Chapter 136: The Sleepless Night of Missing

He suddenly seemed to be the prey of a trap, his eyes showed a timid look in shock, and after a while, he suddenly burst into tears, and no longer dared to say a word.

The child's cry attracted Aunt Tian, she looked at Sun Meng, who was angry and bulging, and only silently pulled away the little fat pier.

"Child, that's your mother, it's your own mother, your mother beats you for your good, you have to be obedient, you can't blame your mother, you must have made your mother angry, otherwise, your mother is reluctant to beat you."

"She's not, she's a murderer, she killed my dad and grandma, she's not my mother, no, I don't want a mother like her, I hate her, I hate her." Little Fat Dun hid behind Aunt Tian, as if he had a protective umbrella, poked out half of his head, pointed at Sun Meng and sobbed.

Hearing such words, Sun Meng turned her back silently, she knew that the future path between her and Fat Dun was destined to be a tragedy of discord between mother and son. This child, he hated her to death, and this hatred was deeply imprinted in his heart.

Night, the mountains and black kings, gloomy monsters open their lonely mouths, such nights are sleepless for her, she has been accustomed to countless such nights. Because, someone came from a dream at night, and there was a warm breeze blowing at night, just like the hands of an obsessed person, with a little tenderness, wisps, and took her into his arms.

In such a one-man show-like loneliness, there is a looming of her illusory and illusory love, such a night seems to be hopeful, and it seems that there is a lot of loss.

But she is still clinging to this kind of hope, and this thought is better than the emptiness of the day. Her persistence, like a twisting wind, became more and more rapid and powerful, as fierce as a beast.

The night is sleepless, but the night is also her gentle hometown, the appearance of her days that has not changed, and the colorful dreams that she can weave.

A person's night, trance and confusion, also let the void swallow the body from time to time, the soul is out of body, like a walking corpse. In the face of darkness, her eyes were always fixed on the front, trying to imagine that the person in front of her would come to her, but she was afraid that if she made a sound, the bubble-like person would dissipate. Strive to support the laissez-faire thoughts, and live a life of self-deception.

Aunt Tian seemed to have long been accustomed to Sun Meng's sleeplessness, got out of bed in her clothes, and sighed behind her.

"Mother, why did you wake up? But feeling unwell? ”

"My mother is in good health, my mother just can't sleep, this person is getting old, and he even sleeps a lot, he always falls asleep, and he wakes up.

"But because it's cold? If not, I'll add you another thicker futon, it's late at night, don't stay up late, let's sleep. ”

She waved her hand: "I don't feel so cold, it's just this heart, it's very restless, and I can't sleep well." ”

"What's on my mind? Still is? Or do you miss your brother again? ”

She nodded, and her eyes were filled with tears as she nodded.

"I think about him, my mother misses him, this time I think of him, my heart is uncomfortable, even this night is very long, it is very difficult."

She pursed her mouth, blinked her eyes, and propped up a strong look: "Mother, don't be sad, you see that you are sad, the child is also sad and sad, the child doesn't know, I don't know how to comfort you, you go to sleep quickly, close your eyes, don't think so much, this autumn is over, the wind is also very cold, but don't catch a cold." She stretched out her hand and covered Aunt Tian's futon tightly.

"Mother, I want to go up the mountain early tomorrow morning to see an old friend." She looked at the dark window sill, her eyes looked into the distance, she hadn't seen Bai Mo for a long time, but suddenly she had a concern for him, she knew that he was gone, and she didn't know if she could find him again, but she suddenly felt inexplicable in her heart, encouraging her to decide to go to his temple.

And that fox Ling'er, although she hurt her, and misunderstood her many times, and wanted to put her to death. But the current state of mind is still like an old man, I haven't seen it for a long time, and I will occasionally think of it.

She hasn't been here in a few days, I wonder how she is?

"It's okay, since Wei Gongzi left, you are always depressed, it's okay to go out for a walk, you are bored in the house all day long, and good people are going to be bored, you go early, remember to rush back early before dark, don't let your mother worry."

Sun Meng snorted, looking at the little chubby dun who was sleeping with his back to her, the chubby and cute little body curled up, she actually blamed herself deeply for the slap she had slapped him during the day, and involuntarily lifted the quilt and gently stroked his little buttocks.

"Mother, does he hate me so much? He hates me so much now, I'm afraid that this mother-son relationship will eventually be gone, I don't know what to do, how to do it to make him accept me? Call me a 'mother', this 'mother', I'm afraid it's hard to hear it again in this life, right? ”

"Maybe, maybe it's good when he grows up, didn't you say it yourself, that scene happened to be carefully watched by him, it's not easy to accept after all, he's still young, and some things can't be understood, what's more, it's his own father, even if it's evil, for him, it's his father." Aunt Tian said, and sighed heavily: "This worry is not nothing, he, I'm afraid that he hates you since then, you have to understand him if you don't accept you, the child is so young, he is frightened, I can see it, he is afraid and hates you very much, he is so stubborn at a young age, he refuses to say a word to you, get closer, it is really sad." However, you only saw his stubbornness, and my mother looked at him very pitiful. Feng'er, this is not to blame the child, if you want to blame his evil father. Speaking of Qiu Zhengran, Aunt Tian's voice also became louder.

"Mother, don't be too sad, what will happen in the future? It's all my life. ”

"I didn't believe in fate before, just trying to live in peace, how did I expect it, this old man is old, half of the loess is buried, my old woman has not left, your son has gone first, this life, how can there be any happiness, every day is not easy. Our mothers are not people with this good fate, so, child, accept your fate, if Fat Dun still refuses to recognize you as a mother in the future, you don't resent him, you know, such a day is not what he wants, who can he resent to go? ”

Aunt Tian wiped a pair of rough hands on her face heavily, and the silver-white hair on her temples was raised. The eyes were deep and the face was sad.

Sun Meng's face was no longer bright, she raised her head, as if she wanted to swallow back the tears on her face, she said: "Mother, if it weren't for me, because of the little fat dun, you wouldn't be ........" ”

"Don't say it, don't say it, Feng'er, my mother doesn't blame you, I don't blame you, everything is fate, it's fate." Aunt Tian interrupted Sun Meng's words, turned around and wiped her tears.

"Mother," she called from behind.

Aunt Tian waved her hand and motioned for her to fall asleep quickly, and Sun Meng stopped talking. Take off your coat and sleep in bed.

Legendary love is reluctant to give up

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