"What do you mean by staying alive? Is someone going to kill you? ”

Facing Li Rou's appearance, it was really unbearable to discuss the dream of beauty and ugliness. It's not that I look down on her, but I don't want to dig out her deepest scars in front of someone. had to euphemistically divert the topic. It's what she really wants to ask in her heart.

Li Rou didn't answer, but silently lowered her head and chewed the sweet candied fruit, her head was pressed low, and the dark shadow was printed on her face, and her expression could not be seen clearly.

After a while, the last piece of candied fruit was also eaten, Cangzimeng gave Dai Yin a look, and Dai Yin immediately went to get two more pieces, but she didn't give it directly to Li Rou, but gave it to Cangzi Meng, and Cangzi Meng turned her hand and put it in front of Li Rou.

Ask her, "Why are you here?" ”

Li Rou took the candied fruit and did not continue to eat it, but replied, "Can't you see my situation?" I had no choice but to pretend to be crazy and stupid and wander around. ”

She completely confirmed Cangzi's dream guess, and also let down the guard in her heart.

Cangzi Meng was still very confused. "I beg your pardon, this palace doesn't understand."

She suddenly remembered one thing, the father of the woman in front of her, Prime Minister Li Cheng, was killed by herself.

Guilty?

A little.

Li Rou said, "Can you do me a favor?" ”

"You think I can do it?" Out of that bit of guilt, Cangzimeng is willing to do her best to help her, but the premise is that she can do it.

After all, Cangzi Meng is in this Hades Mansion, although she is a glamorous side concubine on the surface, but in fact she is still Yan Mingjiu's subordinate, a slave, nothing more.

"I want to see the Immortal."

As soon as she made this request, Cangzimeng knew that she couldn't do it. "I'm sorry, I can't help you. The prince said that he couldn't let you into his sight. ”

Yan Mingjiu said that if Cangzimeng was optimistic about Li Rou and not enter his sight, Cangzimeng must do it.

Li Rou immediately raised her head to reveal that hideous face, her eyes were fragile and harmless: "Why can't you help me?" Why didn't you let me see him? Do you know how much effort I put into getting here alive, and you won't let me see him? ”

As she spoke, she excitedly reached out and grabbed Cangzimeng's arm, which made Cangzimeng feel that the place where she was caught hurt. The speed of urgent speech condenses sadness and despair.

Cangzimeng frowned slightly and broke away from her hand. "It's not that this palace won't let you see it, but the order that the prince gave to this palace is like this, and you can't let you break into his sight."

Li Rou suddenly sat down on the chair deflated, without fighting spirit, and her tears flowed like a flood.

Cangzimeng was at a loss for a while, and comforted: "If there is anything you can tell the palace, the palace will tell the prince." ”

Li Rou leaned back in her chair and replied lifelessly: "What's the use of talking to you, people like you who are naturally beautiful don't understand my pain at all." ”

Cangzimeng looked up at Dai Yin, and with just one look, Dai Yin understood what she meant, helplessly shook her shoulders, and said: "If you really want to help, here, no one will listen to your words except my mother." ”

Li Rou raised her hands and covered her face, the backs of her hands were rough and full of dirt.

Her hoarse voice spoke in detail: "You are as beautiful as a flower, you were born to be born in a high place, and what about me? looks like this, and everywhere you go, you're the object of ridicule. Even though I had a powerful father, he was a woman for beauty.

No one knows my pain, only blindly declares my ugliness.

Tell you, what's the use? ”

Her words were full of despair for this earthly world.

Cangzi Meng replied: "I really don't understand this palace, but aren't you here today to let this palace help you?" ”

Li Rou took her hands down and turned her face to the side, as if she was afraid that her appearance would scare the two beautiful women next to her. "How did you tell I wanted you to help?"

Cangzi Meng leaned on the table, propped his head with one hand, and recalled the bits and pieces in his mind: "You pushed me to the ground yesterday, I saw it." ”

What she saw was not a mad woman, but a pair of helpless and desperate eyes.

The two handmaidens didn't hold on to her with much force, and she was more than capable of breaking free from the handmaidens and continuing to pounce on her, but she didn't.

Originally, she was just confused, but it wasn't until she came here today that Cangzi Meng recognized what she thought in her heart.

Cangzi Meng himself was surprised by this bold guess, and the ghost asked that sentence like a god.

"You're not just beautiful, you're smart, well, I'll tell you about my difficulties. But only if you make sure that I live well during my time in the palace. ”

She wanted nothing more than to live.

It's not easy to live sometimes......

Cangzi Meng replied: "No one here will hurt you, except yourself." ”

After all, if people want to kill themselves, no one can stop them.

Li Rou laughed, and her voice was not as rough as when she shouted swear words.

"Don't underestimate the two handmaidens who came with me. They were ordered not to leave me for half a step, and if it weren't for the fact that they weren't familiar with the terrain of Hades' Mansion today, I would have stumbled here by mistake, and I wouldn't have had a chance to talk to you at all.

They tried to kill me more than once, and I escaped by pretending to be crazy and stupid. Until they suddenly found out that if I died in Hades' mansion, the culprit could be blamed on Hades. ”

Cangzi Meng smiled lightly and said to Dai Yin: "Go and bring the box." ”

Deyne turned around and brought a box full of candied fruits.

Since the night of the Qinglou, Cangzimeng's candied fruit has not been broken. Every time he didn't wait to finish eating, Nianbai brought a new one.

Cangzimeng said to Li Rou: "The prince is not easy to mess with. ”

That guy is a monster!

Li Rou disagreed: "Do you know how hard I worked to get here alive." But I didn't expect that there would be another you here. ”

She smiled bitterly and was silent for a while, and Cangzimeng looked up at her face.

The birthmark, which spreads from the base of the ear to the bottom of the jaw, is the size of a palm and has a strange shape.

"So...... What exactly do you want to do? ”

"I want to make an exchange with Hades. I know that he snooped on the gold, silver and jewels that my father had looted, and I can honestly say that there are so many that there are too many of them to fit in the treasury of the house. ”

"What about you, what do you want?"

"Alive......"

Two simple words, Cangzi Dream is quite touching. Being alive is sometimes a luxury. "Okay, in the past few days, this palace will arrange for you to go to a place to live, and send someone to tell you that the two maids have been punished and locked up for speaking wild words here in this palace, and this palace will tell the prince your request. You can take these preserves to eat and play, and someone will bring you your daily meals. ”

Cangzimeng arranged Li Rou in a room behind Nanyuan, and Li Rou talked to her a lot.

She said: "I live in this life, and it hurts me the most. It's not that this ugly skin was born. Rather, there is no ability to escape from this filthy land.

On the day my father died, he kept shouting in his mouth to be beautiful. But I saw that the women who had been carried out of his room were dying and lifeless.

He wasn't like that before. He also had the appearance of a loving father, and he once told me that beauty is not important, but kindness is the most important thing.

But in the end, he was lost in the temptation of power, and he got money and beauty, and nothing mattered in front of him, including her wife and my mother's life.

When I heard that the Emperor was going to give me in marriage to the King of Hades. It became clear to me that I was only a victim of their imperial power, destined to die.

I don't want to die, even if this world is filthy, I want to have a life of my own. Do you understand? ”

Cang Zimeng didn't answer her question, only said: "Have a good rest." ”

In fact, she had already given the answer in her heart.

Got it!

She understands Li Rou's desire to live well, and she also understands the sinister nature of people's hearts in this world. Because of the experience.

Two people whose fates have nothing to do with each other, because of the staggered trajectories, Cangzi dreamed of killing the only father who cared about her, and she should be indebted to her.

Cangzimeng thinks that he is not a kind person, and in the face of hatred, kindness is useless.

Dai Yin asked, "Why do you want to help her?" Isn't it good to mix a little muddy water? ”

"Don't you think her fate is somewhat similar to ours?"

"Where's the like? It seems that the slave just wants to see the prince. ”

Cangzimeng smiled and pinched Dai Yin's angry cheeks: "You, this looks like you made mistakes in the past and didn't repent, and were punished by the queen mother." ”

Now, when it comes to the past, Cangzimeng has been relieved.

Dai Yin awkwardly took away Cangzi Meng's hand: "The princess on the side of the dignified, pay attention to the image." ”

Cang Zimeng stopped at this time, and replied seriously to Dai Yin's words: "You see, there are also people who want us to die immediately, and they also come to the Hades Mansion because they were forced to come to the Hades Mansion by chance, don't you feel similar?" ”

"But what does this have to do with helping him, more is better than less, what if the prince blames him?"

"It's okay, I'll go to the prince now."

She can understand Li Rou's desperate situation now. Just as she was forced to jump off a cliff that day.

Who doesn't want to live, only by living can there be a glimmer of hope. But when living becomes a luxury, it means that hope is also vanishing at the same time.

It is precisely because of the experience of despair that we will long for hope.

Prime Minister Li deserves to die, but Li Rou deserves a good life.

killed Prime Minister Li Cheng and helped Li Rou, so he should pay her back her life.

Yan Mingjiu didn't react after knowing what happened to Li Rou, maybe he didn't have any waves in the face of anything.

This man's emotions are always so calm. The calm makes people feel indifferent.

"Well, I'll leave it to you, what do you need to find Nianbai."

"Subordinates obey."

Yan Mingjiu frowned slightly: "Correct your words." ”

"Huh?" Cangzi Meng was a little stunned for a while.

"Who are you?"

"The Lord's ...... Side concubine. This reminded Cangzi Meng that he was no longer a subordinate disguised as a man, but a side concubine who was marrying into the door.

Side concubine

"Well, remember it clearly in the future, don't show flaws."

"The concubine understands and retires first."

Rip. After what Li Rou made yesterday, many people should have seen their appearance.

Fortunately, I didn't see many foreign envoys in Beizhao before, so no one should recognize me.

The biggest flaw should be his own face.

Cangzimeng didn't know that rumors about her had already spread from the outside world......