In fact, Lan Yu felt inexplicable, but it was undeniable that she clearly felt uncomfortable and distressed.

When I saw the woman in front of me recalling the memories of her, the sadness was a trace of emotion left in the soul of this body that had long since passed.

Yes, the body she exists now seems to have just been born for a short time, and the memories of babies will not be remembered too clearly, and as they grow older, the memories of infancy are like ripples in the water that are caressed by the wind, and they will disappear after a while as if they never existed.

The wind passes without a trace, and the water passes without a sound. But what is rare is this body, no, now it is my own body, and the memory is good.

Thousands of thoughts kept flashing through my mind, one by one complex and uneven, like a ball of entangled silk threads, each of which could not be touched for fear that it would be a dead knot if it moved.

Obviously, you can cut through the mess quickly, but obviously Lan Yu doesn't think so. She herself has a severe obsessive-compulsive disorder, which is so strict that she must be organized and not allowed to make the slightest mistake, in other words, severe obsessive-compulsive perfection disorder.

No matter what is complicated, even if it is a particularly simple thing, the compulsion in her bones makes her organize everything in order.

Lan Yu remembered her previous life, and her own condition, I don't know how many people were driven crazy just waiting for her.

Everyone who knew her emphasized more than once, no, begging her to change. Although she herself had a hint of hesitation.

However, there is no way who forced her to the bone? She wasn't to blame for that. Lan Yu remembered that he should have died.

But why haven't you even gone over to see the Forget Worry Bridge, the only flower that grows by the Yellow Spring in the legend---- the flower on the other side, full of bright and delicate, as beautiful as blood.

I haven't even drunk Meng Po and that bowl of Meng Po soup, and I don't know the taste, that's all? That's it!

With the memories of a past life, reincarnated and reborn. And reincarnated in a baby who died within a few days of birth, and as soon as he opened his eyes and saw in front of him, he was a short-lived ghost.

God can't help but be too unkind to herself, although she is not afraid of death, but why let her have the memory of her past life?

Lan Yu is very entangled, although she did not live a life of peace and joy in her previous life, but in the end, she felt that she had lived a very arbitrary life.

There are no too many regrets, her life is like someone else's two lives, which is quite fulfilling, although a little tired.

。。 Thinking of this, Lan Yu couldn't help but sigh lightly in his heart. The memories of the past suddenly came flooding back, and Lan Yu couldn't help but hold his head with his little hands, desperately suppressing the pain in his heart.

Her eyes seemed to be in a trance for a moment, and in the fog, she seemed to see her when she was a child, hugging her thin body in the corner alone.

It was the most hated past in my heart, and I don't know why, the memories that had been suppressed for decades suddenly came at this moment.

Lan Yu often dreamed of herself in her dreams, and the despair and pain of loneliness in the dreams destroyed her mind over and over again.

It's clear, it's clear, it's like re-experiencing it. But every time she woke up in a nightmare, she couldn't even remember the outline, it was like a dreamless night, but the soaked pillow, the air was filled with a faint salty smell, and there was no need to guess, it was a mixture of sweat and tears.

reminded her of her helplessness in her dreams. Although he never remembered the content, Lan just remembered and believed in it.

Time is the most merciless, it can make you forget the sweetest past you have experienced in the past, but let you always remember all the most cruel and unforgettable pains.

Desperately use the will to restrain it, and finally restrain and suppress it. The trance in front of Lan Yu's eyes gradually disappeared.

Lan Yu shook his head vigorously to keep himself awake. She continued to recall that she was obviously racing with her friends in the mountains, and when she went overboard, she accidentally hit the mountain road and flew out.

She still remembers that it was the chic and wanton of racing, and she has no regrets about dying for it. When the car crashed out of the mountain road and stopped in mid-air for a short second, overlooking the scenery below the mountain, Lan Yu just thought that he was relaxed, and he did not face the fear of death, but had a kind of frankness and no regrets.

Lan Yu couldn't help but think that this might be the most fundamental reason why God saw her unpleasant reincarnation into this baby, and the memory of her previous life was retained because her body was going to die soon, let her feel the fear of death coming.

Isn't this too boring? Lan Yu couldn't help but complain. A white-haired old man who was far away in the sky couldn't help but sneeze loudly.

Rubbing his nose and muttering to himself who is scolding himself behind his back. In fact, God is innocent.

The root of bringing her to this world was a certain demon lord in a palace in the place where Lan Yu was.

And the culprit who really brought her to this world was silently watching all this in a place that Lan Yu didn't know at this time.

And he doesn't feel the slightest bit of guilt about the mistakes he made. Decades later, when she knew that she was the culprit, she was lucky not to kill him.

Of course, all this is later, and the situation depends on cause and effect. Who knows what the future holds?