Chapter 313: Final Despair
This matter was repeated again and again, so that even the old princess of the Beijing Mansion couldn't withstand her father's lobbying, and finally nodded. When she heard the good news, she was as happy as a butterfly, and she circled around the back garden many times, dizzy and dizzy, not knowing whether it was a dream or a reality.
However, at the juncture of his father and the old princess, he suddenly killed a country barbarian woman, threatening to be the prince's life-saving benefactor, and he had made a private agreement with the prince for life!
On that day, my father was disgraced, and he returned home angrily, telling her that he was not allowed to mention the family affairs with the Beijing Palace, and she was like a bolt from the sky in the summer and autumn, and she felt that the sky was about to fall!
She locked herself in the boudoir, suffered for many days, hated for many days, hated her father for being incompetent, hated the prince of Beijing, and hated the cheap woman who snatched love with a knife, it should be thunder!
When she walked out of the boudoir again, she had already changed her mentality: since the prince of Beijing didn't want her, she would marry a more prominent man to show him in Xia Yingqiu!
However, looking at the Great Yan Dynasty, there is only one man who is more prominent than King Beijing. Therefore, when the Wen Mu of the selected show was transmitted to Guangning City, she took the initiative to invite Ying to enter the palace.
Xijing is thousands of miles away, the harem is cheating, her father and mother are reluctant in every way, but they can't stand Xia Yingqiu's iron heart to go, so they just send her to Beijing for the draft.
After entering the palace, she planned step by step and worked hard to win, won the favor of the emperor, earned the position of a noble concubine for herself, and also had a foothold in the harem.
But every time in the dead of night, alone in the empty bed, she recalled the beginning, the unattainable heroic man, but always occupied the most important position in her heart, unforgettable, unforgettable in this life.
At this moment, Xia Yingqiu leaned down, leaned over, reached out and pinched Su Qi's jaw and lifted it, and said, "In addition to being born with a good skin, what else do you have to offer?" ”
Su Qi was shocked at the moment, forced to look directly at her, still couldn't remember what grievances she had with this Xia Yingqiu, but felt that the light in her eyes flashed like a poisonous snake, especially the emperor who had just gone berserk, and unconsciously shrank for a moment.
Xia Yingqiu smiled instead: "You will also be afraid?" I heard that you are proficient in charm and witchcraft, and you are good at demagogy? She patted her sweaty cheek with her palm, "Then it depends on your demon magic, whether you can save yourself." ”
After that, Xia Yingqiu got up and straightened her dress, and once again restored the noble and graceful appearance of Xia Guifei, and shouted: "Someone! ”
Su Qi originally thought that with Xia Yingqiu's eyes full of hatred for her, and she hated to peel the skin and eat the flesh, she would definitely have to intensify the torture. But she just ordered her subordinates to guard Su Qi strictly, and left without saying more.
The maids in the palace are all discerning, worshipping high and stepping low, seeing the wind and making the rudder have become a disposition, only to see that the emperor is angry with Su Cairen, looking like he is going to kill, I think that this Su Cairen's life is about to end, so naturally they are far away from her for fear of being implicated, so they only guard outside the house.
Su Qi was vigorously slammed to the ground by Mu Yunze, his back hit the wall hard, he felt that his bones were about to break, and he fell on the ground for a long time before he could stand up slowly by holding on to the corner of the table.
From the wall to the bed, it was only a dozen steps away, but every step she took involved a piercing pain in her back. She had to bow her head and watch the beads of sweat fall from her forehead.
In the end, she couldn't tell whether it was sweat or tears falling from her face.
After all, she sat down on the bed gasping, leaned her head against the edge of the bed and closed her eyes, habitually touching and touching her small belly with her hands.
This child is now the only purpose and hope for Su Qi's life.
As if feeling the temperature of his mother, the little life in his womb throbbed slightly, as if he was frightened and begged for comfort.
This is the first fetal movement...... The almost undetectable tremor spread to Su Qi's heart through the palm of his hand, making Su Qi, who was almost fainting, feel a burst of joy, and subconsciously blurted out: "Lord Wang, our child has moved!" ”
After saying that, but he didn't get an answer for a long time, Su Qi opened his eyes, and then remembered that he was in a cold harem, and the child's father, the man she loved in this life, had become enemies with her, and she would never see each other again in this life.
But she really misses him too much, especially in this cold, desperate, and helpless time, the thoughts that are deliberately hidden deep in her heart will gush out like spring water, and a sour and bitter heart, quickly filling the entire heart......
Su Qi almost bit her lower lip before she could barely suppress her urge to cry bitterly, she knew very well: tears are for the sake of sympathy, and in this Shura hell surrounded by jackals and coveted by poisonous snakes, tears are useless.
can't think about him anymore, Su Qi just needs to force himself to think about something else: Today is a completely angry emperor Mu Yunze, and he has already released his words, saying that although he will not let her die, he will definitely not let her live well.
What is the way to protect yourself, it is really not good, but you also have to protect your children......
She gasped and counted all the people she knew in the palace: the eldest prince Mu Hong was in a miserable situation, and the princess Mu Yunxi was too busy to take care of herself; As for Xia Ke, so far, she has only come to see her in disguise, and she can't rely on it......
The more she thought about it, the more desperate she became, and at this moment, the door was knocked open, only to see Lan Guiren leading people to break in, and when she saw Su Qi who was beside the bed, she couldn't help but sneer: "Slut! You also have today! ”
The last time she instructed someone to do something to her, she unexpectedly made an "imperial heir", and the emperor was very "angry" and ordered the two minions who did it to be killed alive. Lan Guiren was shocked and frightened, and knelt in front of the Qianqing Palace for three days before he got a holy oracle of "demotion and punishment, and thinking about it behind closed doors", and he also deeply felt that he would live for the rest of his life.
Therefore, Lan Guiren hated this new favorite Su Cairen more and more, but he was helpless, the clinker feng shui took turns, and it was only a few days, Su Cairen touched the holy wrath, and he was about to be abandoned.
Lan Guiren felt that the time had come for her to be ashamed, especially when Xia Guifei seemed to inadvertently say a sentence in front of her, saying that this Su Cairen may not be pregnant with a dragon heir, and His Majesty was furious because of this. Lan Guiren immediately thought that the time had come for him to redeem his merits and share his worries for His Majesty!
So, Lan Guiren crossed his hands on his hips and commanded the four sturdy servants under him: "Hold her down for me!" Pour the medicine down! ”
Seeing the four servant women with meaty faces rolling up their sleeves and rushing towards her, Su Qi instinctively wanted to resist, but she was too weak at this time, but after a few struggles, she was put down on the bed by the four servants, holding her hands and feet hard, and shouting almost desperately: "What are you doing?!" What are you going to do?! ”
But when her eyes widened and she saw a bowl of decoction in front of her, she did not dare to make a sound, but gritted her teeth, and let the thick joints of the servant almost crush her jawbone, and swore not to open her mouth a bit.
Who's going to save me...... Who's going to save my baby......
Lan Guiren stood aside, looking at the four servant women who couldn't pour a bowl of saffron despite their efforts, they couldn't help but be angry and anxious, and scolded: "A group of useless things! If I can't pour any more medicine, I will have fifty boards per person, and I will go to the hidden court to do hard labor! ”
When the four servant women heard this, they were scared, and they became more and more powerful, and one of them simply reached out to break Su Qi's mouth, but she bit her finger, screamed in pain, and slapped Su Qi in the face, scolding: "I don't know whether to live or die!" ”
Seeing this, the other leading servant woman chirped, "Useless thing! He also asked Lan Guiren for instructions, "Little master, this cheap maid doesn't open her mouth when she lives or dies, can the slave use other methods?" ”
Lan Guiren sneered: "As long as you can get rid of the wild seeds in her belly, it depends on what means you use!" ”
"Understood!" The leading servant woman received the order, and motioned to the other three to hold Su Qi down, while she crossed her hands and raised them high above her head, and then smashed Su Qi's small belly hard!
"Ahh Su Qi let out a heart-rending scream, and finally lost consciousness......
Blood...... In front of me was a bloody red ......
Su Qi vaguely felt that he was in the urn city of Anzhou City, the blood-colored heaven and earth, the blood-colored remnant sun, and beside him were the red ghostly eyes of the golden sword warrior.
Su Qi felt that she was about to die, and the bursts of heart-piercing pain in her body made her almost burst, but she was still shouting at the familiar and vague figure in front of her: "Leave me alone!" Shoot!! ”
Kill him, Anzhou City will be saved, and the people of Anzhou will be able to live, as for me, it's really not that important......
But the person in front of him refused to move, and said in a low and resolute voice: "Xiaoqi, you have to live!" ”
Alive...... Su Qi suddenly smiled sadly: "Why do I want to live...... I was slaughtered all over the house, my parents and brothers and sisters died, leaving me alone in this world!
I have also worked hard to live, trying to make myself have no regrets in this life, I have had a beloved, I have had a child, but now, my lover is gone, the child is gone, I Su Qi has nothing since then, only endless pain and thoughts left in this world, why should I live! ”
If death can liberate me, if my death can liberate many people, I might as well go back...... Why don't you go back......
"Shoot!" She cried out heartbreakingly, but the person in front of her still told her firmly and stubbornly:
"You are the pearl of my heart, seeping my bones and blood, in this life and this life, I can't give up!"
Su Qi opened his eyes in this chaotic and desperate dream, vaguely smelled a bloody breath lingering, trembling and reached out to touch his body and down, and felt the fishy stickiness of his hands.
A bone-chilling pain came from her small abdomen, and she knew that the child in her belly was gone.
The little life that came unexpectedly and made her panic and entanglement, the little life that became her only sustenance, the little life that communicated with her for the first time today, finally turned into a red in the hands of those ghosts dressed in human skin.
She hated, she was angry, but at this time, she didn't even have the heart to hate, the strength to be angry, and in the bottom of her heart, there was only a cold despair.
The death of the child also took away all her courage to survive, and now, she just wants to lie quietly and wait for her last moment.