Chapter 286: Hate Me, I Want You to Remember Me for the rest of your life
Beads of sweat oozed from Jin Xuan's forehead, and he kissed me hard, his big hands already starting to get restless. He didn't care about my resistance, like the first time I met him......
I silently thought to myself, the two of us have finally come this far, right? Tears were already beginning to fall, running down my cheeks.
At this time, Jin Xuan's kiss began to slowly weaken. He began to kiss the tears on my face non-stop, so gentle, and my eyes unconsciously glanced at him, Jin Xuan, is he crying?
"Jin Xuan, let's get together and disperse, can't we?" Taking advantage of the gap, I held back tears and wanted to have a final conversation with him.
It's here to ask for me, I don't want to ...... More reluctant.
I didn't want to have physical entanglements with him anymore, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to suppress my feelings for him. I'm scared I'm going to be ruthless, I'm scared...... I'm still soft-hearted after all, and in the end, isn't it a separation?
"No, I can't. Woman, I'd rather you hate me, but I also want you to remember me for the rest of my life...... You are my Lu Jinxuan's woman, now and in the future, in this life, if I am really reincarnated, then in the next life. "Maybe when Jin Xuan said such things to me before, I would be moved.
However, since I have been through so much, I have found that I have changed a lot. The mood is also very different from before.
In the past, I believed in Jin Xuan wholeheartedly, no matter what he told me, I would not question it, and I would even simply think that he loved me. But not now, I'm not the stupid girl I used to be, Jinxuan, I won't believe you as stupidly as before.
Perhaps, Gu Zhihan is right, I should have my own life. I am a human being, I should have a future, and Lu Jinxuan is not the only one in my world.
"No matter what you do to me, my heart is dead. Lu Jinxuan, I'm not your woman, and I don't want to be your woman. Not daring to look into Jin Xuan's eyes, I turned my back to him and wiped the tears from my eyes when he wasn't looking.
"See if you love me or not, I naturally have a way." I clearly saw a smile hanging on the corner of Jin Xuan's mouth. I suddenly had a very bad feeling in my heart, and I was worried that what I feared most would happen......
Sure enough, Jin Xuan was no longer satisfied with just stroking my body.
He stripped off all of his dark green shirt and tossed it aside. Pulling me back into his arms, my clothes were in pieces.
"Jinxuan...... Don't, I don't want to...... I don't love you anymore, don't touch me! I crossed my hands over the key position on my chest, and my face was already flushed.
In front of him, I still want to keep my last dignity. But Jin Xuan didn't give me such a chance at all.
"Then let your body tell me if you love me or not." As soon as Jin Xuan's words fell, his kiss hit me again, landing on every inch of my body.
It seemed that at that moment, my body was like a raging fire, roasting me hot. I tried not to let myself make the slightest sound, so I silently endured the fierce impact of Jinxuan again and again.
"What are you doing with your mouth covered? Say what you want, and you can say what you want...... Women, why bother yourself so much? Look, isn't your body still very honest? Lu Yao, you love me, right? I clutched my mouth and sobbed softly.
I had forgotten how long it had been between me and Jinxuan, and then when I got up, a feeling of nausea hit me, and I hurriedly got dressed and threw up beside me.
"Lu Jinxuan, you are always like this...... Do everything according to your own ideas, and do what you want. Have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever thought about me when you wanted to do something? "I'm standing here with messy hair, like a madwoman.
I shouted hysterically at Jin Xuan, trying to vent all the emotions in my heart.
"Lu Yao, I follow my own ideas, isn't it right for me to do this? For the past thousand years, I have done whatever I wanted, why don't you understand my feelings for you? Lu Yao, what do you want me to do? Jin Xuan also looked extremely aggrieved.
But Lu Jinxuan, this is not the love I want at all.
I pondered for a moment, then said softly, "I want you to leave me completely and not appear in front of me. By the time the underworld deals with me, I hope there isn't the slightest relationship between the two of us. ”
Come to think of it, it's still the same answer. Between the two of us, that's really all there is to it.
Lu Jinxuan, I'm going to really say goodbye to you. After this goodbye, maybe it really will be goodbye. However, in that part of my heart, it was hard and a little painful.
"Lu Yao, are you really so ruthless? Do we have to get to where we are today? Don't you want to give me a chance? "Jin Xuan asked me several questions in a row.
I've been hesitant and don't know how to answer.
"Yes, yes...... If you don't give it, let's just leave it at that. "I twisted my thighs with my hands, and I desperately told myself that I must not be infected by Jinxuan's sweet words again, it is not easy to get to this point, I should cherish it more.
"Well, since you want me to promise you this, then why don't I come to a favor? Lu Yao, I promise you...... When the affairs of the underworld are taken care of, I will not bother you. Jin Xuan said silently, his eyes full of a kind of loss.
I looked at him and didn't know how to comfort him. I'm afraid that at this moment, I'd better not say anything, let alone do anything, I'm afraid that I won't be able to control it, I will forgive Jinxuan again, and I will want to be with him again for a lifetime.
"You swear, if you trouble me in the future, then you will never be in this position of Hades." I know that in Jin Xuan's heart, the position of Hades has an extraordinary role.
He put in a lot of effort to become the new Hades. What Jin Xuan did for the position of Hades had actually gone beyond what he had done to me. So, I guess, if he swears in the name of Hades, he won't regret it.
"Okay, I'll promise ......" Jin Xuan's voice trembled slightly, but he still agreed.
"Well, Lu Jinxuan...... Go and make the final end with Mo Yuan, I'll accompany you ......" This is probably the last thing that will be entangled between me and him. By the time this is over, we'll really be strangers.
Jin Xuan walked outside without looking back, and at this moment, there was a sound of haha laughter outside.
The voice sounded familiar, like I'd heard it there, but I just couldn't remember it.
"Daddy...... Daddy...... "A teenager's voice came, is this Hee-jiu? However, we didn't go to save Heejiu, why did he come out on his own?
I know that Hee-kyu doesn't have that much ability yet, unless someone is behind him to help him. And this person is probably the weird "haha...... Haha...... "Laughing man."
Who is behind the scenes? And this person naturally has such a great ability, he must know that he is against Mo Yuan by doing this, who has the courage in the underworld?
Not to mention, I really have such a suitable candidate in my heart. Even, I thought of what he said when he said goodbye to him, he said: Girl, we will meet again.
"Master, why are you?" When Mo Xuan appeared in front of Jin Xuan, Jin Xuan's eyes straightened. He probably never expected that the wandering Mo Xuan would appear here, right?
"Good boy, we haven't seen each other for a long time! Haha, my apprentice's daughter-in-law is also here, it seems that I didn't come in vain today! No, I've got your two precious sons too, isn't that a huge surprise? Mo Xuan winked at me from time to time as he spoke.
At first, I didn't understand what he meant. Simply later, I thought of the mess he had before, I'm afraid I didn't want Jin Xuan to know. So, I closed my mouth very cooperatively and didn't say anything.
"What, you know?" Jin Xuan looked at me and Mo Xuan in surprise.
"I'm afraid the whole underworld knows about you and this girl, and I don't want to know how difficult it is. Didn't I tell you a long time ago, don't look at your master, I'm not here all day, but this underworld is full of my eyeliner, so ...... You know, haha, haha......" Mo Xuan smiled.
Sometimes, I really envy Mo Xuan, I always feel that he lives a very happy life, as if I have never seen any sadness and sadness on his face.
"Uncle, the relationship between me and Jinxuan is over, and I am no longer your apprentice and daughter-in-law. So...... I hope you don't call it that again in the future. "I didn't even think about it, so I told him all the real relationship between me and Jinxuan, so that a lot of trouble was avoided.
After all, there is no involvement or involvement between me and Jin Xuan, and if Mo Xuan says this again, it will be bad after all.
When the kid from Xijiu saw me like this, he actually cried, and then hugged me in his arms, "Mom, I'm sorry...... Are you angry with your father because of Xijiu's relationship? Last time, it wasn't that Hee-kyu deliberately didn't want to recognize you. It's just that Daddy wants to protect Mom, and I hope Mom won't be separated from Daddy......"
It turns out that this is the case, although Jin Xuan had already told me before, but when this matter was said in Xi Jiu's mouth, the meaning was different.
I gently put my arm around Hee-gu and whispered, "Silly boy...... Don't cry......"
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