Chapter 31: You Don't Know My Tears (1)
"That's it, that, see it, the one with a white face and red lips is called Zhang Kexin, from Yangzhou."
"Ha, this Jiangnan water and soil is really raising people, looking at people's skin, white and pure, like steamed buns just out of the pot, it's really envious."
Zhang Kexin attracted the attention of many people when he walked into Jixiang Academy.
Someone joked to Mo Zhanxiang: "Look at how white people are, look at you, sweet and sour." ”
Mo Zhanxiang is a native of Guangdong, probably because he has been exposed to the sun a lot, and his complexion is ambiguous honey.
Little white face...... Mo Zhanxiang sighed in his heart: It looks really white, soft and thin, if you touch it...... He was stunned for a moment, and somehow suddenly had the idea of touching it.
"In Xia Zhang Kexin, a native of Yangzhou, please take care of me when I first come to the academy." Zhang Kexin stood there, smiling, deeply at everyone.
The spring breeze in April swept past his face and slid to his heart, when he bent over, when he raised his head and smiled, something gently pierced Mo Zhanxiang's heart, and his heart felt as if he was grabbed by a soft little hand, caressing, numb, itchy and ironed.
That's what makes me excited, right?
Mo Zhanxiang didn't expect that this heartbeat would eventually bring death.
Many people in the academy have relationships behind their backs, and he knows this. In the entire academy, there is only one female master, who is still a widow and a widow, who has been awarded the title of the imperial court, although she is not very old in appearance, but after all, it is the Lin family, how many people dare to tease Mrs. Lin? Originally, male sex is a very common phenomenon, the folk have the same eat and lie with the deed brothers, the officialdom in the court prohibits prostitutes, the court is very common, of course, these are the privileges of officials, as a student of the academy, if you go to the court, you will be looked down upon, some things, after becoming famous, the world will boast of elegance, if you have nothing to do, you will be seen as a good product and ruined and unproductive.
So some students with the heart of Longyang secretly looked for people with the same hobby underground, and the pursuit of beauty was common, and suddenly a young man who was as tender and delicious as white tofu came, and several people who were flirtatious were secretly intoxicated, like flies smelling something, and circled around Zhang Kexin every day.
"Kexin, you just came, and if you don't understand the academy, just ask me."
"Ah, Kexin, you are so thin, how do you do such a big pot of clothes, put it away, I'll come."
"Kexin, this is a specialty sent from my hometown, you taste it, hehe, don't be polite to me, we are...... Who's with whom? ”
Wild bees and butterflies surrounded him, and Zhang Kexin couldn't avoid them.
Those people found all kinds of reasons to circle around him, but he couldn't study hard, couldn't read in his room, and even woke up in the middle of the night, and saw the person in the same room standing at the head of the bed, stretched out his hand and touched his face, and said, "Your face is so white, so delicate, like a woman, I don't know what kind of fun you have in your body." ”
Zhang Kexin was terrified, trembling with fright, and got up holding the quilt: "Don't you ...... In this case I ...... Shouted. ”
"Shout, in the middle of the night, if you really make some noise, everyone will think that you and I are upside down, I advise you to bear with it, in fact, between men and men, that kind of happiness is something you can't imagine, try it once and understand, good."
As he spoke, the man pounced.
Zhang Kexin screamed, threw down the quilt and ran away from the door.
He didn't wear shoes, ran barefoot for a while, and finally came to the lotus pond in the back garden, the same house did not dare to chase out, he found that the soles of his feet had been worn by small stones all the way, and his feet were painful. He comes from an ordinary family, and he was finally admitted to Jixiang Academy with longing and dreams, but he didn't expect to be abrupt by so many disciples in just over this month, but the people in this academy have always turned a blind eye to the feelings between men, as long as they don't make a big mess, they can do it casually. He had no way to ask for help, and he was not understood, and he and the master also mentioned that someone was unfavorable to him, and the master smiled: "It's just the friendship of classmates, everyone is warm, don't pay too much attention to it." Some people sneered: "His ass is so good, everyone rushes to ask for it?" Now he is going to die or live, and when he knows the benefits, he is afraid that he will cry and shout and beg someone to him. ”
"That's it, flies don't bite seamless eggs, he can't tell how to be prodigious behind his back, a man like this, he must usually act debauchery and not follow the way of men."
asked for help, in exchange for more terrible foul language, thinking of this, Zhang Kexin leaned against the rock and cried in a low voice.
"Who is weeping here?"
Suddenly a woman's voice came out of the night,
Zhang Kexin raised his head, and through the faint moonlight, he saw a woman parting flowers and brushing willows, and her steps were light towards him.
The hazy moonlight poured on her face, making her beauty a little more calm and tranquil, reminiscent of the warm spring breeze in April, the mother's caressing hands in childhood, and Mrs. Lin's face had a calming power.
"Ma'am." Zhang Kexin hurriedly wiped his eyes, he didn't want to show his weak and incompetent side in front of Mrs. Lin.
Mrs. Lin taught him, and he liked this dignified and atmospheric female master very much.
"What's going on? But someone is bullying you? Mrs. Lin walked over, saw that there were still tears on his face, and sighed, "Maybe those people are circling around you again, right?" ”
There was deep regret hidden in the flat tone, Zhang Kexin's nose was sour, and tears fell uncontrollably.
"Mrs. Lin, I just want to study hard in Jixiang Academy, and in the future, I don't want women or men, and I don't want to be mixed into other people's rights and wrongs, but I just want to study with peace of mind, am I wrong? Now everyone is saying that I am fake and high, and some people intercept me halfway, trying to get involved with me, and just now my fellow housemate actually intended to do that bad thing to me. Why? I didn't want to do this, but everyone laughed at me behind my back, saying that what kind of silver pewter gun head I am, what kind of gun head I am will only be known to my lady in the future, what do you care about them? ”
In the end, he spoke in an agitated tone and said everything unabashedly.
"Because you are too pure and clean, there is no room for such clean people in this world, and those people will do everything possible to pull you into the water and make you stand in the mud like them."
"I don't want to, isn't it so hard to stick to your dreams?"
Seeing Zhang Kexin's painful appearance, Mrs. Lin beckoned: "You come here with your ears, I have a way to slap those people in the face and make an example." ”
Zhang Kexin leaned over, Mrs. Lin's hair slid past his ears, and his heart suddenly moved, and the roots of his ears quickly heated.
Thankfully, it was at night, and she couldn't see it.
Zhang Kexin comforted herself. I heard Mrs. Lin ask, "What do you think?" Where I lead the county master and the superintendent to the school, those wild bees and butterflies will definitely be punished, but you don't have to be soft-hearted when the time comes. ”
She exhaled like an orchid, Zhang Kexin only felt that her body was beginning to weaken, and she didn't dare to come out, for fear of taking a breath and blowing away all the goodness.
It turns out that this is the real heartbeat feeling.