Chapter 4 Reminiscing about the past, all of them are dead

Xiao Qi prepared clothes and food according to Su Qiyu's request, walked to the door of Cangzi's dream room and said, "Girl, the son asked the slave to prepare clean clothes for you. ”

She didn't know Cangzi Meng's identity, but she thought that it would be better to take good care of the people who could make her young master unable to see through her mind.

"Come in."

After Xiao Qi opened the door and entered, Cangzimeng raised her eyes and looked at her twice. He asked, "You changed my clothes?" ”

"Yes, there's another one, which will help you make medicine. I'll help you up and drink some porridge. ”

"Thank you."

The word thank you has never been uttered in the past. As a noble princess, there is no need to thank people who are humble in their status. But now, you need to get used to it.

Xiao Qi used a pillow to cushion Cangzi Meng's back to make her posture a little more comfortable. Cangzimeng clenched his teeth and endured the pain at the base of his left leg.

This pain on his body is nothing compared to what his father and queen mother and his brother have endured. If you can't even bear this, then how to avenge your country if you live in the world.

So, she had to endure.

After sitting down, Xiao Qi picked up the porridge and fed her with a white jade spoon.

Because he was in a coma for too long, something suddenly entered his stomach, Cangzimeng was a little uncomfortable, and he couldn't eat it after two bites.

Stretched out his hand to gently block the porridge that Xiao Qi handed over again, and said, "I've eaten well, please help me change my clothes." ”

Xiao Qi didn't force her to finish eating, after putting down the bowl, she picked up her clothes, put them on the stove and baked them, and said: "The slave maid will help you warm your clothes first, the upper body of the cool clothes is very uncomfortable in this winter." ”

Her serious way of warming her clothes made Cangzi dream of the palace maids who used to be meticulous to herself. Now, they should have all left with Beizhao. I don't know where the bones are......

Thinking of this, Cangzi Meng's eyes darkened, and turned flat and unwavering.

She doesn't understand here, although Su Qiyu saved herself, but there is no guarantee that she can be a new person wholeheartedly, including this maid.

She was afraid, afraid that she would meet someone like Jiang Li again.

Change into clean clothes and lie down again. Xiao Qi walked out, and only Cangzi Meng was left in the room again.

A ...... alone

Once upon a time in the palace, she liked to be alone the most, and often threw off the palace maids around her and ran to the corner by herself for a while.

Now, there is no need to hide, no need to run, no need to think about how to avoid the eyes of my father, but there is no original happiness, but endless loneliness comes from all directions, and the surrounding encirclement and suppression are impassable.

There was no anxious shouts of the palace maids in his ears, and there was no seemingly angry but extremely cherishing eyes of his father and queen mother in front of him, and there was nothing.

She hated, hated Jiang Li, who destroyed all her happiness, and hated the Nansheng soldiers who chased and killed her and her imperial brother. hates himself even more, and he doesn't listen to everyone's advice and threatens to marry Jiang Li.

The fantasy of the Arabian Nights has finally been shattered.

"Xinning, since ancient times, emperors have been ruthless, and not everyone is as loyal to the queen mother as your father. You are the only princess of my Beizhao, and you are destined not to be bound by the love of your children. The queen mother doesn't want you to participate in the chaos of the emperor's family, don't marry Jiang Li, okay? ”

This was the last conversation between the queen mother and her, and until now Cangzi Meng regrets the answer she gave at that time.

She said: "But the queen mother, Erchen likes Jiang Li, and Jiang Li is the prince of Nansheng, why don't you ask Erchen to marry him?" ”

"Alas, that's it, you really like it, and the queen mother won't force you."

Because she really likes Jiang Li, how could her father and queen mother stop her since she was a child.

So, her decision hurt the whole country.

The day when Ambassador Nan Sheng proposed his marriage was the day when Jiang Li rebelled.

She was happily waiting for her future husband's arrival, but unexpectedly witnessed her fiancΓ© pierce her father's chest with a long sword.

For the first time, she felt that people's hearts would be colder than the ice and snow in the cold winter, the cold was biting, and the cold made people panic.

She is also deeply aware that the imperial family outside of Beizhao is really ruthless.

The sweet words that once came out of Jiang Li's mouth are just nonsense used to deceive people's hearts now.

Staying together for a lifetime, in a country like Nansheng that regards women as mustard, is a big joke......