Chapter 146: It's so tiring to be alive

Everyone was talking, and everyone else was busy going, Bai Wuji took Xia Huan and Xiao Wanping back first, because today my aunt wanted to go to the mountain to see the old man's body.

He Meijing helped her to the place where the flying beast was raised, and there was only one small flying beast left in the fence, and yesterday it sent them up the mountain, but it flew back by itself.

The little flying beast quickly saw He Meijing coming, flapping her wings happily, stirring up the dust and grass clippings to fly, she quieted it down, helped her aunt to sit up, and she sat behind her aunt.

She was afraid that someone in the clan would see them fly to the high mountain over there and cause controversy, so she circled in the air a few times before flying to the top of the mountain over there.

My aunt craned her neck to look over there, she seemed a little nervous, and she seemed to have some eagerness, but of course she knew the taste of this.

When He Meijing jumped off the little flying beast with her on her back, the little flying beast quickly landed on a big tree and waited for them to come back.

The woods here are dense, and the long roots are coiled on the ground, and it feels like the age of each of these big trees may be older than them, really, it is not an exaggeration at all, and those who have heard of thousand-year-old trees will not be surprised.

Until the sound of the waterfall came from the front, what caught my eye was a curtain of water, like a huge white cloth belt, rising from the cliff over the treetops, straight down the mountain, like a torrent rushing down, under the reflection of the sun, like a suspended color practice, beads and flowers marched in, like a giant dragon spitting foam.

My aunt had never known that there was such a place on this mountain, and she had never seen a waterfall so close, and it poured down from the stone bed like a flood burst, and the sea hung upside down, and fell on the rocks that protruded from the stone wall, and the elixir flew in, and the jasper shattered, and the splash of water formed a large spray, like a milky white cloud of light smoke.

"What a beautiful waterfall!" My aunt involuntarily took a deep breath: "It's so shocking to this waterfall, I can't believe that there is such a big waterfall on this mountain,"

"Auntie, we also found Xiao Wanping in the woods, if it weren't for her, we wouldn't know there was a waterfall here!"

"Oh." My aunt had not yet come out of the waterfall in front of her, and she was holding her cane in both hands, and her eyes were full of surprise.

He Meijing couldn't interrupt her mind to watch the waterfall, she saw the waterfall yesterday, I am afraid that it was similar to her aunt, but seeing it again today can still shock her.

The splash of water splashed from time to time, and the cold water splashed on his face, but there was no chill on his body, because the sky at this time had been warmed by the sun.

"We've lived against this mountain for so many years, and I've never been here." My aunt sighed: "It's so angry! ”

"Hehe......" Seeing that my aunt was like a child, she seemed to regret that she didn't go around and take a look.

As soon as she came here, she was curious about this mountain, which proves that the people of the clan have lived here for a long time, whether it is knowledge or insight, can not be compared with outsiders, although they live carefree, but there is no progress in thinking, is this really good?

Even the babies in the mountains want to go out and see the outside world, don't the people in here want to go out? In order to preserve the lifeblood of the Wing people, the old man hid them here, but he felt that it was inappropriate, because people have **, once they have no desires and no desires, they are like frogs at the bottom of the well, living in chaos, but losing the essence of being a human being, or other ......

When she came here, she thought that this was the paradise she was pursuing, and she wanted to live for a long time, but when she thought about it, although this place was good, it couldn't meet her needs, and what was her need?

In the face of this rushing and atmospheric waterfall, she seems to be missing something? What's missing? It seems that there is a lack of courage, yes, Ji Wuming's disappearance, makes her feel that she is missing something? The death of the old man made her unable to forgive herself for her willfulness, and she was a little absent-minded in the face of the Wing Clan.

And the baby in her belly, she feels physically and mentally exhausted, and she doesn't have the courage to face it, it would be nice if Ji Wuming was by her side, before, when he was by her side, she was annoying to him, and now he is suddenly gone, his mind is empty, and he feels that he is not interested in anything.

It turns out that when you are used to having someone around you, it is a kind of dependence, and Ji Wuming is the only person she has ever relied on, just like she smokes, she will feel uncomfortable all over her body when she wants to lose it, and they all say that cigarettes are poisonous, but in fact, love is also poisonous!

"Rina, take me in!" My aunt took a deep breath, her eyes still did not leave the waterfall, there seemed to be nostalgia in those eyes, and there was deep pain.

"Okay." He Meijing stretched her wings again, and she rushed into the cave inside the waterfall with her aunt on her back.

It was still dim, and as they walked in briskly, she saw her aunt's body tremble a little, as if it were because of the night pearl above her head.

I saw my aunt who was walking in front of me stop, because she was facing the white-haired old man sitting in the corner, and she seemed to be shaking even more.

"Smack...... the cane in her hand fell to the ground, and then she fell to her knees with a thud and crawled a few steps forward.

"Auntie." He Meijing walked over to help her, feeling that her whole body was trembling, and the tears in her eyes fell like beads.

"Senior brother, why are you here?" The aunt stretched out her hand to touch the white-haired old man, but she didn't dare to touch it.

"Auntie, do you really know him?" She looked at her sad aunt in surprise, what kind of relationship is this?

"Woo woo...... aunt cried bitterly, and the sad cry made He Meijing can't help but shed tears.

Yes, her emotions are easily contagious now, and in the past, even when she saw a moving scene on TV, she would laugh it off.

Or when she saw someone in a car accident, she walked away indifferently, at that time, she felt that she had no heart, no compassion to feel the sorrow of the world.

She stretched out her hand and patted her aunt's sobbing back, people are really tired of living, not to mention people who have lived for thousands of years are even more tired, just like before the old man died, there was a kind of relief, a kind of relaxation, as if to say, I can finally sleep peacefully for a while.

No one could understand the feeling, but she did, it was a deep loneliness, as if no one could understand herself, and it was like a secret in her belly, like a monster who had been pregnant for a thousand years.

The relatives around me are gone, the friends are gone, and the people are gone, but only I am left, and I will feel very tired and tired to face the bizarre world alone.

She didn't know why she knew so much, probably because there were some touches in the depths of her soul, or some broken memories, and it was these memories that affected her emotions!