Chapter 11: This Matter Is Done Late
The carriage was running non-stop, and I was sitting in the same car with Hua Xichi, and he still had that light fragrance on his body, which gradually spread around my heart, getting stronger and stronger.
Sitting next to him, my heart beat faster and faster, and in the face of his demon-like face, my breathing became gradually shorter, which was a feeling that I had never felt for Ah Che, but at this time I was still in the prime stage, too young to know what love was.
"Your Highness, do you believe in fate?" I suddenly said such a sentence, even I was stunned, why did I say such a thing, as I expected, the painting was also a sign first, and then the ice-like eyes were facing me, the light slowly flowed from the bottom of the eyes, and then quickly dimmed, as if the queen remembered some sad past, unstained and Zhu's lips opened slightly, and said: "Believe." ”
After he finished speaking, there was no sound in the car, I didn't continue to ask, I knew that he was in a bad mood now, just looking at his eyes I could see it, only heard the carriage running, the surrounding sound of yo he, at this time the car seemed to be isolated from the surrounding people or things, quiet no longer know how to describe, I can still hear the sound of my own heartbeat, more and more rapid, and feel as if there is something wrong, forget!
I don't know what I'm thinking, my mind has been in a state of emptiness, but I remembered that dream again, Ah Che he killed me, why did he kill me.
I told myself that Ah Che would not treat me like this, Ah Che was a brother in the world who treated me better than Shen Nuo, how could he harm me, this was just a dream. The dream is the opposite, but for some reason, I have a hunch that Ache will do this, Ache he will kill me! What I am thinking about and comforting myself now is actually all self-deception!
"Your Highness, Miss Shen, it's here!" The voice of the guard outside the car called me back, and I came back to my senses, and Hua Xichi took my hand, and the gentleness of the palm spread through my whole body like an electric current, crispy and numb.
Hua Xichi sent me to the door of the house, did not enter, although I had some doubts but did not ask, I thought he should have seen the puzzlement in my eyes, but did not answer, like in the car, all the way speechless, just because of such a question.
I tried to keep my voice as calm as usual, and said, "Then, the courtiers go in first......." ”
Hua Xichi nodded, lightly spit out "um" from his mouth, and left, he didn't look back, but what was the point? From the time I asked him such a question just now, I had roughly guessed that the person he loved was not me, he had someone else in his heart, and he was deeply affectionate, and he felt that his heart was really a little painful.
Suddenly, as if I remembered something, a sour feeling gradually welled up on the tip of my nose, I ran forward and grabbed his hand, he was caught off guard and was about to shake me off, I grabbed him defensively and asked tremblingly, "The person who kidnapped the courtier's daughter, is it you?" Your Highness! He lowered his eyes, his eyes were bottomless, and the words he said seemed to push me into the abyss, at this time how I hoped that he could say "no" even if he lied to me, it could make me feel better, I don't know why I became like this, I just don't want to believe that he was the one who hurt me and was beaten! A white mist slowly appeared under my eyes, and the person who looked at him gradually blurred,
He tried to remove my hand, but I let go of his hand before him and walked towards the house without looking back.
How ridiculous, I knew it was him, but I couldn't believe it, but I had to believe that I had gambled my life on this man who wanted to hurt me.
After entering the mansion, Qing Lian didn't know when she appeared beside me, and she asked suspiciously, "Miss... How do you... Crying...! ”
I shook my head and said, "It's just wind and sand in my eyes." ”
Qing Lian didn't ask any more, but said as if talking to himself: "No wonder! From the moment Qing Lian entered the mansion, except when you and Shen Gongzi parted, they haven't seen each other again, so Qing Lian really thinks about it a lot! ”
I didn't answer Qinglian's words.
After Qinglian finished speaking, she quietly approached my ear again, I stopped, and she said, "Miss, Qinglian has always had a question, I don't know whether to ask or not. ”
"But it doesn't hurt to say it." I said.
"I heard, Miss, you are going to marry His Highness, you and His Highness have only met a few times, do you really like His Highness? That... What should Li Gongzi do? Qinglian thinks that Li Gongzi really likes you. ”
I ignored Qinglian and walked straight to A-Niang's bedroom. I could see that Ah Niang was worried when I accepted the marriage contract, I went to the room to warn the servants not to make a sound, motioned for Qinglian to stand outside the house and watch, pushed open the door, and saw Ah Niang, still as delicate as usual, beautiful jade fluorescent, and there was a faint fragrance of books between her eyebrows and eyes with a hint of sorrow.
I walked lightly and said softly, "Auntie, Qinghuan is here." ”
"Qinghuan, are you back? Let A-Niang see where you are still injured, if you have a face, A-Niang has invited a friend who has helped you polish the high-quality rue, which has been put into your bedroom, and can be used when you go back. A-Niang said softly, her tone a little tired.
A-Niang's liking will not be revealed, she has been kind all her life, gentle and soft, and she will not have any sweet words, even "Huan'er" has never been called, but her love for me has long been heavier than the word "Huan'er".
"Thank you, Auntie!" I kissed A-Niang's face like a little girl, and asked worriedly: "A-Niang, why do I think A-Niang feels that I am in a bad mood for agreeing to this marriage contract today?" What a beautiful scenery, Qinghuan will become the crown princess in the future, you have to be happy! ”
When Ah Niang heard me say this, instead of laughing at this, she raised her eyes like autumn waves, looked at me and asked, "Qing Huan, tell Ah Niang, you really like the prince?" Do you know that A-Niang does not have much pursuit in this life, A-Niang does not want you to enter the palace, you must understand, whether it is the East Palace or the Imperial Palace, as long as you enter the palace, then there is no clear distinction between good and evil, only the heart of the heart is given to you, if you insist on marrying the prince, A-Niang will not stop you, but you have to understand a sentence, it is difficult to draw the skin of the tiger, and it is difficult to know the face of the person but not the heart. ”
I naturally know that if I enter this palace and become this crown princess, it will be difficult for me to escape and be imprisoned in this canary cage for the rest of my life.