Chapter 16: Low self-esteem
I don't know when Yin Qiuran became so sensitive, and she didn't notice it herself.
She herself used to be willful and pampered as a common thing, but it wasn't until Xingyin Yin Qiuran realized that she was really wrong......
She thought she could not care, but it was true, she was very indifferent, and that indifference was desperately trying to ignore the environment she was in.
Yes, she was deceiving herself, but now when this layer of window paper was pierced, the voice that emanated from the bottom of her heart, the unknown inferiority complex that came out of nowhere, made her only think of to escape.
Now she really doesn't know what to do.
Yin Qiuran didn't know who to go to, so he just walked forward aimlessly.
I don't want to send a message to my cousins, I'm afraid that they will worry, and I'm even more afraid that Yin's mother and grandparents will know that she wants to send a message to her brother, but she can't, and it's even more impossible for Brother Linqi and Sister Jiejie!
When she pressed her phone, she found that it was past lunch time, but she didn't know how to go home.
Beifeng arrived in City A half a month ago, and now it is already cold, Yin Qiuran's milky white sweater can't withstand the cold, and looking around, she walked into a café.
As soon as she entered the door, she was instantly surrounded by a warm breeze, and after ordering a cup of coffee, she found a place to sit by the window.
She looked at the crowded street outside the floor-to-ceiling windows and was stunned......
Kwon's mother and eldest son Kwon Seok went to the hospital in the morning, leaving Kwon Yi alone at home.
At noon, Quan Yi planned to go out for lunch, but as soon as he walked out of the community, he saw Yin Qiuran wearing a milky white sweater, and walked in a trance to pick up the coffee house.
He sensed that something was wrong with Yin Qiuran, so he followed......
"Qiu Ran, Qiu Ran? Qiu Ran? ”
As soon as Quan Yi entered the room, he saw Yin Qiuran quietly looking out of the floor-to-ceiling window, with a touch of sadness.
called Yin Qiuran on both sides, and when she saw that there was no response, she sat in a daze.
"Yin Yin?"
"Quan Yi?"
Yin Qiuran came back to her senses at this time, she was very surprised to see Quan Yi, but why is he here?
So Yin Qiuran asked, "Why are you here?" ”
"I want to ask you, Yin Yin, why are you here?" Quan Yi took off the black windbreaker on his body, put it on the back of the chair, pulled away the chair opposite Yin Qiuran, and did not answer her question, but threw out another question.
"My classmates brought me here, and I came here after a little accident."
Yin Qiuran briefly told Quan Yi the reason why he came here, ignoring that little situation and not wanting Quan Yi to know.
"My house is in the neighborhood next door." Quan Yi saw that Yin Qiuran was a little cautious, but he didn't point it out.
"That's it!" Yin Qiuran nodded when he heard this, the spoon in his hand stirred the coffee, and he didn't feel strange that Quan Yi came here, and his other hand was slightly supporting his lower abdomen, faintly aching.
"Let's go!" Quan Yi looked at her, thinking that Yin Qiuran was very hungry, so he said, "Go eat!" ”
"No need!"
Yin Qiuran was a little embarrassed when he heard Quan Yi's words, such an embarrassment was actually encountered by him.
What she didn't know was that something more embarrassing than that would happen in a moment......
Quan Yi didn't say much, just pulled her out of the house and went into a private restaurant.
After eating, when Quan Yi went to pay, Yin Qiuran always felt that something was wrong, her lower abdomen hurt, and her face immediately turned white, and even her fingertips were cold and white.
When Quan Yi came back, he saw Yin Qiuran lying on the table with his stomach covered, sweating profusely on his forehead.
"You ......"
"Normal, every time"
Yin Qiuran interrupted him, and Quan Yi looked at her and immediately understood Yin Qiuran's condition.
"Need ...... What do I do? Quan Yi encountered such a situation for the first time, and asked bluntly, "Have you taken ......?"
"Yes, but I can't go now!"
Yin Qiuran pointed to her clothes in embarrassment, saying that she couldn't go, and she herself was also embarrassed.
After Yin Qiuran finished speaking, he was thinking about how to get out of his seat.
At this time, after the white in the afterglow was slightly blocked by black, Yin Qiuran looked down at the extra clothes on his body and looked at Quan Yi.
"Go ahead, it should be able to stop."
"Thank you!"
After the two came out of the hotel, Quan Yi sent Yin Qiuran to the gate of the community, and after watching her enter the community, he turned around and left.
"Mom, I'm back!"
"It's ......"
As soon as she entered the door, Yin's mother saw that her daughter had an extra piece of clothing on her body and asked.
"On a small day, I just happened to meet my classmates."
"That's right...... Then hurry up and change clothes, I'll go boil sugar water. ”
"Okay, thank you, Mom!"
After speaking, Yin Qiuran quickly went upstairs and went back to his room.
On Sunday afternoon, Yin Qiuran walked to the station with his schoolbag on his back, preparing to take the train as before, and return to Xingyin.
"Qiu Ran, get in the car!"
As soon as she arrived at the station, a taxi stopped in front of Yin Qiuran, and the people in the car poked their heads out.
"How do you know ......?"
Yin Qiuran looked at the two people in the taxi, and stopped in the middle of her words, she forgot that Quan Yi sent her back yesterday.
"It was Quan Yi who pulled me to sit!" Cheng Luoqian sat in the back seat and looked at her innocently.
"This ......" Yin Qiuran felt embarrassed, "It's not good!" ”
"You and Quan Yi sit in the back, I'll go to the co-pilot!" Cheng Luoqian shrugged, came out from behind, pulled out the co-pilot's Quan Yi, and sat in the co-pilot's seat by himself.
"Hurry up, no parking here!"
The driver looked at Yin Qiuran and Quan Yi on the platform, and said a little anxiously because it was a bus stop.
"Let's go!"
Quan Yi directly pulled Yin Qiuran into the car, and seeing the two getting into the car, Cheng Luoqian directly asked the driver to drive to Xingyin.
Before Yin Qiuran could react, the taxi was already moving, and she couldn't refuse.
"You ......" Yin Qiuran glanced at them, "It's really rich!" ”
"Quan Yi is for ......"
"Luo Qian!"
Cheng Luoqian was about to refute, but was interrupted by Quan Yi and silenced.
Seeing this, Yin Qiuran didn't say much, looked at them speechlessly, and saw that the two of them were no longer speechless, leaning against the car window with their hands on their lower abdomen, and closing their eyes lightly.
It didn't take long for a burst of warmth to come from his hands on his lower abdomen, and Yin Qiuran quickly opened his eyes to check the source of this warmth.
"Thank you!"
Yin Qiuran saw Quan Yi put the cup in her hand and closed the lid of the thermos cup.
"It's okay, just squint for a while! When it's time for me to call you. ”
Seeing Yin Qiuran looking at her, Quan Yi didn't know what to say, so he had to let her rest first.
"Good!"
After responding, Yin Qiuran leaned against the window of the car and fell asleep in the slight shaking of the rental.
When Yin Qiuran woke up in a daze, he pushed away the clothes on his body for an unknown time, and the clothes slipped to his knees.
"Where?"
"You're amazing!" Cheng Luoqian quipped, "It's time to go a little further!" ”
"Huh?" Yin Qiuran didn't know why, reached out on his knees, and touched the clothes that had just slipped off, "This, Quan Yi ......"
Yin Qiuran saw that Quan Yi was just wearing a thin knitted sweater, and hurriedly returned the blue jacket on his hand to him.
"You're going to catch a cold if you fall asleep like that."
Quan Yi said lightly, his voice was particularly good.
"Thank you!" After speaking, he lowered his head and played with his phone.
"Oh, you, you're all classmates, don't be so polite with us! What's more, you didn't help us before. Cheng Luoqian heard Yin Qiuran say thank you again, and said casually, "If you say thank you again in the future, you can help us pay the phone bill." ”
"What?"
Yin Qiuran looked up, she couldn't understand what this thank you word had to do with the phone bill.
After yesterday's incident, Yin Qiuran felt that his relationship with Quan Yi had slightly improved, but it was only Yin Qiuran himself who was no longer so entangled, and Quan Yi was the same as Yin Qiuran, he was cold, and he didn't talk to others much, but he was different from others to Yin Qiuran and Feng Qingyan......
"Luo Qian, you're enough!" Quan Yi looked at Cheng Luoqian, and the corners of his mouth hooked slightly.
"Wait!"
"Click......"
Quan Yi and Cheng Luoqian didn't react yet, but they only heard a click, Yin Qiuran held the mobile phone and took a picture of Quan Yi's evoked smile just now.
"What are you doing?"
Quan Yi's nice voice came, and the words couldn't hear any warmth, Yin Qiuran reacted at this time, it was very abrupt to do so, and immediately apologized to him.
"Yes, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just thought, you just looked, you just smiled so good, I'll delete the photo now."
Yin Qiuran hurriedly explained, his words were very incoherent, and he was going to delete the photo after speaking
"I didn't say you, stay!" Quan Yi looked at Yin Qiuran's incoherent words, very helpless, obviously he didn't say anything.
"Huh? Oh......"
"It's here, get off!"
Yin Qiuran looked around, the ginkgo biloba on both sides of the street had begun to drop yellow fan leaves, and it was indeed here.
After Cheng Luoqian paid the money, the three of them got out of the car together.
As soon as they got out of the car, a girl came to the three and stopped them.
Cheng ...... Luo Qian, Cheng Dashao, I like you, can we ......"
"First of all, thank you for liking, but I don't have the intention of doing so."
"Well, I'm sorry to bother you!"
"It's okay"
Cheng Luoqian smiled and said to the girl, the girl was fascinated, and when she left, one step, three times back!
The three of them had just arrived at the school gate, and Jing Bai appeared out of nowhere to block their way......
"Yin Qiuran, why are you with them?"
Jing Bai looked at Yin Qiuran with a resentful expression.
"I just happened to bump into it!" After Yin Qiuran finished speaking, he turned his head sideways and ignored her.
Jing Bai didn't look at her much, just looked at Cheng Luoqian, and said, "Cheng Dashao, I like you, let's be together!" ”
"I'm sorry Jingbai, I didn't have this plan, but I still want to thank you!"
The tone was faint, as if it was a very ordinary thing.
"Humph!"
When Jing Bai heard Cheng Luoqian's words, he immediately turned around and left.
"Hey, I don't have this plan here, Cheng Dashao, it's going to be winter, and the peach blossoms are still blooming!"
Hearing the voice, the three of them turned around together.
"Light smoke!"