Chapter 107: Cowardly Man

If he has truly experienced love and truly experienced an unforgettable relationship, then he will not say the so-called righteous remarks so brightly.

"Anyway, if you kill someone, you have to pay for your life, so I want you to go back with me." Luo Yang said.

Maybe Xu Lang is really right, because he has not experienced it, so he can stand on the position of justice and accuse a man who has been hurt by love.

It's really because he hasn't been in pain, so he has no way to understand Xu Lang's sadness, and there is no way to understand Xu Lang's sadness.

But it's not that he doesn't want to try, it's that he can't try, because he hasn't met his marriage until now.

"If I want to go. Do you think you can stop me? ”

He didn't want to go on like this because he was tired.

So many years have passed, and it's time to settle it.

"If I'm not mistaken, you should have just come back from Xiao Ning, in fact, although Xiao Ning is not as good as her sister, she is very good to me, so I have been kept in the dark, and I have never found out that she is actually pretending to be Xiao He and is with me."

After a pause, Xu Lang continued: "And what I didn't expect was that her sister actually willingly quit in order to fulfill us, I don't know what their sister treats me for?" Xu Lang's eyes drooped slightly, and he said quietly.

"I don't know, did Xiaohe ever feel pain when he made this kind of decision? I don't know if I have any status in Xiaohe's heart? But I have no way to let others take her place in my mind, even Xiao Ning, although sometimes I feel wrong, but they look too similar, two people who are exactly the same, how can I tell the difference? ”

"If you really love someone, you will also find that you don't love her enough when she changes slightly! At least at the time, maybe in your heart you didn't even know who you loved? So, you've been struggling with it for so many years, and if you could tell them apart, then everything might be very different. Pei Yuehua said.

After a pause, Pei Yuehua continued: "And the two of you are cowardly in the end. ”

No one wants to marry a man they don't love at all, so in Pei Yuehua's eyes, both of them are at fault.

No one is qualified to blame others, and Concubine He gave up his emotions for the sake of his sister, and Xu Lang fell in love with Concubine Ning's sister because he couldn't distinguish between the two sisters.

Xu Lang failed the two women, and even more so herself.

Xu Lang has always known it, and because he knows, there is no way to forgive himself, and there is no way to get out of the past.

However, in fact, Pei Yuehua is not qualified to say Xu Lang, because she is now in the same predicament as him.

She loves a man, but she has to marry another man, and although she doesn't love this man, this man does so many things that move her, so much so that it makes her more and more difficult.

Although the wedding date is just around the corner, she still can't make the decision to run away, she wants to go with the flow, she believes that sooner or later a miracle will happen.

But she forgot that this is reality after all, not a TV series, not to mention a lot, there are not so many miracles at all, and even if there is, it has to be created by herself.

"Maybe you're right, I've been making a fool of myself for so many years. And when I killed the woman I loved the most by mistake, I realized that my heart was so painful, maybe I loved both of them, maybe I didn't love either of them, but because I didn't get them, that's why I was so stubborn. ”

"I also tried to save this relationship, but I couldn't match the strength of that man. I've been deceiving myself all along, feeling sorry for myself for so many years, I don't know, I really don't know, maybe these questions will only be understood when I'm dead, but now I don't want to think about anything. Xu Lang said bitterly.

He turned to look at the grave of He Guifei, as if he was trying to sort out his thoughts, what had he been obsessed with for so many years?

What do you hate?

Who do you love?

And who is it that has been disappointed?

Could it be that all these years of his so-called obsession are all jokes?

"Maybe these questions will have answers after you meet Concubine Hening, let's go, she wants to see you, and she has been waiting for you. After escaping for so many years, it's time to settle the matter," Pei Yuehua took a step forward and patted Xu Lang's shoulder and said.

As he himself said, it has been so long, her heart should have been sorted out, who he loves, there is already an answer in his heart.

Xu Lang came back to his senses, and his breathtaking eyes went straight into Pei Yuehua's heart.

Pei Yuehua looked at her for a while, and she actually lost her mind for a moment.

When he came back to his senses, he saw Xu Lang smile slightly, and naturally took her hand and walked towards Concubine Ning's bedroom.

And Pei Yuehua actually didn't refuse for the first time, it seems that after meeting Nangong Hanmo, her heart has become a lot more emotional, and the man in front of her is handsome and elegant, and he is the type she loves, so he won't hate him holding him!

Anyway, the three of them finally came to Ning Guifei safely all the way, looking at the lover who was thinking about it day and night, Ning Guifei looked in a trance, as if she wanted to try to distinguish whether the man in front of her was really standing in front of her or like those countless dreams, just a moment of fireworks.

"Leave time to the two of them! I haven't seen each other in years, and I think they must have a lot to say. Nangong Hanmo sighed and said.

Luo Yang and Pei Yuehua nodded, and the three of them walked out in a witty manner.

"You know what? I've fantasized more than once what it would be like for us to meet again. I have also woven everything we will meet in the future more than once in my dreams, including what I want to say to you, but when I really meet you, I only want to say three words to you. ”

Ning Guifei walked gently in front of Xu Lang, as if she had been in a dream many times.

It's just that the person in front of her is not the lover in her dreams, but really exists in front of her.

"I know what you're trying to say? You want to say you hate me, don't you? Actually, I'm the same, I hate myself, why I still don't dare to admit my cowardice. I'm sorry, I failed you, I failed her, and I failed myself, maybe it's not her who is too attached to the past, but me. Xu Lang looked at the woman in front of him seriously and said affectionately.