Chapter 33: Life may not be happy, death may not be bitter
When I turned around, I saw him walking to my bedside, looking down at me, and twisting the cup for me: "Xiaofan, I'm sorry, I finally failed, the human brain is indeed a very complex thing, relying on the current level of science, it is impossible to make you wake up......"
Li Jiale's tone was frustrated.
I saw my dad and my mom coming over, and they were talking to him about something, as if they were comforting Lee Ka Lok.
Looking back, I found that Tang Muzhou was gone.
I looked for him everywhere, and it was as if he had evaporated from the world.
And I can't find the place I came in anymore, I'm locked up here, I can't go anywhere, I can only watch my parents every day, watch them watch over me.
I looked at my parents, who were numb and took care of me.
Even though I turned over several times a day, my back was covered with bedsores.
Because of lying still for a long time, my body became very bulky and weighed at least twice as much as before.
The nurse brought in anti-inflammatory drugs, my dad turned over my body, and my mom applied medicine to my wounds one by one, and the abscesses and blood stains flowed down my back, and the whole wound festered without looking.
My dad is in his fifties, and he keeps panting when he holds me.
Zhou Xiaojuan also looks a lot older.
Her whole body, as if she was so tired that she was out of shape, flattened my body, sat on a stool on the side, and kept banging on her back.
Zhou Xiaojuan and Tang Sihai used to quarrel every day.
Since my accident, the two of them have not mentioned divorce once.
If there's anything good about what happened to me, it's that the relationship between my parents has become harmonious.
Li Jiale came to see me every week, and he would do it next to my bedside, take my hand and talk to me, and then look back at the numbers on my life detector with a numb face.
My dad was standing on the balcony with him that day and talking.
He asked Li Jiale to find a new one, don't wait for me.
After Li Jiale was silent for a while, he told my dad that he had bought a house in Qingshen County, and my dad hummed. Li Jiale said again: "The house was originally going to write the names of me and Xiaofan, but she is in this situation now, and she can't go through the formalities......"
After a pause, he added:
"I bought this house for Xiaofan, no matter when she wakes up, she can live in it."
From that day on, Li Jiale left and never came back.
I don't know where the house is.
In fact, to be honest, I really hope that he will find another person, just like my half-dead appearance, if he wakes up one day, it can only drag him down.
Every day in the hospital, I spend a lot of money.
I watched my mom go over and settle the bill, and it was tens of thousands at a time.
In the communication between the two parents, it seems that the tube building has been sold, and the chicken noodle shop has long since ceased to operate.
I was standing by when they said these things.
I said in my heart that it was not uncomfortable, but it must be false.
Every day, I huddled in the corner, looking at the pot of orchids on the trellis, in a daze.
The floral fragrance is very light, but the smell is difficult to feel comfortable.
My dad said that this dendrobium is a life-saving fairy grass, and I will wake up if I have it, but Zhou Xiaojuan is skeptical about this, she said that the flowers are white, just like the ghost orchid that blooms on the grave, which is unlucky.
The two quarreled a few more times about it.
The nurse rushed over to say hello and tell me to be careful, and the two of them shut up.
When the weather was hot, Tang Sihai went to open the window.
On the edge of the window, a black thing burst in.
The thing circled around the middle of the room a few times before landing next to my pillow.
Zhou Xiaojuan quickly went up, picked up a thermos cup and hit it.
The thing made a "whoop" call.
My mom picked up its corpse and threw it in.
Tang Sihai said: "This thing eats mosquitoes, what are you throwing it for?" ”
My mom said, "Bats have poisonous teeth, and if you bite into a small meal, it's bad." ”
My days in the hospital have been longer, and my patients have increased.
It was a little girl, about five or six years old, in a floral dress, with a mole on the left eyebrow like mine.
Zhou Xiaojuan said that she looks a lot like me.
She has leukemia and is waiting for a bone marrow transplant, she has been waiting for half a year, and it has not been her turn.
She came to see me that day and said she had brought a toy.
After saying that, she took out a chicken head mask from her pocket, put it on her head, and made a few chicken crows at me, and my father and mother smiled for the first time in a long time.
I stood aside and looked at the head of the chicken, but my body trembled.
At this moment, a woman outside the ward was crying, and her voice was miserable.
When the girl heard this, she ran out.
I went out with me, and I saw a woman in the hallway, kneeling on the ground and crying hoarsely.
Someone next to her was trying to persuade her.
The woman whimpered and cried: "My third son, did you just leave your mother and leave?" ……”
Listening to her cry, people around her also began to wipe their tears.
After a while, the woman was helped away. During the communication with the people next to me, I learned that her son had died. The cause of death seems to be cardiopulmonary failure.
I didn't know exactly what the deceased's name was, but I could tell that his surname was Chen.
I heard someone say, "This man, you really have to pay attention to your diet, how can your body stand overeating, you are not yet 20 years old, and you are 500 pounds, so don't you have any diseases?" Everything has a degree, what to eat, it's easy to eat, it's hard to spit it out, people have a lifetime, it's just a little Yilu, and it's gone after eating......"
Hearing this, I also muttered, "Yilu...... Elul ......"
After the crowd dispersed, I had to go to my hospital room as well.
At this moment, I was at the end of the corridor and saw Tang Muzhou.
I thought he was coming to see me, and I didn't care at first. After such a long time, I have become accustomed to it, I have been watching my body every day, and I have long been used to not being seen by anyone.
I stared at him for a few seconds before returning to my hospital room.
At this moment, I saw Tang Muzhou grab my arm: "Tang Xiaofan, are you still doing well during this time?" ”
I was stunned: "Tang Muzhou, you ......"
Just as I was about to say something, Tang Muzhou shushed at me, and then he pointed behind me: "Do you still recognize him?" ”
Turning around, I saw a man.
That person was the tattooed man I saw on the minibus.
When there was a car accident, he was the one who rescued me from the river.
The tattooed man stood in the doorway and looked at me, but didn't go in.
I stood beside him, only to hear him sigh, and then said softly: "Life may not be happy, death may not be bitter, what is the meaning of living like this?" ”
I was puzzled by this.
After I watched the tattooed man leave, Tang Muzhou on the side stared at me and asked me if I remembered it?
My mind flipped violently:
That day in the car, I watched as a huge torrent rushed down the car.
At the same time, I saw the girl who was sitting next to me getting up and trying to jump out of the window.
I stepped forward quickly, and I was so strong that I pushed her away.
Sticking to the window, the whole car is screaming, except for this window, all the doors and windows can't be opened, and the people behind tell them to jump down quickly and don't get in the way.
Looking at the rushing river below, I was scared.
Looking back, the torrent had almost reached the minibus, and I gritted my teeth and jumped out of the window......
In this way, I became the only survivor of the minibus.
Looking back at Tang Muzhou again, I understood everything.
I laughed.
Then I pulled the piece of red girl out of my pocket.
One last glance at my parents, I put them in my mouth and chewed hard......
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