Chapter 199: In Emotional Wounds

He didn't know, how much she missed him, he didn't know, how much she cared about him, her heart, filled with him.

In life, some people come and go, some people go and return, some people are close at hand, but far away in the world, or pass by, no matter what, it is inevitable that the sadness of the end of the song will be scattered.

In such a relationship, no matter how much she loved, she still didn't have the courage to open that door, she was afraid of the hurt that would come from the invasion again, and those unpredictable pains would crush her last trace of strength.

"Xiaoxiao, open the door, can you open the door? You open the door, you listen to me, you listen to me to explain to you. He shouted outside the door.

"Master, what are you? Why is that? Sun Wei, who heard the voice, walked in, and he asked with a puzzled expression.

"Xiaoxiao, it's a little girl, it's Xiaoxiao, I found her, I found her, Sun Wei, she's in the house, she's in the house." He said happily, like a child, and a wave of joy overflowed with words.

In Sun Wei's eyes, which were still a little sudden and puzzled, he said again: "It's just that she refuses to come out to see me, she refuses to come out to see me, how is this good?" She doesn't see me, I ........ His face was dripping with sweat.

Yun Ying and Lan'er, who could hear the movement, also hurriedly walked out: "You .........." At a glance, they found that it was the king standing in front of them, and the two of them were speechless for a moment in a panic.

"Quick, quick, you two go and ask your master to come out, I have something to say to her." Without waiting for them to react, Bai Mo hurriedly said to Yun Yinglan'er.

The two hurriedly knocked on the door: "Miss, Miss, can you come out and talk?" Would you like to open the door? ”

The grievances in her stomach fell like a mountain, she shook her head, and still cried unconsciously.

once tried to count the injuries he gave with a smile, but in the end, tears flowed out of his eyes with a smile.

In this relationship, she is very tired, she is always used to pretending to be strong, and she is used to facing everything, but no one knows, it is just a disguise, a very deliberate disguise.

Bai Mo outside the door listened, took a deep breath, the pain in his heart swept by, he clinged to the door's face, greedily trying to collect her breath. The pain and sorrow are his own, but no matter how painful and sad it is, no one can understand it at this moment.

"Tiny, you, do you know? You have made my heart cry, come out, will you come out and listen to me? Tears soaked his face, and he trembled and was low and gentle.

Sun Meng didn't speak, such an encounter was something she didn't expect, she thought that she would never see him again, the miss in her heart was just her wishful thinking after all, not to mention, didn't he come to him again for such a long time? If it weren't for this chance encounter, I'm afraid there would be no possibility of seeing each other again, right? If he loved her, why couldn't he find this long street, day after day, and didn't he find it like this before? It's just that it's been more than two months, and a chance encounter doesn't mean that he loves himself.

But the thoughts in her heart disturb her heart from time to time. Even so, she never thought that one day, there would be the possibility of meeting again.

After all, he is not the white ink of the past, he is a king, he has a queen, what kind of woman will he want? He is just one of his thousands of women, and when the passion is fresh, she can only be sad alone.

But in the bottom of her heart, it was difficult to let go of him, and she didn't have the courage to open the door when she wanted to see and was afraid to see.

Bai Mo kept tapping on the door, and his voice was hoarse: "Xiaoxiao, I want to see you, I miss you, open the door, let me see you, okay?" You come and open the door, things are not what you think, you come out, come out and listen to me explain? ”

The low cry ran through the bottom of his heart, he thought about her for so long, but his lover was in front of him, and he was so determined that he didn't want to see him, his heart was like ten thousand arrows piercing his heart, and the pain was unbearable.

"My heart for you has never changed, it has never changed in the slightest, the situation like that day, I, do you know how happy I am to see you? But I am the king, and in front of everyone, I can only suppress a heart that loves you, and show an indifferent attitude in front of others. Do you know what I'm frustrating? Xiaoxiao, in front of so many people, I shouldn't recognize you. Since you left, I was so afraid that I wouldn't see you, I looked for you everywhere, guarded you outside the city, but you disappeared, never to be found again, my heart has been bound by you, do you understand? Xiaoxiao, please open the door, open the door and let me see you, okay? ”

Who could have comforted him with the tears he left for her, the sleepless nights, and the heart-wrenching pain? In this world, she alone can relieve his suffering, his pain, and all his suffering.

Yun Ying and Lan'er met, and they kept persuading outside the door: "Miss, Miss, just open the door, open the door, how can you let others have a chance to talk if you don't see anyone?" Open the door and come out and speak. ”

Sun Wei seemed to be a little anxious, he wandered a few times, and finally slowly stepped forward, and whispered in front of him: "Master, we, we should go, don't go, it's too late, I got up so early today, just to hurry, little girl, let's go back and come back." Hearing Sun Wei call him, he was reluctant and hung his head.

Under his thick black eyebrows, his eyes were as melancholy as smoke, and the pain in his heart was heartbreaking, and he was overwhelmed and helpless. He patted the wooden door helplessly, and finally lowered his hand weakly, and almost roared through the door: "Xiaoxiao, wait for me, you have to wait for me." ”

He turned back step by step, even if there were thousands of words, he was choked for a while, but his eyes were hazy with tears, all kinds of melancholy under his separate faces, a thousand thoughts in the past, how deep his love was, how long his concern and reluctance were. How many sleepless nights are intoxicated, how can a wave of your hand erase this reluctant attachment? Parting, even if it is only a short separation, will also burn the fragile feelings, weaken the deeply painful heart, those reluctant to leave, like the fire in the fire, love and longing firewood continue to add, the fire burns red.

Feeling that Bai Mo had gone away, she wiped away her tears and opened the door lightly. Looking at his distant back in front of him, a wisp of wind blew her long hair, and also blew the ripples in her heart, which could not be calmed down, and the sorrow that surged because of his departure.

"Miss, you are so ruthless, just now seeing the appearance of the king, it is so sad, Lan'er is so moved that she wants to cry."

"But isn't it, Yun Ying really looks at it, the king really misses you very much, if it weren't for official business, he wouldn't have left anyway, alas, it's not easy to be a king and a king, miss, I think you may have misunderstood him."

Sun Meng didn't look at them, nor did he answer the words, but said indifferently: "Let's work, Lan'er, don't cook that tofu, Yun Ying, staring at the donkey, the beans grind faster, presumably there are more guests outside, so you can't be busy."