Chapter 485: I Have Something to Say to You
Gu Wentao looked at the brilliance in Zeng Yirou's eyes, and the big stone in his heart finally fell.
He took her hand and introduced her one by one: "Look here, it's a miniature version of the living room. When you are idle and tired in the future, you can make tea, drink water, watch TV or books, and take a break here.
This workbench, I thought, a lot of the work you have to do on weekdays is related to a large area of fabric, so I directly asked someone to make a super large countertop for you, and there is a very simple drawer underneath, which can be convenient for you to put some handy small things.
Inside, this tatami mat and Duobao Pavilion, I think you can put some needlework, fabric, sometimes, you can put some small objects you make, you can also sit and lie down here with friends.
The places against the balcony are all facing the sun, and it takes a lot of time for you to embroider, so I arranged for you to be in a well-lit place. However, you don't have to be afraid of direct sunlight and the dried embroidery will fade. In addition to this white veil on the windows on the balcony, I have installed curtains that protect you from the sun and have more than 90 percent of the light. Remember to pull it when you're not using it.
By the way, the lights in the living room, I installed for you are the kind of lamps without shadows used in the operating room of the hospital, you can use them with peace of mind.
You come here, I'll show you, the remaining rooms.
This is the kitchen plus a small dining room, the kitchenware is newly bought and complete. The ingredients in the fridge are waiting for you to need them later, and then buy fresh ones. I only put some somen noodles, eggs, ham, drinks, and other things in it that are easy to store for a long time.
This is your master bedroom, with a top-up wardrobe next to it, and the mattress and futon are new and washed for you.
This is the second bedroom, which is a little simpler, and if you want to bring friends over in the future, you can also stay.
It's the washroom, the drum washing machine and everything is here. β
Zeng Yirou felt like she was soaking in a warm spring hot spring on a cold winter day, obviously it was cold and cold outside, but she enjoyed the comfortable treatment of the emperor.
Gu Wentao arranged them for her one by one, she could laugh, and he did it for her; What she couldn't have imagined, he did it for her.
Every detail shows the other party's care and concern for themselves.
Often the most touching thing is to let the other person feel that you care about him/her!
Gu Wentao simply did this to the extreme.
How could she not be moved?
How can you not waver?!
How can one remain indifferent?
How can you bear to hurt this person who is wholeheartedly good to yourself?!
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But even if she could give up her prejudice and grudges against him, what would it be?
They met at the wrong time, creating a tragedy.
Now, at the right time, it has already been missed.
What's more, she can't let go of the grievances of her previous life.
She doesn't hate Gu Wentao.
After all, from beginning to end, he never failed her.
Even if this is what, can her more than ten years of pain, sadness, and loneliness be easily turned over because of these?!
If this happened in his previous life, would his remorse be able to reawaken her mother and let her have her own children again?!
She always complained about him.
Even though before he died, he heard others say that he was angry for himself, and he has been waiting for himself.
The damage, already there, can never be erased.
What's more, they have all changed over time and through their respective experiences.
Different encounters have made them all different strangers again, and then falling in love with each other has become slim.
Just like now, she has only one gratitude for what Gu Wentao has done.
No amount of emotion can be brewed.
They really can't go back!
She can't let them go on to make any more mistakes, and she can't hurt this innocent person because of her indecision.
She must, for herself, and for Gu Wentao, to come to her senses completely.
Zeng Yirou sat on the sofa, thinking about how to speak.
Gu Wentao looked at Zeng Yirou's surprised appearance just now, and was still thinking about whether there was anything he hadn't noticed that needed to be improved.
If he wants to give Zeng Yirou, he must give the best.
Gu Wentao warmed a pot of water with mineral water, brought it over, poured it for Zeng Yirou, and said, "I just heated boiled water, cool it and drink it again!" Cup kettle or something, I just washed it.
It's a new home, haven't lived in it, and a lot of things haven't been completely changed.
Yirou, you can take a look, what is still missing, just tell me directly! β
Zeng Yirou raised her head, and her eyes just collided into his gentle and serious eyes, the affection, persistence, and firmness in them were about to drown her in an instant.
She bit her tongue to sober herself up, and said solemnly: "Wen Tao, I have something to say to you." β
Gu Wentao looked at her cold eyebrows, and his heart gradually became uneasy, full of desire to survive, which made him want to escape immediately: "That, Yirou, I seem to be still boiling water in the kitchen, I'll go and take a look first, don't boil the water dry......"
Zeng Yirou grabbed Gu Wentao's hand.
Gu Wentao looked down at the slender and tender hand on the back of his hand, obviously he didn't use any strength, but it shackled his entire body like a daughter, making him unable to move.
This is the first time in her life that she has taken the initiative to hold her hand, right?
No, this is also the last time he will be actively held by her in this life!
What an unlucky thought!
He knew that what Zeng Yirou said next must be something he didn't want to hear, but he couldn't bear to give up this short contact.
Zeng Yirou also looked down at the hands of the two intersecting.
The small hand is attached to the big hand, and the white skin rests on the bronze.
In previous lives, their hands were often held like this.
They used to think that this was forever, that this was sweetness, that was happiness.
In the end, I realized how unreliable their hands were, just a few words provoked, and there was nothing left.
She put away this sadness, raised her head, looked at Gu Wentao firmly, and said: "Wentao, there are some things that I think I must make clear to you now, otherwise, it will be a harm to each other, and it will only make this hurt more and more serious."
Wen Tao, when you came to Guxian to look for me in junior high school and high school, at that time, I thought that we were very serious in our studies, we were young, and we had a long way to go, the people we met and experienced a lot of things, and many things that were attached to when we were young, and when we looked back, we would find how naΓ―ve and boring we were.
So, at that time, I just coldly wanted to draw a line with you, thinking, you will definitely gradually understand.
Now, however, I am becoming more and more indecisive and despicable.
While enjoying your kindness to me, I am still struggling with how to alienate you.
This, for you, is unfair.
It's a great disservice to you. β