Chapter 444: Maybe it's a good thing

Because even if you are the emperor and the king of a country, you are still my mother after all, after all, I have suffered for so many years, of course I should hate you, and there are millions of reasons not to forgive you, but I can't do it, because I don't want to.

And I know that there must be a reason for you to give up on me, you must not want me to be hurt and victimized, I know that life in the palace is not easy, especially with an identity like me, you must go through a lot of things to be able to grow.

No, it should be said that it is not easy to grow up, because there will be a lot of people staring at this status, and there will be a lot of people who want to harm me, so you must be because of this, so, the painting also sent me out of the palace, you are not because you don't want to recognize me, right? ”

Of course, Shinoa knew why he had lost his own daughter.

That's because she thinks that Pei Yuehua's father betrayed her, so she will take out all her hatred on her daughter, who made her daughter look so similar to her father?

But then the misunderstanding was explained clearly, and the queen couldn't suppress her longing for her daughter and his father, so she got her back.

It's just that ten years have passed, even if the baby has grown into a girl, so it is impossible to find the so-called daughter with the original memory, after all, the eighteenth year of the female college has changed.

And Xiaoya said this just to provoke her motherhood, in order to dispel the suspicion of her scheming letter, because Xiaoya knew that the queen was still doubting her in her heart, and she had never completely believed in herself, it didn't matter, she would have a way to make her believe. And this pretending to be pitiful was the first step in her plan, and this second step......

"It's a long story, and I'm ashamed of you for saying this, it's not what you imagined, because the rules in the palace are far more complicated than you think, so I can't say anything to you?

I just want you to know that I didn't mean to abandon you, not to mention, although this matter has been so many years, but I still have some guilt in my heart, after all, I lost you, as the king of a country, I can't protect my daughter, I really think I'm very derelict in my duty,

But fortunately, you are back, so I can rest assured, and I will have an explanation for his father.

I know that you have suffered a lot out there and I can see it, but I hope you can not resent your mother, because she also has unspeakable suffering.

And your mother will definitely double the compensation for all these sufferings you have suffered, and I will give you whatever you want in the future. I will do everything I can to treat you well, I hope you can forget those things in the past, and I hope you can forgive your mother for her previous selfishness. Empress Nanqin said.

"Mother, what do you think you say? I'm your daughter, how can I blame you? What's more, I've already said that if I blame you, I won't come back, and wouldn't it be more effective than any method to make you suffer from lovesickness for the rest of your life?

And the reason why I came back is because I have no way to blame you, and I have no right to blame you, you are Your Majesty. You naturally have your own difficulties, and I have survived by imagination for so many years, but I never knew that my identity was so noble, that I was actually a princess. ”

"These things are all in the past, don't mention it, let the past pass! The enthronement ceremony is about to begin, so prepare well. I still have something to order, so I'll go first, if there is anything I need to tell the palace maids and eunuchs around me, I have already instructed them, as long as you want it, you will get it. The queen sighed.

I'm afraid there is only so much she can give her daughter, and there is no way to make up for the family affection owed to him in the past eighteen years, so he can only give her more care, more warmth, and more love in the days she returns.

And all she could give her was almost nothing but money and power.

Although Eclipse Bone said that she couldn't be trusted, and she couldn't give him any real power, she had already said so, which showed that she still had a grudge against herself in her heart, and she should accept it humbly no matter how she did to herself. She is her daughter after all, and she can't be stingy when she deserves it.

"Actually, I don't need anything, because that's enough, I didn't explain it when I had nothing, so mother, don't think about how much you can give me, because I don't need it.

All I need is your love, and I don't know who my father is. Can you tell me the story of the two of you someday? I know what my father really looks like. Xiaoya said wistfully.

Of course he knew what the Empress's husband looked like? It's just that she can't know everything now, and she has to pretend to be confused, that's why she said so.

"Of course. When the time comes, I'll tell you everything, but now is not the time. The enthronement ceremony is about to begin.

I'll have to hurry up and see if there's anything else I haven't prepared. Since I can't let anything go wrong with this big point of yours, I'll get some rest before that, and I'll start to get tired later. The queen said with a slight smile.

Xiaoya nodded, and then watched her leave, she thought again, in fact, these ambitions can also be without, after all, the higher you stand, the more things you have, but the more you go, so maybe this is really a good thing.

And her parents died when she was a child, and she lacked family warmth, although this Nanqin dialect is not her biological mother, and she has always doubted herself, but she really has nothing to say to herself, but she has never been satisfied with what she wants, in fact, this is true.

Because she has lived at the bottom since she was a child, she naturally knows the benefits of power, and everything will be there with him, but some things will gradually disappear because of the word power.

She even wondered, what on earth was she doing this for? Isn't she just trying to get a warmth, doesn't she just want to be noticed by others? Now that Warmth has attention and attention, what is the point of her plans?

But since it has been decided, it is not allowed to go back, let alone who is she?

She's Shinoya. How can you be easily satisfied with these locks! Besides, who knows if this empress is really good to herself, maybe she is just using a delaying tactic? Anyway, when it's time to make a move, you still have to make a move.