Mother said

"Xiaolong, you are still too young to see things more simply, when you grow up and have a broader vision, you will know. Marriage is not only a matter between you and her, but also the family behind her, these responsibilities she can't avoid and must face. Her parents were heavy doctors

The cost of medicine is not a small amount, and you have to spend time going to the hospital every once in a while, who can afford it in the long run?

Don't you go, Li Qin is not happy, you go, after a long time, are you sure you can persevere? Think for yourself if you will feel aggrieved.

Once the marriage is out of balance, only one party is giving, and it also invisibly causes pressure on the other party's heart, and people with a little self-esteem will not be able to stand it.

First of all, her parents, who are sick all year round, and her younger brothers and sisters who are underage, you have to take responsibility for raising them, so that they can go to school and start a family... For the unexpected things in the back, you and Li Qin took on everything that your parents should bear. Do you think that's good? Is that fair to you?

Even if Li Qin is a celestial immortal, it is not worth it for you to enter such a family! Why would you jump in and ask for trouble?"

My parents even forced me to die.

Others fall in love and get married, so simple, smooth and smooth, why is it so complicated to me, maybe those scenery are just superficial, people have their own troubles and happiness.

"Xiaolong, if you insist on continuing to date and marry Li Qin, that day, your father and I will die at your wedding!"

On one side is the elderly parents, and on the other side is Li Qin, who has been in love for two years.

For a moment I was in a dilemma.

Later, after Li Qin learned my true identity and my parents' attitude, she gradually began to distance herself from me, and sometimes met occasionally in the hotel, she just said hello very politely and did not say a word.

Finally one day, Li Qin resigned and left the hotel, went to his hometown to find a job, after all, the salary level of his hometown can not be compared with H City, in order to make money for his younger brothers and sisters to study, his parents to treat diseases, Li Qin worked two more jobs, almost day and night.

Every once in a while, my parents have to go to the hospital to take care of them when they are hospitalized.

I once sent Li Qin 100,000 yuan to ask her to help her family, and after a few days, Li Qin returned it, and she said that since we have no relationship with each other, I have no reason to spend a penny on you.

She wants to earn it herself, how much can she earn, she earns her own peace of mind, she was born in such a family, no matter how hard and tired she is, she must take on the responsibility of taking care of her parents and younger siblings, even if she never marries!

I also hate Li Qin for being so ruthless and rigid.

Half a month later, I used a business trip as an excuse to go to the provincial capital to visit Li Qin and stay with my cousin.

Li Qin is still the original phone number,

I called her, and she hung up as soon as she heard my voice.

I asked the hotel and her better colleagues, and finally found out the address of Li Qin's unit in the provincial capital.

That day, I drove my cousin's car, arrived at the door of Li Qin's unit, parked the car on the side of the road, and secretly stood not far from the door of Li Qin's unit.

Li Qin carried a small black bag cross-body, and hurriedly walked out of the unit after work at noon, I almost didn't recognize it.

Li Qin was dark and thin, looking tired, and her face was like a vegetable.

Li Qin was riding a dilapidated bicycle, and I quietly ran to the side of the road and drove to follow Li Qin.

Li Qin seemed to be in a hurry to hurry, pedaling the bicycle and galloping quickly on the slow lane of the road, and then I don't know what happened, Li Qin stopped the bicycle, took out the mobile phone from the bag and put it next to the ear, it is estimated that it is to answer the phone, Li Qin holds the bicycle handlebar with one hand, holds the mobile phone with one hand and then makes the call, and pedals the bicycle with both feet, maybe he is not paying attention, Li Qin suddenly rode into the fast lane, I was taken aback, pinched a handful of sweat, I looked at her not far behind, a big truck came, and my anxious head sweated! A large truck behind it did not brake the car in the end, at this time, only listened

"Peng!"

With a bang, Li Qin was hit by a large truck and thrown out ten meters away, and Li Qin fell in blood at that time...

Zhao Long's voice was choked, his hand was holding his forehead, Li Qing was silent, his eyes moist.

Li Qing and Zhao Long sat down on the sofa.

Zhao Long continued

I quickly drove the car to the side of the road, called 120, and twenty minutes later the ambulance came to the scene and took Li Qin to the hospital.

"She was hit by a car and her head was shattered on the spot, and the person is dead"

I grabbed the doctor's hand and wailed

"Please, doctor! Gotta save her, gotta save her! She can't die! ”

By the time Li Qin's parents, brothers and sisters arrived, Li Qin had already stopped breathing, Li Qin's parents fainted on the spot, and I worked with everyone to help rescue Li Qin's parents, and I persuaded "Uncle and aunt, you must take care of your health"

Li Qin's parents saw me present, they were furious, and scolded me, Li Qin's parents waved their hands, trembled and pounced on me, tore my clothes, slapped my face and slapped it, I stood there motionless and let them vent,

"It's all you, it's all you who killed my daughter, you accompany my daughter"

Li Qin's younger siblings had hatred in their eyes, stared at me, and shouted at me, "Get out!" Get out! The surname Zhao, don't fake it here! ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Long covered his face with his hands and lowered his head and cried bitterly, like a child.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's too weak."

Li Qing stood up and bypassed the coffee table, stood in front of Zhao Long, and persuaded

"Actually, I don't blame you, how can I blame you? Her parents were also overly sad at the time, and no one wanted such a thing to happen. ”

Li Qing brought the tea, Zhao Long slowly stopped sobbing, and held the teacup blankly,

Li Qing said

"Mr. Zhao, drink some water"

Zhao Long brought the teacup to his mouth and drank it in one gulp.

Zhao Long's mood calmed down.

Zhao Long slowly raised his head, looked out the window, and then recalled:

When I returned to H City from the provincial capital that day, I never wanted to go to work again, I didn't want to go home, and I didn't want to see my parents.

Every day I soak in a bar with a few friends and drink a lot, or I get drunk and fall into my own room in the hotel.

I don't want to see anybody.

I hate my parents and blame them for not supporting me, if Li Qin doesn't go back to her hometown, if she marries me, she doesn't have to work so hard to work a few jobs and work hard to earn money.

It was because my parents were against us getting married that this tragedy happened.

One day I drank too much and fell asleep in the green belt next to the hotel, and was discovered by the attentive Zhang Mei.

Helped me into the room, and I fell back on the bed and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, my room was clean and tidy, with the thick curtains drawn and the sun shining into the room.

There is an insulated bucket on the bedside table that contains porridge.

I felt top-heavy and stumbled into the bathroom.

In the mirror, I was like a devil, with long hair covering my ears, messy and jointed, unshaven beard, and a sallow complexion.

I didn't dare to look at myself anymore, so I turned on the shower, and the cool water poured down from my head and poured all over my body.

My confused mind cleared up a bit.

I combed my hair neatly and shaved my beard. Turn on the shower again and rinse yourself.

I opened the thermos bucket, in the upper compartment, there was some shredded mustard, scooped a spoonful, put it in my mouth, it was so delicious, I held up the thermos bucket in my hand and drank it in one gulp.

An ordinary bowl of white porridge is comparable to a delicacy at this time.

"Knock Knock"

I stood behind the door,

"Who?"

"Long'er, it's me,"

How did the mother come.

I twisted the lock, the door opened, my parents walked slowly into the room, and I closed the door casually.

Parents look around the room.

I haven't seen him for a few days, my parents' hair has turned a lot grayer, and my father's waist has become rickety.

"Long'er, we all know it, we were also good for you at the beginning, but how could this happen? Hey, Li Qin is a good girl, but her family... We feel sorry for you, Long'er."

"Dad, Mom, you, don't talk about it, Li Qin's people are gone, what are you talking about! Don't you just hate her for being poor? Don't worry, you like money so much, you keep your money for yourself, and I don't want it. ”

"Long'er, what are you talking about, we are so old, what do we want so much money for, didn't we fight so hard when we were young for you? Does it make your life more comfortable? ”

The next day, I left a letter for my parents and drove to my hometown.

I sat in front of Li Qin's grave for a whole day.

My cousin called

"Little Dragon, where are you?"

"Brother, I'm in front of Li Qin's grave, I want to accompany her"

"Little Dragon, I'll be there soon"

My cousin drove in a while,

"Xiaolong, you sit here without eating or drinking for a day?"

"Brother, I'm not hungry, I just want to accompany Li Qin here, I hope she can forgive me"

"Xiaolong, what are you messing around, you don't have anything to be sorry for Li Qin, she has passed away, why are you still torturing yourself like this? Li Qin doesn't want you to live like you now! ”

"But if I hadn't broken up with her, she wouldn't have been so tired and wouldn't have had a car accident"

"But if you take out a lot of money to help her, she will feel like she owes you something, and she won't be happy, a girl with such strong self-esteem"

"Let her go in the past, if you really feel sorry for her, then you can help her younger brothers and sisters more in the future"

My cousin asked me to go to his supermarket, to help, to do the work, so that I wouldn't be cranky, and I agreed.

But whenever I have time, I still visit Li Qin's grave.

My cousin advised me

"Xiaolong, you can't go on like this, Li Qinren is no longer here, what about you, you still have to live.

Besides, my uncle and aunt are also old, so it's time to rest. You have to cheer up, you have to take care of this family business. ”

Zhao Long smiled bitterly, looked at Li Qing and said:

Your cousin's supermarket is the supermarket where you go to work. The first time I saw you, I was in a trance.

I thought God favored me and Li Qin was still alive! I was excited.

I intend to know you more about it, and in half a year,