Chapter 304: I Just Can't Sleep
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So she smiled and said, "No, I just can't sleep, so I look at the scenery outside, not to mention that the flowers and plants here are still quite bright, and they are also very beautiful."
"Yes! These flowers are indeed very beautiful, and they are also very suitable for this place, because this is a thousand flowers, so there is nothing wrong with these flowers here, but I don't know why I always feel a little uneasy, maybe because I think too much. Luo Yang said with a slight smile.
Every time he has an ominous premonition in his heart, it is bound to indicate that something big will happen, he doesn't know what will happen, but this premonition makes him very uncomfortable, and he must not be calm in the future!
They will inevitably encounter a lot of twists and turns on this trip to the Western Zhou Dynasty, which is the result of his observation of the heavenly phenomena, and as a warlock in the rivers and lakes, the saddest thing is not that he doesn't know anything, but that he knows everything but is powerless to change.
This is somewhat the same as the high priest, in fact, sometimes he would rather not know anything, so that when it happens, he will not have so much self-reproach, and he will not hate himself for not being able to stop it.
Just like when his sister died, he could have foreseen those things, because he didn't believe that it had led to his sister's death in vain, although he didn't blame him for it, and it had nothing to do with him.
But he swore that he must expose the conspiracy behind this fire, and he must expose the mastermind behind this whole thing, he originally thought it was Nangong Ling Che, but Nangong Ling Che was just a chess piece, just like Nangong Qiran was a pawn of Nankong Ling Che.
Nangong understood that it must be a chess piece in the hands of others, and now this flag has no effect, so it will naturally be discarded.
"Although there are flowers here, but how many people are happy, although each of them is talking and laughing, but I can see that they are not happy in their hearts, just like me, sometimes I am smiling, but in fact my heart hurts, and my smile is just to hide this pain." Pei Yuehua sighed and said.
And sometimes she is unhappy, not because she is really unhappy, but because she doesn't know what kind of expression to make at such a time, so she can only make herself unhappy.
Just like when Pei Yuehua saw Nangong Hanmo and Allure together just now, although she knew it was an accident, she still minded it in her heart.
But after thinking about it, what qualifications does she have to mind the affairs of other people and other women!
She is not who he is, nor is she his wife, so what qualifications does she have to care about him, what qualifications do she have to care, and what qualifications do you have to be jealous.
Although she has him in her heart, after this series of things, she doesn't know if Hanmo is willing to be with her, he is so good, there must be a lot of women around him, and Luo Yang, as Nangong Hanmo's friend, also knows what kind of person he is.
A personality like him that can't be refused to anyone will definitely cause a lot of love debts, Pei Yuehua can not care about these, but she can't help but let herself not feel heartache.
It's like there's nothing she can do to stop those women from approaching him.
Isn't it funny that she's like that?
Knowing everything but not letting go of anything, Pei Yuehua herself feels that this is really annoying!
Because she wasn't a stingy person before, but now she's so stingy.
Even if he is with other women, even if he looks at other women more, she will mind and be jealous, even angry, and jealous.
And she hated it so much, as if she were such a stingy person.
Her brow furrowed tightly, her hands clenched into fists, and she was obviously suppressing great pain.
Luo Yang sighed, walked up to Pei Yuehua and gently patted her shoulder and said, "Since you know what kind of character he is, there is no need to care, because although he seems to be a lot of affection on the surface, he is actually very single-minded, and once he falls in love with someone, he can't easily change it."
In fact, Luo Yang blamed him for being unfaithful to Yiyi, because he said that he would miss his sister forever and would always love her and not let others take her place, but as soon as Pei Yuehua appeared, he forgot all his oaths to Yiyi.
To be honest, Luo Yang should hate Pei Yuehua, but he has no way to hate her.
Because he knew it wasn't her fault.
And he also knows that there is no way to control such things as feelings.
Otherwise, he thought, Pei Yuehua would not be willing to fall in love with Nangong Hanmode, he is very good, and he is also very good, but it is because he is so good that there is no way to make people feel safe.
His sister felt the same way, he was obviously very good to himself, but he was also very good to other women, she often quarreled with him because she cared about this, but after every quarrel, she couldn't help but go back to him.
So they reconcile every time, only this time, after another argument between them, Yi Yi could no longer go back to him because she was dead.
She died to save Hanmo, Luo Yang really wanted to avenge his sister, and he really wanted to kill Hanmo sometimes, but after thinking about it, what if he killed him?
His sister can't come back to life anymore, and I'll be to blame if he kills Yiyi.
So he can only choose to let go of his hatred, and it is because of this that he is willing to become friends with Hanmo, because he wants Nangong Hanmo to slowly heal his pain.
The friendship between Luo Yang and Nangong Hanmo slowly erased this scar.
Luo Yang even made a bet with himself that if he couldn't get rid of his hatred for this person within three years, then he would be desperate to retaliate against Nangong Hanmo.
But Nangong Hanmo still did it after all, so that Luo Yang forgot this hatred, made him forget his sister's death, and became friends with him wholeheartedly.
Even to help him do something he can't do, if Yi Yi has a spirit in the sky, it will be very gratifying!
He originally wanted to comfort Yuehua, but he didn't expect to talk about himself again?
Whenever he mentions this topic, he always can't hold it, although he knows that the more he mentions it, the more uneven he will become, and the more sad he will be.
But there are some wounds that you don't want to open and heal, so if you want your wound to heal, then you must learn to face it, only by facing the wound can it be healed.
Although it hurts when you open the scar, if you don't squeeze it, it will become more and more painful and deeper after hiding it for a while, and at the end of the day, when there is no way to remove it, then you will go crazy because of the scar.