365. Grow up
Zhou Jin wrote a letter just to routinely ask Xu Shu's eyes, and then informed Gao Zhinan's current situation, the rest is some "gossip", Zhou Jin did not ask Xu Shu why he didn't reply in the letter, and this time Xu Shu still didn't plan to reply.
After reading the letter, Xu Shu was stunned for a long time with Mr. Qin's medicine, and all the emotions finally turned into a sigh, the more she didn't want to have anything to do with it, but the deeper she was involved, and she stroked the cloth belt that covered her eyes, Xu Shu's mood was very complicated, although her eyes still couldn't see, but the jerky eye sockets gradually felt moisturized, and the stiff eyeballs could move in the eye sockets, and she could finally feel the existence of the eye organ, rather than a simple ornament.
Xu Shu was immersed in his own thoughts when he heard that Xu Xue came to report that Xu Wei was coming, and after being stunned, he also guessed that Xu Xiao should have heard the news that he was still alive and secretly followed the Li family.
"Ninth Sister ......" arrived at Lingxue Courtyard, and Xu Wan ran directly over the snow to the house.
Xu Shu sat on the chair and waited for Xu Shu's arrival, seeing the living Xu Shu, Xu Shu finally believed that Xu Shu was still alive, wiped her tears and choked, and didn't say a word for a long time, just crying hard, the more she cried, the more fierce she became, as if there were countless grievances in her heart and nowhere to confide.
"Okay, if you cry again, your eyes are swollen and you're going to be scolded when you go back!" Xu Xiao should be happy to cry so sadly, happy that she is still alive, Xu Shu's already cold heart finally has a little temperature, and she is as delicate as Xu Wan has finally grown up, and there are still people in the Xu family who care about her.
"Then I won't go back!" Xu Shu wiped her face, but she gradually stopped crying obediently, but she couldn't help but raise her eyes to look at Xu Shu, she and Xu Shu were rivals in the past, and she couldn't see Xu Shu good, she always felt that Xu Shu had robbed Li's attention and took away her share of maternal love, and she couldn't wait for Xu Shu to disappear from her eyes forever, but she didn't feel the slightest joy when Xu Shu disappeared, but felt sad in her heart, and had an urge to cry, just like at this moment she also had an urge to hold Xu Shu and cry again.
Hearing Xu Wei say that she would not go back to Xu's house, Xu Shu just smiled and did not answer, but Xu Shu emphasized again, "I really don't want to go back to that home, go back to that yard!" ”
Gradually sensible, Xu Wei found that the Xu family was full of hypocrisy, hypocritical husband and wife, hypocritical mother-daughter relationship, hypocritical sisterhood, all of which made Xu Wei disgusted, but she couldn't get rid of it, she could only be imprisoned in the cage of the Xu family like a canary, at this moment she was extremely envious of Xu Shu's current life, she could stay away from the Xu family, away from those suffocating hypocrisy, if she could go back to a year ago, she was willing to be the one who gave the marriage, even if she stayed in the distant and barren ridge for the rest of her life, she did not regret it.
Xu Shu's tone revealed the vicissitudes of life that did not belong to her age, it seems that the Xu family has not stopped in the year that Xu Shu left, or it is because of Xu Shu's departure that the Xu family has begun to stop, because what happened to the Xu family before was settled by Xu Shu, Xu Shu is gone, how can he be calm?
It's just that Xu Shu has no intention of asking these things, but even if Xu Shu doesn't ask, Xu Shu has already begun to chatter about what happened to the Xu family in the year that Xu Shu left.
"Since you left, Sister Jiu, my father and mother have stopped talking, not only have I stopped talking to my mother, but I have even ignored my grandfather and grandmother, and after you 'died', I didn't go to the official office, and I drank at home every day, and then I was reprimanded by my grandfather to get a little better......"
At the beginning, Xu Hui chose a son between his son and his daughter, Xu Shu completely broke off the father-daughter relationship between her and Xu Hui, and at this moment I heard Xu Hui talk about Xu Hui's various performances after she left, I only felt disgusting, since Xu Hui had made a choice, he had to face the consequences of his choice, is this coy attitude to relieve the guilt in his heart, or to leave a good image of a loving father in the eyes of outsiders? No matter which one it is, she Xu Shu has no leisure to accompany him to play, so he is really sincerely repentant, the last sentence of today should never be spoken, everyone understands what kind of consequences will be waiting for her when she returns to Xu's house, but he can still open his mouth!
Seeing Xu Shu frowning, Xu Wei hurriedly finished talking about Xu Hui in a few words, "My father and my mother have almost no contact now, and even the seventh brother was moved to the outer courtyard by my father, after the third sister-in-law entered the door, my father entrusted the daily life of the seventh brother to the third sister-in-law, and now the seventh brother can't go back to the inner courtyard for ten days and half a month, and the mother has made trouble with my grandmother several times, but even the seventh brother is reluctant to go back to the inner courtyard to my father, and my mother finally has nothing to say, but because of this, I don't like the third sister-in-law, and I always feel sorry for the third sister-in-law...... The marriage between the seventh sister and the fourth prince of Qi is scheduled for next year, and the seventh sister has been embroidering dowries in the house for a year, and she doesn't go out much, and I haven't spoken to her for a long time......"
Xu Ting hasn't spoken to Xu Ting for a long time, firstly, because after gradually learning Xu Ting's true face, Xu Ting can no longer face such a Xu Ting, and she doesn't know what to say to her, and secondly, because for Xu Shu's "death", Xu Ting blames Xu Ting in her heart, so she doesn't want to talk to Xu Ting.
"By the way, I know the news that you are still alive because I heard what Mingxiu said to Ye Qing, and the seventh sister must also know that you have returned!"
Xu Ting knows?
What can Xu Ting do if she knows? Does she dare to speak out? Even if you dare, who can you tell it? How could the Xu family allow her to tell others about this?
Xu Shu didn't care, "If you know, you'll know, it's not a big deal!" ”
Xu Ting always felt that it was not a good thing for Xu Ting to know that Xu Shu was back, but she couldn't say what was wrong, she had heard a little about the holy decree she gave to her last year, and she always felt that Xu Ting was not doing it right, and she couldn't let the Li family take Xu Shu for her because she didn't want to, and now Xu Ting inquired about Xu Shu's news again, Xu Ting subconsciously felt that it was not a good thing, thought about it, and finally said, "Ninth sister, you ...... Be careful yourself, it's hard to come back, don't be calculated again, you live alone now, you have to be careful in everything, on the way to today, listen to what those people said, your mother is very dissatisfied with you...... "Xu Shu went to marry Xu Ting, and obeyed Li's wishes, it stands to reason that Li should feel ashamed of Xu Shu, Xu Shu doesn't understand where Li's dissatisfaction with Xu Shu comes from."
Xu Shu chattered so much, and every sentence was for her sake, Xu Shu couldn't help but laugh, "I haven't seen you for a year, and the tenth sister is very different from before!" I will also care about people! ”