Let's talk about my own situation first, I just graduated this year, I have been at home for half a year, and I substitute for tutoring classes in the village every day, including tutoring, and I am half angry every day.

The countryside is really different from the city, and it is difficult to make money.

A total of nearly 30 students were accepted, the first and second grades were charged 150 yuan per month, and the third and fourth grades were charged 200 yuan per month, and I and a retired teacher relative each took two grades at the same time, and the regulations were from half past four in the afternoon to half past six in the evening, and the whole day was half a day on Saturday afternoon, but the specific time, to wait for all the students to finish their homework, I remember the latest one, my family called me twice, and I wrote until 8:14 in the evening.

The teacher does assign a lot of homework, and almost every day in the three subjects other than language and mathematics, there is a small test paper or a newspaper, a workbook, especially Chinese, and excerpts and punishments for writing and memorizing texts. To be honest, it took me more than half an hour to write, let alone those kids who didn't know anything.

Yes, half of them really don't know anything, the fourth grade is not the addition and subtraction of two-digit numbers, let alone multiplication and division, rounding I taught five times, one-on-one, hand-in-hand, and until now there is one person who can't.

More than half of them are children who have given up by the teacher, and they told me that the teacher only cares about the first three rows, and the last four rows do not ask, and they tell me that they don't want to go to school, and they don't want to go to school at all, and one of them is so scared that they don't dare to speak, and the one who doesn't dare to speak is the child who I handed over five times and still can't round up.

These children, in fact, are quite worry-free, the most annoying thing is the other half of the children, these belong to the homework can write a little, but the playful heart, illiterate grandparents can't control the homework sent here to write homework.

Let me not write when I write my homework, make corrections if I am wrong, scare and don't listen, it's useless to beat, two grades, eighteen people, in one house, like a rebellion, every time parents come to pick up, they say that they can't study hard and don't obey, I didn't expect that I would really raise a teaching stick to beat students, but ...... I didn't listen to it, and I didn't listen to it, and my relatives and teachers said that if the child didn't want to come, there would be no money to share.

Also, I don't dare to do it heavily, although some parents have said more than once that it's okay to hit the buttocks, but I'm not their parent, so I don't dare to hit hard.

Also, I know that it's useless to hit hard, because I've seen parents hit their children directly in the face, and after only one hit, it was swollen, and the second time I stopped it, and it didn't work.

But the child should hate me in his heart, because when the parents asked me, it was I who said that he was not good at studying and could not control it. He can't hate his parents when they beat him, he can only hate me, and I've heard children scold me.

The most angry thing is that the two old ladies are unreasonable, no matter whether there is time or not, no matter why the child does not write well, anyway, as long as the child's homework is not written well, it is the teacher's problem, they will blame me for not taking a good look at the child, stubbornly thinking that paying money is to let you help keep an eye on the child's homework, but they can't look at it themselves, how can I watch it?

I really tried all the tricks, but I was disobedient and didn't write my homework.

The day before yesterday, I worked overtime for an hour, and said that the teacher didn't take care of it, and the food was cold when I went back at half past seven.

At that time, I said: What can you do if your own child doesn't write me?

She said, "You care, fight."

Hehe, you haven't played well at home for many years, why am I so godly?

She said that she didn't care, anyway, the requirements for the child to be sent here were not high, as long as she could write her homework well.

I said it's easy, I wrote the answer on a piece of paper and asked him to copy it, but did it work?

She said that what was the use of spending this money, if it wasn't for the money, she would have stopped letting her children come to tutoring.

I told my partner relatives that the money would be returned to her, deducted from my salary, and that she was going to leave quickly.

However, she didn't take the money, because if she didn't come here, her children were destined to not be able to complete their extracurricular homework and would be punished every day.

Actually, I would have liked her to take the money, because it was too tiring and difficult to tutor a child who had given up on the first and second grades, who didn't even know how to know the first and second grades, who had to talk to him about the methods, and who couldn't give him homework answers directly.

Of the eighteen students, only two were relieved and the rest ...... There are princesses who like to play petty, there are those who keep scratching their ears and cheeks and always drag their homework until the end, there are those who don't listen to scolding and roll their eyes at you, and there are always people who like to cause trouble but love to sue and cry their noses, etc., it's really my Buddha.

The relatives of the partner said: Rural children are not difficult, the class is counted down, and the parents can't control it, who will send them here?

It makes sense!

Relatives said that in the homework tutoring class over the years, she has met this kind of child, and she is a day at a time.

But I really don't want to see them in the fourth grade and still can't write, they can't do two-digit multiplication and division, and as a result, I feel more uncomfortable every day

It's not easy to make money in the countryside.

If I hadn't promised my relatives to take me through this semester, and I couldn't find anyone to teach after I took the burden, I would have quit a long time ago.

When I was away, she didn't accept third and fourth grades because she couldn't find anyone to teach, especially English in third grades.

In normal times, there is really no "gnawing old" people like me who have graduated from college and have not gone out to work.

So every time I go out, I have to be asked N times, why didn't school start, when I answer that I graduated, I will ask why I don't have a job, when I answer that I am writing a novel at home, I will ask what books I wrote, where I can buy them, and how much can I sell for a copy......

When you're impatient and pretend you can't hear while riding a little electric donkey, it's rude.

Because of this, my family and I are deeply distressed.

People in the village, relatives, including my parents, thought that they should find a job first after graduation.

I also know that this is right, this is the reality.

So I discussed with my parents, for half a year, I was at home while reading the teaching materials, while taking tutorial classes to earn pocket money, and at the same time writing novels, and when the novels were successful, I would write novels instead of working. If the novel doesn't work, I'll go out and look for a job during the Chinese New Year.

Nine days ago, I posted a single chapter, mentioning that I had a problem with my eyes, and my vision deteriorated badly at night, and I went to check it but fortunately it wasn't cataract glaucoma or anything like that, but it became highly myopia, plus all the astigmatism in both eyes, and long-term eye fatigue, which led to the problem of vision loss and ghosting at night.

A week ago, I went to order a pair of glasses, and it just arrived yesterday.

As a result, the glasses were pulled to the work again, and my parents said that they couldn't make money writing novels that hurt their eyes, so they might as well go out to work, and asked me how much money I could earn a month after the monkey I was writing was put on the shelves.

The monkey is now about 5,000 collections, this week is the penultimate in strength, the best recommendation in the classification is now more than 100 a day, the potential is exhausted, it is expected to be about 6,000 before the shelves, according to the sci-fi 20/1 subscription ratio, up to 300 set, 700 yuan a month for two chapters a day, plus 600 full attendance 1300.

If I hadn't graduated from college, I would have been able to write a million words, write a thousand words, and then write a second book that would definitely have progressed, absorbing the experience of monkeys, and maybe I would have been able to mix up a boutique before finishing the book.

But I graduated, and I was missing a year for me to write a million words.

Now there are two months left before the Chinese New Year, and the monkey is destined to pounce, so I am very hesitant to use these two months to change the vest and make a last-ditch effort, or go all out to take the UGC exam.

Even if you open a new one, you won't use this number anymore, the willow tree will make everyone very disappointed, and now the monkey is a eunuch, it's already a matter of character, I'm sorry, I don't dare to face you, I want to choose to escape.

But I'm afraid that I will pounce on the new one, and the probability is very high, because I didn't finish the monkey, but chose the eunuch, so there is no progress, but I really lack a year of time that can make me feel at ease to study on the street.

Also, my code speed is hard, two thousand words in three hours, and then check for half an hour, there are few writers who are slower than me.

On top of that, I'm wearing new glasses now, and my vision is blurry when I'm coding this paragraph, which means I can't code while working.

Maybe I should really give up my dream of online writing and take a good rest.

Forgive me for not being able to write novels with love, really, I wouldn't have written if it weren't for the fact that writing novels and writing them well can really make money.

In less than half a year, it seems that I have proven that I have no talent for writing, but I am young and stubborn, and I am unwilling to admit defeat.

Writing so much, it's time to end, these two days I think about it, whether to continue to change the vest of the head iron and just again, hit the head and break the blood flow and then admit defeat, or take a good rest and take a teaching qualifications.

Actually, I knew I had lost, because even if the new book was so good, I couldn't write for a long time because of my eye problems, and I had to go back to my daily job for three or five years.

As for why I understand everything, it's still hard to let go, I can only say that I regarded it as a dream at first, just like my first love, and it was difficult to let go.

Finally, I warn you to cultivate the immortal party, really don't stay up so long at night, the novel is there, read it tomorrow, I have also held my mobile phone for countless all-nighters, and now it is not good to wear glasses, and the key seedlings of the high school entrance examination with 719 points are also because of self-control, and they are mixed into two books in the Biqu Pavilion.

Bye, net three.

That's right.,I remembered it after pasting it on my phone.,A few days ago, PY had a few books.,Said it's on the shelves.,Now it's going to be broken.,Just add it now.,Although it's useless.,I'm sorry.,A few friends.。

1: "It All Starts with Basketball"

I never read sports articles before, because it was written by a friend, I clicked on it and read it, who knew that I would really enter the pit, and now I have an appetite every day.

2: "Pingtou's Live Life"

This is before I wrote about the monkey.,Occasionally found in the book.,It feels very good.,At that time, I added a group.,After entering the group, I found that the author's daily water group was two hours.,It's also a tease.,I became a friend.,In addition, tell everyone.,The manuscript of the water fish is always inexhaustible.。

3: "I Can Wear Language Books"

Written by Chen Vinegar, you can know it by looking at the name, wearing it in the language story, the creativity is perfect, the cover thief is magical, I think even if you don't read the book, you have to search it in order to see the cover.

4: "Master of Elven Character"

If you like elven writing, don't miss it, if I describe it like this, you will know how hard this book is. There is only one test of the water, and then it is decided to push the fruit to run, 4000 collections but nearly 1000 first orders, after the shelves to make up a recommendation immediately boutique, this month is sure that there will be a big seal push.

5: "I was robbed by the system"

The fantasy text of the seal, the newcomer is just fantasy, the head iron, right? Anyway, I don't dare to try. But the key is that he has just become, and the results are not bad, so if you are interested, you can go and see it.

6: "Heavens BOOS Group"

This should be the most in line with the appetite of science fiction, infinite, crossing, group chat, crossing the heavens, readers who are often in science fiction should know about this kind of article, because science fiction is now a lot of this kind of text, and this is one of the absolute best, on the Sanjiang strong push, much more powerful than my kind of street fighting.

Okay, bye-bye, if you are really angry, you can join the group and scold me.

Also, I also like to read books, everyone can meet me in this chapter of many books, and please scold me lightly when the time comes, otherwise the author will be very happy when he sees this chapter so much, and he will be very happy, and he will open it a little, as if he is scolding another dead eunuch, so it's not good.

It's not an exaggeration, I've already encountered several books, and I can't laugh or cry.