Chapter 43: My Regrets

"Snakes? Cannibalism? Yu Fanyu stared at the panting man with a sweaty face.

"Uh-huh." I nodded and turned away, "That's it." ”

Yu Fanyu finally understood her words, probably having nightmares, but how could she have such strange dreams?

"Yu Fanyu, I want to get out of here." I jumped up and went to the closet to change into a cotton and linen light gray dress.

"Where are you going?" Yu Fanyu looked at Wen Jing who was about to burn in confusion.

"By the way, you transfer 50,000 yuan to my bank card." I said as I went to the bathroom: "It's enough for me to use for a while." ”

Yu Fanyu was still confused for the first time, did she really decide to turn around and leave? How does it feel like abandoned? Is she running away from home?

I hurriedly washed it out, took my backpack on my back, and looked back at the room, where things didn't seem to belong to me.

"Wen Jing, if you step out of this door today, you will never come back." Yu Fanyu really didn't know which nerve she had miswired.

"Well, nothing belongs to me here." I looked at the arrogant man and said cautiously, "Goodbye." ”

Although I am reluctant to let him, at this moment, I really want to imprint him in my heart, the hair that is long above the waist, the long gown that does not change white in all seasons, looking at my eyes slightly narrowed, a sexy thin lips, open my mouth I don't know what he wants to say?

I walked over and gently lifted my feet, wanting to be at eye level with him, but the difference in height, even if I raised my toes, I could only go to his nose, raise my head, and kiss him on the lips.

"I'll miss you."

Yu Fanyu is really not used to her like this, she would rather be heartless and smug like a silly girl, rather than see her preoccupied and bear huge pressure alone.

She is different from before, in addition to scolding and counting people, she will choose to face it herself, what does she want to do?

"Hey, what are you calling me for in broad daylight? I can't compare to you now, and I can still show up in the sun. Chihiro yawned impatiently and walked to the couch and lay down.

"I want you to protect Wen Jing 24 hours a day." Yu Fanyu walked over and kicked Chihiro on the sofa: "You get up for me." ”

"Yo, as long as you are willing to give her to me, let alone 24 hours, I am willing to do it for the rest of my life." Chihiro happily got up and looked at the man with a smile.

"No way." Yu Fanyu turned around and got a bottle of red wine.

"Cut, you can't do it, why do you have to dominate Wen Jing?" Chihiro poured herself a glass of red wine.

"What's not going to work?" Yu Fanyu looked at Chihiro suspiciously.

"A man with thick eyebrows will be afraid of his wife, only tired cattle, not a bad field." Chihiro looked at his lower body: "What do you think about this?" ”

"Don't lift it?" Yu Fanyu looked down: "Who said that?" ”

"Wen Jing, of course!" Chihiro held back a smile vigorously, to be honest, he also suspected that Yu Fanyu was not good, after so many years, he really hadn't seen him make love to anyone.

"" Yu Fanyu was furious, and he smashed a glass of red wine in his hand at Chihiro.

"Oh, don't waste it." Chihiro holds her own red wine glass in one hand and catches the smashed red wine with the other.

"Roll ......"

Chihiro hurriedly drank his red wine in one sip, took another glass of red wine and ran out, ashamed, really embarrassed, was told no by the woman, this man lost face.

However, happy, he had long wanted to humiliate Yu Fanyu, call him crazy, tell him to drag, no, he hasn't always been lukewarm to Wen Jing, why did he suddenly care about her? This is absolutely not normal!

I spent a morning in a chaotic way, all I could think about was the bottle of medicine, and I wondered how I would react after taking it. Seven orifices that bleed to death? Or did you die of a rotten stomach in your intestines?

"Wen Jing, which company do you say we will intern at next year?" Wang Lin looked at the person opposite while eating.

"Next year?" I lowered my head and took a bite of food: "Will I still be there next year?" ”

"You can still fly when you're not there?" Wang Lin pushed her: "Hey, why do I think you're weird today!" Yesterday, that one was lost? ”

I know she said it was my first time: "Xiao Lin, what if I suddenly die one day?" ”

"Of course I'm going to be sad." Wang Lin was startled after speaking: "Xiao Jing, don't you do anything stupid?" The first time it's gone, it's gone, what age is it now, you want me to look at Xiao Qiang, he is good, and he is good to you......"

"Say what?" I reluctantly smiled at Wang Lin: "I'm still here." ”

"Then why did you say that you can't die?" Wang Lin glared at her: "Scared me." ”

"I'm thinking, if one day I'm gone, how many people will be sad for me? And how many people will snicker behind their backs? ”

"It's only me who is sad for you, and Xiao Qiang, and there are probably not many people snickering behind your back, because you are poor! He has no inheritance, and he is alone. ”

"It's too!" Will Yu Fanyu be sad for me? Actually, this is not something I care about, death, that is, the matter of closing my eyes and stretching my legs.

I can't even afford a house when I'm alive, and I don't even have a grave when I'm dead, think about how fast time flies, I'm twenty-one years old, and the best years have come to an end.

In fact, people are really tired of living, I have not enjoyed the love of my parents since I was a child, since I was sensible, I have been worried about firewood, rice, oil and salt, watching other people's little girls wear red and green, I dare not expect anything other than envy.

My grandmother's death deprived me of a home, and from then on, I went with the flow. And the appearance of Yu Fanyu made me feel that life was still very wonderful, but I soon fell into a desperate situation.

I left in a hurry before I had dedicated my first time to him, but he didn't care about me at all, but if I died one day, it would become my regret.

I still remember when I was soaking in the hot spring, he was so gentle to touch, and when I collapsed and felt uncomfortable, he hugged me and comforted me softly: It's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid.

I like to see him squinting slightly and looking me up and down, whether he dislikes me or doesn't care about my gaze, I have already planted his shadow in my heart.

His preoccupied photography, whether it is Quan Yong or Yu Fanyu, they are the most fascinating. Maybe these will be my memories every night before I go to bed, but I think it's a very sweet memory.

Tonight's moon is extraordinarily bright, as if shining into my heart, and it also makes my heart like a mirror, and I have told myself countless times that I would rather die than see him die.

Looking at the small medicine bottle in his hand, he couldn't muster up the courage to open it, it turns out that suicide also requires courage, I don't want to die yet!