Chapter Seventy-Seven

"You say." Sunny response.

Qin Lu dodged Xiang Yang's eyes and whispered, "Since you have broken up, in the future... Is it okay to just be friends? ”

Xiang Yang was stunned, he had always had a hope in his heart, he felt that if he could really get better in the future, he could afford to pursue her again when Xia Qiyue was in power, but now let him agree to Qin Lu's request, his heart was resistant, although he had thought that Xia Qiyue was worthy of better reliance, but if he didn't work hard and gave up like this, he was really unwilling in his heart, he shook his head lightly: "I can't agree to this matter for the time being." ”

"For the time being?" Qin Lu looked at him inexplicably, is this kind of thing temporary?

"I want to give myself a chance." Xiang Yang's serious eyes were filled with hope, and he looked at Qin Lu's eyes like a promise: "I will struggle, I will work hard, and I will strive to give her a harbor full of sunshine that she can rely on." ”

Qin Lu sighed softly, she knew that some words might not sound good and hurt people's hearts, but she felt that she couldn't help but say it, she deviated from Xiang Yang's firm eyes and couldn't bear to look at it, lowered her head and looked at the teacup in front of her, and said softly: "Xiang Yang, I know that you are a good boy, I also know that you will struggle, you will work hard, and you will be willing to give her happiness for the rest of your life, but... Have you ever considered that in July she has never felt the warmth of a normal family, not to mention that the situation at home is also a bit complicated, your brother does not have a serious job, and your sister... Hey, don't talk about that, I know you're a smart and good boy, and I know you understand what I mean, and I really hope that she can find someone who can grow up in a normal environment, with both parents here, and can bring her the rest of her life to a real family. ”

After listening to her words, Xiang Yang suddenly felt that he was dumb, and even the light in his eyes disappeared, he lowered his head with a somewhat injured look that he had never had for many years, and his drooping eyelashes couldn't see how uncomfortable he was.

Qin Lu is right, he can give her love, he can work hard to make money to make her as worry-free as possible, but he ignored whether Xia Qiyue would want to have a normal family, yes, he is so eager for family affection, how could Xia Qiyue not desire it, not extravagant? But he really couldn't give this, he was silent, helplessly silent, and after a long time, Xiang Yang nodded lightly, and said in a dumb voice: "I promise you, only friends... Nothing more. ”

Qin Lu breathed a long sigh of relief, she thanked Xiang Yang for her sensibility and understanding, although she couldn't adopt Xia Qiyue, but after she met Xia Qiyue that day, she began to investigate everything about her, her adoptive father, her former school, or a little bit of it, but when her husband found out that she had a child who wanted to adopt her sister again, he strongly objected, and the two of them even made a move, just because she really felt sorry for Xia Qiyue from the bottom of her heart.

"I'll be in her... You can rest assured that I will do my best to help her before I find my lover. Xiang Yang still made a promise, even if it was just a friend, and even a friend might not be counted, but Xiang Yang wanted to do it, and he couldn't imagine when he cared about her like this.

"Thank you Xiangyang, you will be happy in the future, you are really a very good and responsible man." Qin Lu didn't use a child to describe the person in front of him, and his maturity and concession could no longer treat him as a teenager under the age of twenty.

"Aunt Qin, I don't want a good person card, your face is not very good, you should take care of your body more if you have time." Xiang Yang subconsciously cares about her, maybe because she and Xia Qiyue have a blood relationship that breaks bones and tendons, she is probably Xia Qiyue's only relative, even if they don't recognize each other in the future, and if they don't meet again, he wants to pay a little care for Xia Qiyue.

There is no problem with Qin Lu's body, but in recent days, he has been suffering from excessive fatigue and insomnia and palpitations, and he has been riddled with nightmares recently, dreaming of Qin Yao's weak body full of blood every day.

At that time, Qin Yao's health had been bad, but she insisted on giving birth to a child who had been three months old, and at that time they didn't have much money to buy more nutritional products for her, the doctor said that her weak body may not be able to give birth smoothly, even if she gave birth successfully, the fetus was affected by the mother, and the survival rate was not high, and Qin Yao at that time had a slight depression, Qin Lu was very opposed at the time, and the two sisters who were as close as one person also argued about this matter, the elder sister wanted her sister to live well, and the younger sister wanted to give birth to a child of her own, After not listening to the admonition, Qin Yao held his stomach and disappeared with his boyfriend, Qin Lu also regretted it, if he didn't object at that time, would everything be different.

And the last time Xia Qiyue saw the bruise on her arm was her husband's masterpiece, her husband couldn't accept other people's children, especially that child was not one or two years old, but 18 years old who was about to become an adult. Qin Lu's husband is quite rich, he is doing foreign trade business, and he also has many companies under him, of course, there are canaries secretly raised outside, and Qin Lu knows all this Qin Lu knows that she has had trouble with him, but he let it go, if he wants to divorce, he will leave the house, and no penny will be given to her, how can such a man adopt a strange child, he is so harsh and indifferent to his wife, how can he give child support to other children?

Of course, she won't tell Xiang Yang about these things, let alone others, she still said in a choked voice: "Well, I will, don't worry." ”

Xiang Yang said "um", and after a long time of careful consideration, he opened his mouth again, and his voice was a little hoarse when he spoke: "You don't want to meet her again in the future, I will give her an explanation casually, I think I will treat this matter as if I have never heard it, everything is as usual." ”

After listening to what Xiang Yang said, Qin Lu's drooping eyelashes trembled, and she smiled: "We won't meet again, and it's the last time I will meet you today, I'll leave here at night, my husband... He asked me to go back immediately, and I also earned this time, and my mobile phone number will be changed, which is basically equivalent to disappearing here. ”

It's not easy to fight for this trip today, if she continues to be entangled here, her husband will divorce her and deprive her of the right to see her son again, even if Xiang Yang doesn't say it before coming here, the ending has already been decided.

Qin Lu took out a bank card from the red soft leather bag, she gently pushed it to Xiang Yang on the table, and said softly with a little lack of confidence: "Although this card doesn't have much money, but the college fees for four years are enough, I hope you can transfer it to her on my behalf, it's... It's the only little bit I can give, and the password is her birthday. ”

This card is a little savings that Qin Lu has saved over the years, in addition to doing things and investigating Xia Qiyue a while ago, there are only tens of thousands of yuan left, she thinks it's ridiculous, her husband will buy her very expensive bags and clothes, but never give her a penny more, all her expenses have to go through the last man's accounting, it's just to prevent thieves, according to others, maybe her husband doesn't love her, but she thinks that her husband is also very good to her, very gentle, always amiable, rarely blushing, And this time it was the first time since they got married, not to mention that Qin Lu and he had a son, and she couldn't really abandon her family for Xia Qiyue, and this piece of meat in her heart made it even more difficult for her to give up.

"I'm sorry, Aunt Qin, I can't transfer this money for you." Xiang Yang pushed the bank card back into her hand intact and explained: "I don't think July will ask for it, her self-reliance will not allow her to accept this bank card from an unknown source." ”

"Hey, the money must be for her, I can't do anything, I just want to let my conscience get a little comfort, okay? It's kind of auntie, please. Qin Lu's somewhat begging expression was sandwiched in the kind of care of this elder, which made Xiang Yang a little unbearable to refuse again, but he still nodded and agreed: "But how can I tell her about this money?" ”

Qin Lu thought for a long time before she said slowly: "You just said that her parents went to the orphanage to leave it for her before, just say... I knew someone from the orphanage, and I happened to talk about the fact that I had seen her here, so I asked me to pass it on on my behalf, and I thought that she would accept it, at least a little bit of her biological parents' heart. ”

This reason is not far-fetched, Xia Qiyue must be acceptable, Xiang Yang nodded: "Okay." ”

He carefully put the card into the inner pocket of his coat, and the position close to his heart would not be lost, this is not only a bank card with money, it is full of the love of a helpless woman to her relatives who can't take care of her, today Xiang Yang felt extremely heavy, after leaving the café, he returned to the store a little weakly, the money didn't dare to put it at home, not his own money, he had to guard against Xiang Kun, and he couldn't give it to Xia Qiyue today, he was worried that he would not hide his emotions well, but it would make Xia Qiyue more hearty.

Xiang Yang leaned on the sofa and took a deep breath to adjust his mood, he didn't understand the pain of losing his child, but he deeply understood the feeling of losing his parents, Xia Qiyue's mother left after giving birth to her, and the so-called father had not looked for her for so many years, so he sent such a young and poor child to the orphanage, what a ruthless heart, Xiang Yang couldn't imagine it, his heart was stuffy and uncomfortable, as long as he slept deeply, he didn't do anything, But tomorrow to give the card Xiang Yang still has to carefully engrave the words he wants to say into his memory, a nightmare made his head start to hurt again when he gets up the next day.

After taking the medicine and sleeping for a while, it turned out to be a morning, and when he opened his eyes again, the morning class was almost over, Xiang Yang thought about it, and then give her the card at night, at least he could send her home and say a few words, and stay for a while.