Chapter 225: Illness
Wanxiang raised her hand and pointed at him: "The Son of Heaven in his teenage years still understands that words are like sweat." Xiao Huaijin! What about you? ”
"Do you think you're right?!"
"Okay, you explain."
Wanxiang eagerly waited for Xiao Huaijin to give herself an explanation, but Xiao Huaijin waited for a long time and didn't say anything, Wanxiang asked eagerly: "What do you say?" ”
"I care about you, I care about this child as much as you do, but he can't come into this world."
His explanation was so pale and weak that she couldn't help but nod her head and laugh at the same time, turned around and walked towards the east courtyard, laughing and laughing, tears fell down.
She turned her back to Xiao Huaijin, as if she was facing the entire palace, and said: "I am a son on your chessboard in this life, and I will do whatever you want me to do."
What kind of love is it about? Hahaha...... It's my absurdity! Amusing! ”
"Juan'er, there are some things that can't be investigated to the bottom of things, otherwise you will only put yourself in distress. You don't need to know why, you just need to know that in my heart, you are above all else. ”
Wanxiang stopped and sneered, and waved her hand with her back to Xiao Huaijin: "The prince's words make you ashamed."
You are the regent who holds mountains and rivers in your hands, and there are some things I don't understand, and I shouldn't understand. It's better to be like this: Regent, you dream of mountains and rivers, and from today you let me go. Luckily? ”
"You're leaving again?"
"I just beg the prince to let him go."
Xiao Huaijin walked behind Wanxiang and told her seriously: "This child will die." ”
"Then please kill me first."
"You ......"
Wanxiang didn't speak, and left Xiao Huaijin step by step. Regardless of whether the child is healthy or not, Wanxiang will let him open his eyes and see the light of this world.
Strong as a silk incense, she couldn't help but shed tears in the end.
The knife of others slashed on her armor, but Xiao Huaijin's knife fell in the softest place in her heart.
is really like Xiao Huaijin, and now he makes people look very puzzled.
He loves her so much, why can't he keep a child?
His ruthlessness made Wanxiang feel that there was nowhere to escape. Wanxiang looked at the front with tears in her eyes, and asked herself if she left Xiao Huaijin, where else could she go?
But no matter where she goes, she is leaving. She wants to leave with her children, the world is so big, there is always a gap for herself to hide.
The snow had dried up the branches of the old tree, and the cold breath had penetrated into the nose of the incense, and she wanted to kneel on the ground and cry.
But she knew that the ground was cold, and she knew that crying hurt her body, and she couldn't cry for the sake of Changning. So he stretched out his hand and grabbed Qiu Di: "Prepare the car, let's leave here today." ”
"Princess, where are we going?"
"Where are you going...... "Ayaka twitched her nose, her eyes red and fell into deep thought: "Where are you going?" ”
Just thinking about it, someone behind him ran over and shouted Juanxiang: "Princess." Qi Houfu sent news that Aunt Sun was forced by Mrs. Qi Hou to hang herself. ”
Does the life and death of others still have anything to do with oneself at this moment? Wanxiang grabbed Qiu Di with her hand and replied coldly: "What's the use of talking to me?" Go and say to Mrs. Qi. ”
"Yes."
As long as Qi Xiao hates Qi Hou and hates Qi Houfu, then someone can hold himself up for a while in Xiao Huaijin's chess game.
Wanxiang finished the last thing she could do for Xiao Huaijin, and finally sighed reassuringly: "Let's go to Beixun." My brother's family is still in Beixun. ”
"The prince will definitely expect the princess to be there."
"He's not going to look for me."
Xiao Huaijin knows himself better than anyone in this world, and he knows that he has a lot of people who can be ruthless, including himself.
Unless he doesn't want to see Wanxiang again in his life, he won't act rashly, let alone stop it.
Qiu Di stopped and suddenly knelt on the ground: "Then please ask the princess to take Qiu Di with you." ”
"Come with me, you may never see General Liang again."
"The princess and General Liang...... The slave maid had already made a choice, didn't she? Qiu Di raised her face and smiled at Wanxiang, who couldn't help but reach out and touch her face, suddenly feeling as if she hadn't smiled so seriously for a long time.
So she didn't bring anything, only a lancet and her own dagger, a carriage with a red lantern, and Qiu Di.
Xiao Huaijin didn't stop her, just stood on the city tower and watched Wanxiang leave. When the car disappeared, Xiao Huaijin still stood on it for a long time and couldn't leave.
The cold wind hit him in the face, making it look even colder.
Liang Cuo stood behind him and asked, "Lord Wang, are we going to go north?" ”
"Nature." Xiao Huaijin looked north with a resolute look in his eyes: "I said that I would slaughter the entire Su clan." ”
"Maybe the prince should confess to the princess, she will understand the princess."
"You're wrong. She loved this child more than she loved me more than she loved herself. Even if she is allowed to enter the world, she can't be asked to move her children to a single penny. This is the heart of motherhood. ”
"In the end, she left the prince with this motherly heart."
Xiao Huaijin turned around and left with his heavy dark sleeves: "So what's the matter?" As long as she lives, she will be my wife one day. ”
……
Leaving the bustling imperial city like a dream and returning to Beixun, this feels like returning to your hometown.
Zangxiang Pavilion is, after all, Xiao Huaijin's place, so Wanxiang didn't settle there. Instead, he turned a few mountains, went around a few streams of water, and found the Liyun Banner that lived in a distant and secluded realm.
Ningshuang stood outside the courtyard with the boy in her arms as if waiting for her for a long time, and as soon as she saw Wanxiang get out of the car, she called the boy in her arms and said, "Ah Yan, call aunt." ”
"Toot toot."
The soft and glutinous sound can sweep away the distress in Wanxiang's heart. Seeing this child is like seeing your own future child.
"Little resentment?" Wanxiang hurriedly stretched out her arm: "Come to my aunt's place and ask my aunt to hug me." ”
The little hands opened towards Juanxiang, pinching and pinching to go to Juanxiang, but Ningshuang didn't mean to give Juanxiang a child: "You have to be more careful with your body." ”
Wanxiang had no choice but to put down her hand and pinched her resentful little face: "How much weight can this little bean dice have?" It's okay to hug it, right? ”
Ning Shuang didn't answer, and asked with a smile: "Do you know that you came here?" ”
Wanxiang lowered her head and thought for a while: "I know, I should know." In this world, I may not have any place to go except the Tibetan Incense Pavilion and here. What about my brother? ”
"He went to the back mountain to collect medicine and hasn't come back yet, go in and wait."
This courtyard is in the mountain stream, and it is hidden in the mortal world. The child sat obediently on the side, and the frost was seriously pounding the medicine.
Wanxiang half-leaned next to her in a daze, such comfort has always been what she wanted.
There is no right and wrong, no grievances, and no complexity and gunsmoke above the temple. She always felt that she was tired, she didn't want to think about the past of the Ten Thousand Poison Cave, and Xiao Huaijin didn't want to think about it.
She just wants to hide here and give birth to the baby properly. It just so happens that I haven't seen my brother for a long time. In the past, I only had Xiao Huaijin in my heart, and I didn't get along well with my brother.
Originally, Wanxiang thought that Liyun Qi would be a little happy to see her, but she didn't want him to have a sad face. It was as if his arrival had caused him a lot of trouble.
Wanxiang speculated in her heart for a long time, and asked: "Is it because I am here, the prince has embarrassed you?" ”
Liyunqi shook his head: "Before you arrived, I received a letter from the prince who sent someone to hurry up. Explain the reason, and tell me to take good care of you. ”
Wanxiang leaned on the soft pillow with the decoction in one hand, and heard Liyunqi say: "You go with the front foot, and the prince will call Mrs. Qi the housekeeper with the back foot." ”
"Just take care of it." Wanxiang took the bitter decoction brought by Qiu Di, and when she spoke, she looked indifferent, as if she expected Xiao Huaijin to do this: "The Pingnan Wangfu family has a big business, and someone has to take care of the affairs in the backyard after all."
Mrs. Qi is the daughter of Qi Hou and has a noble status. is a good candidate to host the feed. ”
"You drove her mother to death."
"She was the one who wanted to kill me first."
Seeing that the incense was so light and breezy, there was a lot of unbearability in Liyunqi's heart. Those can't bear it is not only because of the incense, but also because of Xiao Huaijin.
He turned his head to look at Qiu Di, and Wanxiang put away his smile and said indifferently to Liyun Qi: "Qiu Di is his own person, my brother can say whatever he wants, there is no need to avoid it." ”
Li Yunqi took a deep breath, and finally asked, "Does this kid have to do it?" ”
Just when she was complaining from Yunqi, Wanxiang had already guessed what her brother meant, and she also expected that her brother knew something she didn't understand.
Perhaps, that incident was the reason why Xiao Huaijin did it to himself.
So Wanxiang asked back: "What do you mean by this, brother?" ”
"Maybe the prince loves you far more than you love him."
Wanxiang turned her face away, obviously not wanting to talk about it with Liyunqi.
"You must be curious to know why the prince is so cruel."
"If he didn't say it himself, it's no wonder I left."
"You know there's a saying that 'the world is unpredictable, and human feelings are always impermanent'. Wan'er, you are the most unbearable one for Xiao Huaijin in this 'unpredictable world'. ”
"You mean...... Heart disease? The corners of her lips twitched, and she couldn't believe that she had guessed correctly. Liyun Qi sighed lightly, and turned his eyes to look away: "Wan'er is smart, a little light, you will understand." ”
"I don't know!" Wanxiang sat up, put down the medicine bowl and grabbed Liyunqi's wrist: "What do you mean?" ”
was asked by Wanxiang, and Liyunqi's eyes turned red, and he didn't know how to say those words. Ning Shuang brought the resentment to Qiu Di: "You take him out." ”
"Yes."
Then sat next to Wanxiang: "Wan'er, the prince went to the imperial city alone for you, he loves you, and naturally loves your children." He knows you're going to hurt, and he's only going to hurt more than you. ”
As he spoke, Ning Shuang looked back at Liyun Qi, and waited until Liyun Qi nodded before condensing frost continued.
"You don't have a heart disease at all."
"What's that?"
"You were fined fifty rods by Empress Zhao before, do you remember what Gazan and her traditions used to poison you?"
Akika nodded.
"Your brother has spent all his life learning and has not eradicated this poison. You were seriously injured many times in the northern expedition with the prince, and you went back to the imperial city to save Gazan from losing a child. By that time, you were already a candle.
Later, you went back to the imperial city to assassinate the first emperor, and you struggled for a while in the prison, inducing residual poison in your body. When the prince rescued you, your breath was weak and critical, and even the imperial doctor in the palace said that you had less than three years to live. ”
“……”
"If the prince doesn't say it, naturally no one dares to tell you to know. He searched all over the world, thinking of the Fa to tell you to take those so-called elixirs, and his illness only turned around slightly.
Imperial Doctor Zhao who gave you a pulse in the palace, that is, the doctor Zhao you met later, was told by the prince to resign and devote himself to treating you.
Later, when you became pregnant, Imperial Doctor Zhao said that if you didn't have this child, you might be able to live for five years. If this child is born, you may not even live for half a year.
Don't you realize that since you have this child, your body has become more and more uncomfortable? ”
Wanxiang thought about it carefully, and muttered, "Yes...... It seems like this......"
"So, the prince made a move on this child. He believes that life is meritorious, even if it is only three or five years, he will try his best to make you live. As long as you live, he can do without anything, you understand? ”