Chapter 317: Song Yao is living too painfully
"My uncle said that my grandmother had been clamoring to see me before the accident."
Even before entering the ICU, she kept reading it in her mouth, Xiaoyao Xiaoyao. And I, I've been running away. ”
"I've always felt that people who are close to me, who care about me, will end up unlucky. I even feel that I stay away from them is the best way to love them. ”
"I know that this idea is extreme and unfounded, but I can't restrain my own thoughts."
"I don't dare to get too close to my grandmother, I don't want to end up even her being killed by me, then I may really not dare to get close to anyone anymore."
"Chen Yue'er, I am the one who clearly made the mistake, and I am the one who should be punished, why are they the ones who are hurt in the end?"
Song Yao's peach blossom eyes were red, like rabbit eyes, but no tears fell.
He had forced himself into a habit of not crying because of his loved ones, because he had always felt that he was not qualified.
Now, even if Chen Yue told him to cry, even if he was in pain, even if he really wanted to cry, he couldn't cry.
"I'm so sad and miserable, I want to cry, but I can't cry...... I couldn't cry. ”
When Song Yao said these words, Chen Yue's tears fell straight down like beads with broken threads, as if Song Yao's tears had run out of her eyes.
Chen Yue's big watery eyes were full of distress, and she comforted: "Song Yao, you have the right and freedom to do anything, the key is right or wrong, do you think it's wrong for you to cry now?" ”
Song Yao replied sadly: "In this kind of thing, I have long lost the ability to distinguish between right and wrong. ”
Hearing this, Chen Yue's hand clenched tighter, and Song Yao's cognition had already been tortured to the point of deviation.
"Then let me tell you, there is nothing wrong with you crying over the loss and pain of your loved ones."
"It doesn't matter if you are a sinner or a good person, they are your relatives. Especially those relatives who treat you well, they can love you and feel sorry for you, and you also have the right to love them and feel sorry for them. ”
"It's not a question of qualifications, it's a right that no one can take away from you, and even in the eyes of some people, it's your obligation."
"What brings misfortune, this kind of nonsense!"
"Everybody has their own trajectory, and you just happened to be at that unfortunate point. The misfortune is set there, not you. Even your own presence at that point has suffered. ”
"Song Yao, please feel sorry for yourself. Feeling sorry for yourself is not a selfish act, you yourself are just one of the billions of humans in this world. ”
"You recognize their existence, you recognize the various emotions and behaviors of the world, why do you have to embarrass yourself? No matter what happened before, now you are the most unfortunate and painful person! ”
Am I the most unfortunate and miserable person?
Yes, I am the most unfortunate and painful person.
Why do I have to suffer so much, why does this bad character fall on me?
"Woo......" Song Yao let out a whimpering sound, and at the same time, those bewitching eyes were overflowing with water, and the water that couldn't be closed burst out of his eyes.
Chen Yue held his handsome face that cried with pear blossoms and rain, and couldn't help shedding tears of relief.
Song Yao, he lived too painfully.
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