Chapter 6: Darkness Comes from Love
I remember the Boxer Battalion Commander saying that dark matter is actually invisible and needs to be seen through special rays. Mr. Si Ye is now "letting" everyone, so he uses his special ability to make his dark matter visible.
And at this moment, the boxer battalion commander should be trapped by the invisible dark matter of Teacher Si Ye.
It's scary...... This invisible power is even more terrifying than the sky.
Therefore, this boy is Teacher Si Ye, and that woman is ...... Teacher Si Ye's dead sister, Si Yin......
"Sister-" Si Ye was so young and energetic at this time, he rushed towards Si Yin and threw himself into Si Yin's arms, Si Yin looked at him gently, and that gentle gaze was almost similar to when Si Ye looked at me gently.
Teacher Si Ye's facial features have many similarities with his sister.
Si Yin looked at him tenderly and stroked his wet hair: "Xiaoye, don't make trouble, everyone is not targeting you......"
"It's not! They're targeting me! Si Ye left Si Yin's arms and raised his face, his face was angry and uninhibited, "Why do they care about me!" They're jealous that I'm better than them! And the kind of ordinary people who speak ill of us all day long! I really don't understand why we have to protect them?! Let them die! Wouldn't they die without us? We saved them and they said we were monsters! Why should we be so cheap to please the ass of those ordinary people? Anyway, they will eventually disappear from this world, and they can't stop the evolution of humanity! It's their business to be affected, it's our business? ”
"Smack!" Suddenly, Si Yin slapped Si Ye in the face, Si Ye looked at Si Yin blankly, and the expression on Si Yin's face had become stern: "Don't listen to Bai Yu's bewitchment!" With our special abilities comes more responsibility! ”
"You're not their babysitter!" Si Ye yelled at Si Yin angrily, "Sister, wake up, the weak eat the strong, if they are weak, they will be eliminated, this is the law of nature." What do you have to do with them, and do you have to care about them? Aren't they babies always bothering others to save them?! ”
Si Yin angrily looked at her younger brother Si Ye, and suddenly, a huge black hole appeared behind her, and the black hole began to devour everything behind Si Yin and devour the world.
The sand around him began to rise and spin, and Si Yin's body began to float up, towards the black hole.
Si Ye's expression began to panic: "No! Sister be careful! ”
The black hole began to devour Si Yin, dragging her body into the darkness little by little, and Si Ye pounced: "No-sister-sister-sister-" He knelt down in the dark world and cried loudly, "Sister———— I was wrong...... I was wrong...... I killed you...... It's me—why am I still alive...... Why do you still let me live in this world—it should be me who should die—it's me————" He roared in this apocalyptic world, and the flying sand and darkness began to envelop him.
I opened my eyes, only to see tears falling from Mr. Siye's eyes.
He slowly pulled down my hands on his head and walked away from me with a drooping face, and as he stood up, his body staggered and I hurriedly held on.
His face was sideways, and his long hair obscured his sad, godless face. He gently pulled my hand away again, and a low voice came out of his mouth: "I'm fine......" He got up quietly, walked to the balcony again, and then, sitting on the balcony, began to stare into the distance for a long time.
Teacher Si Ye's back is lonely, which makes people worry.
That is the darkness in his heart that will never be dissolved, the self-blame and guilt for his sister's death. That big war took his sister's life, and also took away the once rebellious young Si Ye.
Si Yin died to protect him, and this love, in the bottom of his heart, turned into darkness that overwhelmed him. I have similarities with Teacher Si Ye, the darkness in our hearts comes from love.
Just, I walked out. And Mr. Si Ye has never come out.
Was that a memory of his? Ride the waves and play carefree on the beach, and swim freely in the sea like a dragon prince.
Was that also an argument between him and his sister? At that time, he had begun to lean more towards Bai Yu's philosophy. The Star Clan is an evolution of humanity, a higher human race. They don't want to be heroes who save ordinary people, they want to be the masters of this world.
They have this idea because the common people think of them, see them as monsters, strip them from their leases, guard them at every turn, and look at them with fear and prejudice.
It is human beings who look at aliens with their eyes that make them aliens. It was the resistance of human beings to them that made them stand on the opposite side of human beings and become monsters in their hearts.
On this day, Teacher Si Ye did not eat. I saw the darkness and sadness in his heart, and I thought he had come out, started to smile, started to take off his sister's dress, and started to change back into men's clothes and be himself again. But in fact, he didn't completely come out, his sister's death was still the heaviest pain in his heart, and this pain, I feel has made him endure to the limit, and let him fall into the abyss of the sea of suffering.
At night, I saw that Mr. Si Ye once again put on a women's nightgown, which must be his sister's nightgown, with elegant and simple patterns, and the texture of silk made this nightgown more elegant.
He lay down on a recliner on the balcony with his black hair hanging down, and began to stare quietly at the night sky again.
Teacher Siye's room was next door, but our balcony was connected. The extraordinarily large balcony also has sun loungers and swing chairs for the shade, and of course, delicate green gardening that transforms this balcony into a small sky garden.
I take the apple to see Mr. Si Ye, these days, I eat a lot every day, but Mr. Si Ye eats very little. I'm already three pounds heavier than when I moved in, and I've watched him lose weight a little bit.
It's like he's with me, it's like, it's like torture. Perhaps, as he said, he looked at me and saw his hope in me. However, because of the danger, he was unable to ask for it, and it ended up being torture for him.
I put down the apple and walked to the balcony.
Teacher Si Ye lay lazily on the chaise longue and pretended to sleep, one leg bent, and the silky nightgown slipped off his thighs, revealing his slender, clean and white thighs.
Because the collar on the chest of the nightgown is a women's design, the size of the chest will be considered, so when worn on a man with a flat chest like Mr. Si Ye, the neckline will be larger, slightly exposing the side of Mr. Si Ye's chest, and in the faint moonlight, you can clearly see that he also has muscles.