Chapter 493: For You
493:
"Do you know what you're talking about? Do you know what you want to do? It's a felony of killing your head, do you want to die?
Besides, even if you kill him, we can't be together, since I am his wife, I will be his pawn for the rest of my life, and even if I die, I must be his ghost, and I can't belong to you anymore, so you must not do stupid things for me.
I thank you and I'm glad you have said to me, but I don't want you to do those hurtful things to love me.
What's more, although there are many people who rebel all over the world, how many of them have succeeded in rebellion? Yang Yinger said.
Although she knew that he was a stubborn person, as long as he decided that the nine-headed horse would not be able to pull it back, she still tried her best to persuade him not to do wrong things because of impulse, because she didn't want him to be hurt.
"I know you are kind-hearted, but I can't watch you being bullied by them, let alone watching you unhappy, I've been forbearance for so many years, I thought my forbearance would make you feel better, but I didn't expect that in exchange for your repeated bullying, I've made so many concessions, what do you want me to do?
So I have to do these things, and I've planned it, and although I know that the chances of success may not be high, but for your sake, even if there is no chance of winning, I must fight.
I didn't have the courage to stop you, I didn't have the courage to take you away, and now I want to make up for this mistake, and I want to go crazy for you, even if you don't agree. BenQ said firmly.
"Benky, I can understand your feelings, but it won't help to do so, you know that you can't succeed, why do you want to die in vain, so, just take it for me, give up such thoughts, not to mention that I have already told you, even if he dies, I can't be with you.
You know that I am a traditional woman, I will not remarry because he is dead, I will end my life because of his death, after all, he is my first and only man, whether I love him or not.
It's a fact that we are husband and wife, so if you insist on killing him, I won't stop it, but if you want to hurt him, you have to kill me first, otherwise I will definitely stop you from doing it even if I try my best. Yang Yinger said.
He was really happy to be able to do this for himself, as a woman she really liked him and really wanted him to be like this, but as a wife, she would never allow such a thing to happen.
Because this is a great rebellion, he doesn't want her to bear the infamy of the ages for her, and he doesn't want him to ruin the glory and reputation he has accumulated all his life because of him, and she doesn't want him to do these stupid things for her.
"Ying'er, why do you have to be like this! I know I was cowardly, but I've been punished for the rest of my life for not daring to make a choice, do you still want to punish me?
Of course, if you don't want me to do this, then you can go with me, the ends of the earth, as long as you are with you, it doesn't matter, identity, status, glory and wealth don't matter to me.
I only want you, because I only care about you in this world, so I can't live if you die, if you want to be martyred for my father, then I will also accompany you to martyrdom, if you want to die, we will die together. BenQ said.
"It's too late, if you said this to me ten years ago, I would have been so moved that I would have to go with you even if I didn't want my life, but now what do you think is the point of saying such things?
We have missed ten years, we have let each other's feelings cold for ten years, do you think that just a momentary impulse can make up for the mistakes of the past ten years, and can make up for my regrets and heartache in the past ten years?
You're so naïve, BenQ, you're saying, since you know that you are my nominal son, then you shouldn't say these rebellious things, besides, even if I go with you, what will happen?
The world is not the king's land, where can we go? Even if your father doesn't pursue us, my conscience will not be able to get through, because he is good to me, so I don't feel any grievances?
Besides, I don't feel like I'm being bullied. Because I'm pretty good compared to the fighting in the palace?
I thank you for worrying, and I thank you for being so concerned about me, but I won't go with you, and I won't let you do those things, my words are already here, if you want to do these things, you must kill me as soon as possible. She insisted.
Then her tone softened again, and she held his hand and said gently, "You know what? I'm glad you can say this to me, because having a man who can go crazy for himself is the ultimate dream of all female ninjas, and of course I am no exception.
It's just that reason tells me it's not right to do this, and I can't be so selfish as I betray my husband because I want to be with you, whether he uses me as a pawn or not?
In my heart, he is my only man, I hope you can understand, and I hope you can dispel this idea, of course, if there is a next life, I am willing to accompany you crazy once, willing to change my own personality, but now since my name is Yang Ying'er, then I will never change my decision, and I will die with your father.
And I say this not because I like your father, but because I know that I can't violate the bottom line of morality, let alone touch the edge of morality. I will bind myself and you with this name. ”
Therefore, she hopes that he can calm down and not do stupid things, and ten years of time will make up for it no matter what, in that case, let them see each other in the next life.
If there is an afterlife, she is willing to accompany him on an adventure, but now that her name has been decided, she will not change it no matter what, and she will not let herself belong to others again, so even if he takes her to the ends of the earth, her heart will not be on him.
Although she loved him, her heart that she expected him had died ten years ago.
"Are you trying to force me to give up? Ying'er, although it was my cowardly fault that we will have today, and I know that I deeply hurt you at that time, but I know that if I make a decision, then it will be useless, we can't escape the pursuit of my father after all, because I didn't have anything before?
And I have no power and no power, now I have power, and I have hundreds of thousands of elite soldiers in hand, I believe that I can succeed with this alone, I can promise you not to kill my father, but the premise is that he can promise to abdicate to me, otherwise I dare not guarantee it.
Ten years ago, he snatched love from me and robbed me of your most beloved you, and ten years later, I will definitely ask him to return me an apology, and I want you to seek justice for our relationship, and then it doesn't matter what you want to do with me. ”