like this, and he has ended up like this." I think I should go with him, because if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have died, Emperor, you know? ”
Pei Yuehua raised his head and looked at the emperor with teary eyes: "I asked him to take me out of the palace last night, and I also asked him to escape from the marriage, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have died at all, because he told me clearly last night that once we leave this palace, we will die." ”
"But I didn't believe him, I thought it was his excuse, and now it seems that he wasn't lying to me, but now there's no going back, we can't go back to that night. If I could, I would not make any demands on him, nor would I want to know the truth of everything, I would rather be kept in the dark for the rest of my life than know such cruel things. ”
In the end, Pei Yuehua said: "I really couldn't accept it when I first knew about it, because I couldn't forgive a person who was trying to get close to me, but now I want to forgive him, I want to tell him that I don't hate him for a long time, and from the moment he decided to take me out of the palace, I had no regrets about him, but he was already dead before I could say this, why don't I believe it, why don't I believe it?" ”
The Emperor sighed and took the poor girl into his arms.
The Emperor said softly, "Okay, don't cry anymore. It's all in the past, no matter how much you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for this matter, because he is destined to take such a path, I think this is also a kind of escape for him! Because he has endured too much pain, and this kind of pain is unbearable for ordinary people, although I have been an emperor for so many years. ”
"But I can't imagine the pain he had suffered at that time, and I can't imagine what kind of mood he felt when he faced the torture of his mother and father, and I don't know how he survived everything, but she even survived such a painful thing, and she was already fine."
After a pause, the emperor continued: "He who was adopted by me as a righteous son, who was called the fourteenth prince by his subordinates, should have lived a long and happy life, and should have lived a life of abundant food and clothing, but he gave up the happiness that was at his fingertips, because his parents died, and it was for the sake of such parents that he wanted to put himself back in hatred. ”
The emperor gently patted Pei Yuehua on the back, and then continued: "He worked so hard to learn the knowledge I arranged for him, because he wanted to prove to his parents that he could be excellent, that he could not bring them any burden, as long as they could give him another chance, he would definitely perform well, but they died before they could see all this." ”
The emperor let out a long sigh: "What a blow this is for him, I think you must be able to understand it!" And I already knew that he planned all this behind the scenes, but I had no way to blame him, because he didn't do anything hurtful after all, and Nangong Qiran also deserved it. ”
Pei Yuehua kept sobbing, Nangong Ling Che's death gave her a big blow.
The Emperor sighed again and said:
"He was such a pessimistic person. But I found that he has changed a lot since you appeared, he has become no longer just frowning, but has become cheerful, I know that all this is due to you, and I know that he has become so happy and satisfied because of you, he is not actually a person who asks for much, he just wants to be with his beloved. ”
The emperor gently patted Pei Yuehua's back again, and then said:
"Even if you don't have a share, you want to stay with your sweetheart, and I asked him why he did it? When I asked him if it was worth it, he said he was worth it, because he hadn't met anyone who could make her laugh for a long time, and although you had a misunderstanding when you met him, he told me that he really thought about dying the moment he walked to the lake. ”
With a sigh of relief, the Emperor continued: "Because so many things have happened over the years, so many that he can't bear it, but after you appeared, he didn't want to die at all. ”
In the end, the emperor said: "Instead, he wants to live happily, although he still has no way to forget his hatred, and there is still no way to retreat from that person's control, but he has already begun to work hard for you, as long as he has some more time, as long as you give him some more chances, I believe that he will be able to completely change back to the previous Nangong Ling Che, but unfortunately it is too late." ”
What a pity for a child, he could have been very happy, but hatred 5374 ruined him, love could have saved him, but he didn't expect so many things to happen, this may be the cycle of cause and effect!
Pei Yuehua still couldn't suppress her sadness, she was blaming herself.