Chapter 51: Alive
When he opened his eyes, he thought he had come to the underworld. If he had a choice, he would definitely choose not to come back.
"Brother Zheng......" Luo Yansha was buried in his chest crying.
He woke up, but preferred not to wake up. At first, I just couldn't believe it, I couldn't believe that I saw Luo Yansha and Xue Ji again, and then my expression began to be sluggish, as if I had nothing to love. How good it would be to die, he thought. He would rather have crossed the Nai He Bridge, drank Meng Po soup, and forgot about this life completely. He would rather wake up and never know who they were.
"Brother Zheng, don't scare me! Would you like to say something? Luo Yansha pleaded.
Lin Zheng turned a deaf ear, only thinking about begging for death, wanting to raise his right arm, but he didn't have the strength at all. It seems that the only feasible way is probably to bite your tongue and kill yourself. He was ruthless, and his teeth were just about to bite down, but his jaw was pinched by Yukihime.
"What are you doing!" Luo Yansha exclaimed.
"Want to die?" Xue Ji's tone was extremely cold, "She exchanged half her life for you back, is this your reward for her?" ”
Lin Zheng's face was like ashes, but his lips trembled slightly, two lines of tears poured down, he looked at Luo Yansha, and only said a few words in his mouth: "For...... Why save me? ”
"Brother Zheng!" Luo Yansha hugged him, "You don't want to be like this, I beg you not to be like this, okay?" ”
He closed his eyes, as if he wanted to be cut off from everything in front of him, but the hot temperature of tears reminded him that he was alive. He didn't want to, he really didn't want to.
"Kill me."
"Brother Zheng, don't ...... it"
"Kill me."
Yukihime wandered a few steps, then returned to his side, looked down at him, and said, "Since you are bent on death, I will fulfill you." ”
"Don't!"
She couldn't stop Xue Ji, but when she saw Xue Ji casually holding the lamp, she leaned over to him and said in a low voice, "Look at it." ”
Lin Zheng was a little afraid in his heart, and he couldn't help but do as he said, in the firelight, there was no deadly spell, only the illusion of the slaughtering clan. The screams are changing, the dead are scattered, where is this a gift to him, it is tantamount to Ling Chi for him!
"Take it...... Take! He couldn't bear to look at him, he closed his eyes and struggled in pain, trying to shrink his body further, but Yukihime didn't allow him to run away.
"Look at them, look at them! This is what your dead people look like! Your father's head was hung at the gates for ten days and ten nights, to be eaten by vultures! The bodies of hundreds of your loved ones are abandoned in the wilderness and there are no corpses! Look at what they looked like when they died! It's so easy for you to die! ”
"Kill me! Kill me! Lin Zheng was emotional, trembling all over, and was overwhelmed with grief. Luo Yansha rushed forward and wanted to pull Xue Ji away, but was pushed away.
"Please! Don't push him anymore! Luo Yansha couldn't cry.
"Open your eyes!" Xue Ji roared, Luo Yansha was shocked, this was the first time she saw Xue Ji showing such terrible emotions, and she shuddered from the bottom of her heart.
"Are you willing to die like this? Let them not be at peace under the Nine Springs? "Yukihime is pressing forward step by step.
"Father's rebellion!" Lin Zheng gritted his teeth, it seemed difficult to face this fact, "Being a courtier is already disloyal." The lives of hundreds of people in the Lin family were all buried under his greed! ”
"What is loyalty? What is infidelity? This world is the world of the people of the world, why does it have to belong to only one surname? ”
"For thousands of years, it's been like this!" Lin Zheng was shocked in his heart.
"Why? Why do we live in this world, but our lives are dominated by others? Why? Why should the whole world be abandoned just because of the betrayal of one person? All living beings have their own days, people have human feelings, and demons have demons, so why should they be punished by a set of laws? Whether it is life or death is all up to me, and it is up to others to decide! ”
Listening to her remarks, Lin Zheng was completely speechless, and he couldn't find a word to refute it. Luo Yansha was also on the side, stunned.
"You could have chosen to die." Yukihime said, and the lamp in her hand instantly turned to ash.
She spread out her palms, her slender fingers connected with the ashes that flowed down, and her piercing red lips opened and closed gently, with a kind of murderous coldness: "Or, survive." ”
The chamber was eerie, and it was in complete dead silence. This is undoubtedly a grave, Lin Zheng thought, a grave that has been postponed. In the darkness, only Lin Zheng's sluggish breathing could be heard. Luo Yansha's eyes were looking for and watching him even in the dark. She knew that no matter what decision he made, she would follow him without hesitation. From the moment she accepted Yukihime's condition of exchanging half her life for him to come back, she knew that the person in front of her would carry her lifelong love.
The darkness was silent for a long time, and Yukihime was waiting. When suddenly there was a sound of clenching his fists tightly, Lin Zheng finally spoke: "I choose, live." ”