Chapter 124: The Dying

He is a dying person, and he can't implicate Pei Yuehua, so that she can use her youth to bury him, a dead man.

Therefore, although what he has to do tomorrow will damage the reputation of the Zhang family, after all, he can save Pei Yuehua's face and prevent her from being talked about by others behind her back, so he would rather lose something himself.

His tone is gentle and firm, and he always does.

Thinking about others in everything, he would rather suffer a loss for himself than let Pei Yuehua suffer any harm, but unfortunately, he can't protect Pei Yuehua for a lifetime.

So this is the only way to help him, and this is the only thing he can do for her.

"Silly boy, you have such good intentions, how can I blame you? It's just that, have you ever thought about what she would think and accept if this incident let Miss Yuehua know? Zhang Ting asked his son.

"I don't want Yuehua to know, she has always only had Nangong Hanmo in her heart, I think Yuehua must be willing to go with him, although it is heartbreaking to admit such a fact, but there is no way, the truth is not something I can not know if I refuse." Zhang Rui said with a bitter smile.

And Pei Yuehua doesn't love him, something that has been determined by him millions of times, so he doesn't blame Pei Yuehua, because he loves her, so I hope she can be happy.

And he can't give her happiness, there is only one Nangong Hanmo who can make her happy, this is the truth is very sad, but Zhang Rui can only accept it now

It's just that he knows that this scene was arranged by himself, but when it really happens to me, his heart will still be painful, right? After all, he loves Pei Yuehua so much.

"Son, you're so stupid, but if I were you, I would do the same, since I know that I can't give happiness to the woman I like, then I should let her go and find happiness, so that I won't miss the two of them for life, and I can also leave a good reputation in each other's hearts." Zhang Ting sighed and said.

He could not blame his son, for he was so affectionate, even though the girl did not love him.

However, he wanted to say that to his son,

As long as he can make the girl he likes good, he is willing to let him burn everything.

What's more, he originally wanted to let this family affair end, but in this way, it will inevitably make people gossip, if the bride is robbed by others, then no one can say anything about his Zhang Mansion anymore.

As for whether the outcome of this matter is good or bad, then it can only be left to fate, after all, this is not something they can control.

Yes, Zhang Rui has pretended to be a fool for 18 years, pretending that even he himself doesn't know that I still have such clever wisdom and such clever means, it turns out that the mask has been worn for a long time, and when I take it off, it will really be so difficult.

If he had a choice, he would rather be a fool for himself, because then he wouldn't know what heartache is, what life and death are.

Even if he dies, he will be happy and have no regrets, but now, although he has let go of life and death, he can't let go of her, he really loves her, so he is willing to let go.

If he didn't have to die, he might say that he wouldn't give up, even if he became a bad man, even if he made her hateful, he would be desperate to keep her by his side.

It's a pity that it's too late now, because his life will end tomorrow, and I don't have a chance to become a bad man again, so he thinks that he can learn to have some status in her heart, right?

"Although I don't dare to expect that I can live in Yuehua's heart for a long time, as long as Yuehua has me in her heart, even if it is just gratitude, even if it is just sympathy, I will die without regrets. Although we have no chance to stay together in this life, I hope we can be with the prime minister in the next life, do you think we will? Zhang Rui looked at the sky, as if he was muttering to himself, and as if he was saying to Zhang Ting.

Zhang Ting couldn't help but feel pain after listening to his son's words, he blamed himself for being a useless father, and he couldn't even save his son's life.

Let her suffer so much at such a young age.

"Definitely, you are so affectionate, you love her so much. I think that if Miss Yuehua meets you again in her next life, she will be reluctant to live up to it. Zhang Ting didn't want to disappoint his son, so he said.

Maybe he really thinks so?

"I hope so!" Zhang Rui looked back at his father and said deeply: "Can my father promise my son, no matter where Yuehua is, whether she is the daughter-in-law of our Zhang family or not, as long as she is in trouble, my father must help her, because that is the only woman I have ever loved." ”

"I know that she is not doing well in the Pei family, and Yuehua's status at home is the same as my status in the family, so I don't want her to be bullied by anyone anymore, so my father promised me that I must not let her suffer any more harm, okay?" Zhang Rui looked at Zhang Ting and continued.

No one can refute such a look, right?

What's more, Zhang Rui is his son, so he naturally agreed to Zhang Rui: "Don't worry, I promise you, I will definitely do it, I will protect her as you protect her." Never let anyone bully her again. ”

"Thank you, father, my son can't be filial by your side, you must take care of your body, your physique has been weak since childhood, so you must take more tonics." Zhang Rui instructed uneasily.

"Don't worry, I won't let you worry. I will definitely live well and well in place of you, I just hope you don't blame your father for being useless, because he has done his best to save you. ”

Speaking of this, Zhang Ting couldn't help but shed tears again, he seemed to have a lot of tears today, too, at this moment of parting from life and death, how could he not be sad?

"How so? How could I blame my father as a son? What's more, it wasn't my father who poisoned me, and my son never had the slightest complaint against his father in his heart, although there was before, but now those complaints have all come to naught, because I finally know how much my father loves me. Zhang Rui said with a smile.

It seems that he has never let death go of his heart.

Yes, man is inherently dead, either heavier than Mount Tai or lighter than the feather, and he thinks that his death is heavier than Mount Tai.

Because, he has fulfilled a pair of lovers, and he knows that if he forces Yuehua to marry him, even if he loves Yuehua again, she will not change him in the slightest.

So in that case, let's just let him go completely. In this way, a lot of entanglement and pain are also saved.